The man was suffering.

Especially thought of...

He really owe a lot to this child.

At the beginning, because of his cowardice, he deliberately avoided the child.

Give others the chance to hurt their children.

It's still under your nose.

...

Later he was awakened by reality.

Although it has caused the child to suffer for several years.

He vowed to compensate the child.

only……

The lack of getting along with the child for many years made him feel a little unaware of how to get along with the child.

Even if the elderly say they care more about their children.

The child is still young.

As long as he treats each other sincerely.

It can also win back the hearts of children.

But the truth is easy to understand, but it is really difficult to actually operate...

He can do a lot for his children.

This does not include getting along with children alone and naturally.

He is not good at dealing with children.

Although it is my own child.

and……

He was used to "cold treatment" of this child.

He wants to correct it...

For him, it was not easy.

...

Every time I get along with this child alone, the child is careful with him-

He knew that this was the cause he planted in the past.

It is his sin.

He was actually cautious about this child.

He doesn't want the child to be hurt any more.

...

How can two cautious people get along harmoniously?

He doesn't know what the child feels like?

He just felt embarrassed and helpless.

Maybe the child feels the same as him?

...

So even though he has changed his attitude towards his children for several years, his relationship with them seems to be not as rapid as he thought at first.

...

He was very anxious.

It's also very frustrated.

But once he faces the child, he habitually starts to "take up".

...

The child is gone now.

In recent years, all his emotions towards his children: guilt, apology, self-blame, and strong concern and compassion for him who don’t know how to express...

It seems that they have reached the critical point of the outbreak.

The man thought he was a balloon for a moment.

It's still a balloon that is about to burst.

This feeling of being raised high in his heart, feeling anxious and overflowing, made him feel more anxious and uncomfortable.

He is about to go crazy.

...

Finally seeing the child, he couldn't control the emotions that were surging in his heart.

It was not until he held the child firmly into his arms that his uneasy heart was no longer hanging high in the air.

"Little Star..."

The corners of the man's eyes were slightly red.

"You scared your dad to death..."

...

"dad……"

The first time I'm so close to my dad...

The girl was confused and helpless.

She just said that her father had never hugged her...

She has seen many scenes of her father holding her child or sitting on her father's shoulders at the school gate, on the street.

She always takes a look and then turns her eyes open.

...

If you don't watch it, you won't be envious.

She didn't envy those children who were held by their father.

What she envies...is the intimate atmosphere between them.

It's like her getting along with her grandparents.

She also hopes that the relationship between her father and her will be the same.

...

The girl's eyes were a little dim.

I always realize that my father doesn’t like his children like other classmates’ fathers, and I like her…

She felt very frustrated.

Very...sad.

She wouldn't help but doubt herself.

Even suspicious of grandparents.

Are grandparents lying to her?

She is actually not as good as her grandparents said.

otherwise……

Why has my father never come to take her to and from school?

I haven't signed her test paper...

I have never been to school to hold a parent-teacher meeting for her...

Didn’t you praise her for being 100 points in the exam?

She didn't even see her dad...

......

But she got all of this later.

...

It rained that day, and she didn't hold an umbrella.
To be continued...