Some people live in confusion all their lives.

Shi Potian is such a person.

Since I can remember, I have never known who my father is. If I grow up a little, my mother will disappear. Every day, except for a yellow dog, he has been like a primitive man in his first half of his life.

But this doesn't mean he is stupid!

There are some things that he should know, and he knows clearly in his heart, and he can choose to forget what he shouldn't know.

This is the way of self-protection for an ‘ordinary person’.

Just like before seeing his own father again, he never felt that there was anything wrong with raising his "adoptive mother" who grew up.

Although the "adoptive mother" called him a bastard, and rarely gave him a good look, and never taught him to read and read, Shi Potian could still tell whether a person was really good to him.

This is a natural talent for human beings. The adoptive mother is at least really caring about him, afraid that he will be cold, hungry, injured, and deceived.

Such a woman may have a knife-like mouth, but Shi Potian absolutely cannot hate her, let alone raise him since childhood. Even for a certain period of time, she is the only one who is with Shi Potian's world.

Although after growing up, Shi Potian sometimes thought about who his own father was and why he abandoned him and his adoptive mother.

That's just a momentary idea.

Even if not, she didn't care much.

But why, why one day, a man and a woman suddenly popped up and broke into his home without saying a word, and forced his adoptive mother to death in front of him?

No one could understand the anger in Shi Potian's heart.

The mountains have no edges and the sea has no boundaries.

This malice that almost distorts his emotions made Shi Potian unable to accept it.

After seeing his adoptive mother die with his own eyes, Shi Potian's first thought was to kill the "dog man and woman" in front of him to avenge his adoptive mother!!!

But just like that, the other party said that they were their own father and mother!

How ironic!

The adoptive mother called him a dog bastard, but when everything happened, the man and woman in his heart were really replaced by the word "dog man and woman"!

For more than ten years, external knowledge has told him that the father’s order is hard to violate, and the father is bigger than the sky. It is obvious that the father is wrong, but the son must not refute it, because this is filial piety. If he does not follow the action, he cannot be regarded as a person.

Malicious.

At that moment, the world seemed to be full of malice towards him.

He wanted to kill the dog man and woman to avenge his adoptive mother, but the worldview he developed was stopping him from doing so.

pain.

Very painful.

The pain deposited in his heart condemns Shi Potian's conscience day and night, making every day he lives like suffering in hell.

Sometimes, Shi Potian really feels that being a person is really tiring.

It would be great if he was really a dog.

You don’t have to think so much every day, and there will be no more people who will restrict you and tell you what is right, what is wrong, what should be done, and what should not be done even if you should be done.

If he were a dog, he would not have done so many things against his will, which would make him feel disgusted.

Just like that, suffering and living.

One day, another day.

Shi Potian didn't know when such a day would be. He could only freeze his heart and pretend to be strong on the outside and continue to live like an obedient dog.

A dog, an obedient dog, just listen to his owner and do things without using his painful brain to think.

When will such a day begin?

Feel sorry.

Shi Potian didn't think so much. He just survived day after day and forced his brain to stop thinking. In this way, his conscience would no longer be tolerated.

As for why you want to live?

Shi Potian never thought about it.

The only thought is that the adoptive mother must live well before she dies.

"Living well..."

In the city of Wudi, Shi Potian was lying in his own courtyard, beside him was a bonfire, and in his eyes were the stars reflected in the sky.

"Monkey, do you still remember that your master said that there are two things in this world that are always worthy of one person's perseverance."

"Is that right, I think about it."

Next to the fire, the monkey leaning on the chicken wings scratched his head. The master taught too much knowledge on weekdays, so he had to think about it carefully.

After thinking for a long time, the monkey squeezed his eyes at Shi Potian and continued to turn his head to roast chicken wings.

As a monkey, although he has a human appearance, the master said that he lacks a human heart.

Seeing this scene, Shi Potian sighed silently in his heart.

very nice.

I envy the monkey for his heartlessness and even more envy his fatherlessness. At least without these, I don’t have to think so much about it.

But since the monkey didn't say that, Shi Potian still wanted to say the words he kept in Shi Potian's heart.

"There are also the stars above our heads that shine in the endless void. They represent the direction of our future exploration. Your master said that in the stars in the sky, every moment may represent a new world, and in these unknown worlds, everything may happen."

"Because they are unknown?" the monkey asked in a low voice.

"Well, the unknown means beauty. No matter how bad things are, as long as there is still this unknown, everything will still have room for recovery."

"Uh... It looks so profound, I don't understand... Do you understand?" The monkey blinked, not understanding why his friends were talking to him.

"I understand."

After being silent, the stones broke into the sky for a long time, they spit out these two words.

After a while, the chicken wings were roasted. The monkey sprinkled spicy food on it, and then sniffed the aroma of the chicken wings, revealing an intoxicating expression on his face:

"Come on, the chicken wings are cooked and ready to eat."

After the words fell, the monkey sent one of the chicken wings to Shi Potian like a treasure.

For monkeys, Shi Potian is one of his few friends in Wudi City, and may also be his best friend.

At least Shi Potian is not like the boy named Yang. He is young and lives like his father.

It may also be because the other party, like himself, is a child who has lost his parents.

Seeing that the monkey handed over the chicken wings, Shi Potian looked at the smile on the monkey's face, and was silent for a while, and a bitter smile appeared on his face.

I took the chicken wings, ate and chewed.

Even the leather and bones can't taste the taste.

When the two of them were satisfied with their food, they lay on the lawn together and looked at the starry sky above their heads, the monkey suddenly spoke:

"Brother Dog, you said that the master said two things, one of which is an exploration of the unknown, because that represents hope...what is the other?"

"Another...."

When Shi Potian heard this, he used his hand to wipe his left chest with oil stains, then spit out his mouth and said in a vague way: "I can't remember it either. That thing may have been bitten by a dog."

After saying this, Shi Potian turned around and turned his face away so that the monkey would not see it.

When the monkey looked at these, he scratched his head thoughtfully, with an inexplicable brilliance in his eyes.

......

......

The next day, it was not yet dawn.

Early in the morning, the monkey broke into Renli's yard with a thrill.

A knock on the door sounded, with the unique magnetic voice of a monkey:

"Master, Master! Get up and have practiced in the morning! You haven't taught me how to do it today's morning class!"

Lanli, who has not yet woken up, said: "???"

"Master! I have something to ask you!"

silence.

One second.

Two seconds.

three....

"Master! Have you woken up?"

"roll!!!"
To be continued...