"......real......"

The old man stopped laughing, and then he spoke a little hard, "...Isn't it useless?"

......

"No."

Xiao Xiao stood quietly in the same place, not approaching the old man.

The laughter in his ears made the emotions in his eyes settled a little more.

He spoke only after hearing the old man’s inquiry.

"It's a monster, its flesh doesn't have that magical effect."

“Yes, is that?”

The old man slowly put down his hand covering his face, "Monster."

"Aren't monsters all become spirits?"

"Since you have become a spirit, then-"

"grandfather."

Xiao Xiao interrupted the old man's words and said a little coldness appeared at the corners of his eyes and eyebrows.

Shizuku saved the old man.

The meat of the shuiku is of no benefit to the old man's illness.

Such a result is actually the best.

There is no need for the old man to make a dilemma.

Perhaps, it is not a dilemma for the old man.

There is never only one choice for the old man.

However, for him, there is no need to make a dilemma.

......

Is it to help the old man catch the divine turtle and continue the old man's life?

Or stand on the side of the monster and refuse the old man’s request?

......

The old man was suddenly interrupted and felt unresponsive.

He subconsciously looked up at the young man in front of him.

But soon, the old man who could not stand the young man's eyes looked away.

When the blue sea appeared in his eyes, the old man realized that he had retreated and guilty behavior.

He suddenly became annoyed.

He turned his head and glared fiercely at the young man not far away, "What are you doing? Do you think I'm selfish, don't you?"

"Do you look down on me?"

"young people."

The old man gasped, "You are still young, you don't know-"

"In the face of survival, anyone is selfish."

"I just want to live, what's wrong with that?!"

After a while, the old man seemed a little tired, and he whispered to himself, "This time, I will take good care of my children."

"I won't make the same mistake again."

"Do you know?"

"I had nightmares every day when the child just died."

"Dreams my bloody child."

"I dreamed that my child told me that he hurts so much."

"I dreamed that my child was asking me for help!"

"I want to save him."

"In my dream, I stretched out my hand again and again."

"But in the end, all I touched was full of blood."

"My child fell into a pool of blood, and his breath was gone."

"My brain is blank, I'm very sad."

The old man's voice trembled slightly, "I'm even hysterical."

"I hate myself for not being optimistic about the child at that time?"

"But, I'm really scared."

"I wake up in the middle of the night every day."

“Can’t sleep.”

...

"My wife hates me, too."

"In the end, she didn't forgive me when she left."

"Although she said nothing."

"But I know."

...

"I never thought that my life... would end up being alone."

"Even if I stopped dreaming about the scene when my child died, my life didn't improve much."

"I thought I would be like this for the rest of my life."

"It's just like this, it's not good or bad."

...

"But, my life has turned around."

"I won the jackpot!"

"I have money!"

"I have a new wife and I'm about to have a new child."

"My life has the opportunity to start again!"

"But!"

The old man's voice became louder again, almost hoarse, "I'm sick!"

"I have no time!"

"How can it be?!"

"How can it be..."

The old man's chest was undulating violently, like a worn-out windmill, making a harsh and thick gasp.

“Hosh~hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…”

The old man's figure trembled, his lips trembled a few times before speaking with difficulty, "Now, I'm starting to dream about what my child looks like when he died."

"It's obvious that I haven't dreamed about it for a long time."

"I know what this indicates."

The old man's mouth was grinning in a stiff curve, "I'm going to see my child."

"He is coming to pick me up."

"But, it's too early."

The old man whispered, "It's too early."

"I haven't even seen his brother yet."

"I don't want to see him yet."

"I'm scared."

"I have no shame to see him."

"I……"
To be continued...