Shan Zhe is just an ordinary office worker who is busy with life...

A master, a hero can be absent from the world.

But Shan Zhe knew that his life could not be just two.

He could not escape the worldly and human feelings around him.

This...is reality.

......

He had long noticed the contradiction.

But he kept running away.

He doesn't know how to choose.

Jinse is really good...

but......

Is the future he really want?

He doesn't know.

......

After vaguely discovering that Jinse might not be what he imagined, the balance in his heart tilted.

He was unwilling to admit that he felt as relaxed as a stone was removed.

He made up his mind.

But things were far from as simple as he thought.

Because, the initiative in this matter has never been on him.

Jinse's avoidance and his fear made things deadlock.

He didn't know how to break the deadlock...

......

“…I like you.”

Shan Zhe admitted this.

However, this love has disappeared with various reasons.

“…I don’t like you now.”

"Jinse."

Shan Zhe held his hands tightly.

Fingertips turn white.

With the narrative and memories, his thinking became clearer.

During this period of escape and anxiety, he had already confirmed his determination.

“We’re different.”

Shan Zhe took a deep breath.

The tone is low.

No longer the harsh and intenseness that was before.

"You are a monster."

"I am a human."

“We are not suitable.”

"I was obsessed with it before."

"but......"

Shan Zhe pulled the corner of his mouth, "You can't give me the life I want."

"You know, too..."

"My parents called me a lot."

"If it weren't for the inconvenience, they all came here directly."

"I'm already married."

"They kept urging me."

"Even if I don't get married for the time being, I hope I have a girlfriend."

......

"I'm your girlfriend."

The mermaids pointed out the facts seriously.

At that time, Shan Zhe confessed to it and it agreed.

......

"......yes."

Shan Zhe swallowed.

"You are my girlfriend."

"But who knows except me?"

"Can you bring me to my parents and say to them, are you my girlfriend?"

"Can you hold a wedding with me?"

"Can you go out for a trip with me?"

"You can't even go out to buy groceries."

Shan Zhe rubbed his face, "You can only stay at home."

"But I hope my partner can advance and retreat with me."

"We can go to the park downstairs together after dinner."

“We can drive out for fun together during holidays.”

“We can say hello to our neighbors together.”

"Whoever sees us will say that we are handsome and beautiful, and the couple is so happy."

"With you, they will just say that I'm so old that I'm not married."

"I don't like this."

"Jinse."

“We are not suitable.”

Shan Zhe repeated his initial conclusion again.

"Shemale men's path."

The vocabulary I have never seen in books has never expected to be used on myself one day.

Shan Zhe thought, the world... is really a wonderful world.

It is said that art comes from life.

Those stories that they think are nothing more than imagination... may actually be the author's personal experience?

After meeting Jinse, he was no longer a pure materialist.

......

"Jinse, let's break up."

Shan Zhe's voice revealed a bit of prayer.

"It's my fault."

"It's me that's useless."

"I can't afford to be with you."

"You let me go."

"Okay?"

Shan Zhe's voice was hoarse.

The tone is sincere.

......

The shemale love in the story books and movies and TV dramas are all very beautiful.

Whether it is a comedy or a tragedy, each person and one demon fall in love with each other.

This feeling is moving.

He... was probably born not to be the protagonist?

He can't afford this relationship.

......

The bathroom was in silence.

The mermaid stared at Shan Zhe.

Shan Zhe always lowered his head.
To be continued...