1266 Regret(1/2)
Judging from the man's appearance, even if there is something wrong with his mental state, he does not show any aggressiveness.
I didn't lose my mind either.
It just looked a little hit.
This is completely understandable.
Who suddenly realized that there was something wrong with his mental illness and would not be hit?
If it were him, he would not be able to accept this fact in a short time.
......
After walking a few steps, the man suddenly felt something was wrong turned around.
"A Yu?"
Looking at A Yu who was motionless in the rain, the man's eyes showed some complicated emotions.
The misty rain made him unable to see Ayu's expression at this time.
"A Yu?"
He screamed again, and the umbrella stretched forward unconsciously, as if to block the rain for Ayu.
......
Looking at the tilted umbrella, Yu Shi felt a little disgusted.
It likes rain.
Because it is a monster that can only appear on rainy days.
Without rain, there will be no more.
However, it took a step back after retracting its gaze.
It had thought about leaving.
It doesn't like seeing the chaos of men.
There are also some expectations for the next development.
However, it promised a man to be his model.
It is not a monster without faith.
Since a man needs it to fulfill his promise, it will not lose his word.
If a man doesn't need it to fulfill his promise, it will leave.
......
Looking at A Yu walking in, the corner of the man's mouth unconsciously raised.
......
Editor Zhang helped the man back to his home.
He let the man sit on the sofa, looked around, poured a cup of hot water into the kitchen and handed it to the man, and then he sat down on the single sofa.
......
Hot water slid across the throat, and the warmth spreads from the heart to the limbs and bones.
The man slowly breathed.
The chaotic brain also felt a little clear.
He turned to look at Ayu standing by the window.
It was drizzling outside the window.
A Yu had a strange concentration on his expressionless face, which isolated the surroundings and formed a world of its own.
He couldn't help but sigh: Do you really like rain so much?
......
"Zhang He."
Seeing that the man had returned to his normal expression, Editor Zhang pushed his glasses on the bridge of his nose, and the corners of his mouth bent into a slightly upward curve.
"Can you still see Ayu?"
The man nodded and held the water cup in both hands.
A slightly hot warmth penetrated into his palm.
Even his heart was comforted.
"Do you still think she is real, not your hallucination?"
Editor Zhang frowned.
As long as I realize its falsehood, shouldn't this illusion disappear?
Originally, things like illusion were created by oneself.
If you believe, you have it; if you don’t believe, you don’t.
Isn't that the case?
He doesn't quite understand.
......
"I......"
The man lowered his eyes and his lips stammered a few times, "I don't know."
“A Yu…”
All Ayu's reactions were so real.
Is it really just his hallucination?
Is other people's hallucinations the same?
Just like a living person, he has his own thinking and ideas.
They will have their own reactions to his problems.
Did he imagine such a completely different Ayu from him?
Although he is quite imaginative.
After all, he is shameless and said that he is also an artist.
But he is no longer a child.
How could you make this mistake of being unable to distinguish between illusion and reality if you like a character too much?
etc!
He suddenly reacted.
"I first met Ayu before I drew it."
"It wasn't me who fantasized about Ayu first before I really met Ayu in reality."
The order is wrong.
The man's expression became excited again.
Then how could he imagine Ayu because he liked Ayu so much?
"When did you first meet Ayu?"
Editor Zhang is still very calm.
In his opinion, the man was just unwilling to admit his mental problems to "death struggle".
The man was stunned, "I came back from the department dinner that day. I drank too much and my head was dizzy. When I was about to fall, I grabbed someone's arm."
"It's Ayu."
Thinking of the scene at that time, although it was a little blurry, he also vaguely remembered his embarrassment.
In the end, he, a big man, was taken away by Ayu.
He couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth slightly.
I feel embarrassed and funny.
......
"I've drunk too much."
Editor Zhang's tone made the man's raised mouth froze.
Then, slowly straighten the lip line.
He thought, he understood what Editor Zhang said was saying.
To be continued...