Deng Yarong's empty eyes showed despair, looking at Xu Shu with the last trace of hope.

Xu Shu suddenly realized that things were not that simple.

Deng Yarong's sadness is probably not just from Qi Peng's hurt and betrayal. Qi Peng treats her badly. At worst, she can leave and go back to Deng's house, but Deng Yarong says she is homeless...

"What's wrong with the Deng family?"

Deng Yarong lowered her head, and her eyes gradually shrouded in sad fog. "My mother asked the imperial physician to consult me. She knew that someone had given me medicine. She was very angry and said she wanted to find this person and severely punish him to vent my anger!"

When Deng Yarong heard Mrs. Deng say this, she was really happy at that time. At least some people really loved her, but the result made her heart cold little by little.

"Then I told my mother that it was made by my eldest cousin. Do you know how my mother did it after she found out?"

Xu Shu had already guessed Mrs. Deng’s actions, but she still shook her head and could only let go of some words if she said them.

The expression on Deng Yarong's face suddenly became a little strange, as if it was an illusory cloud, which made people unable to understand.

"My mother was stunned for a while, and then asked me if there was any evidence and whether I suspected that she was wrong. Actually, I understood my mother's mood at that time. When I figured out this, it was exactly the same as my mother's mood. I thought it was because I was wrong. I thought it carefully and thought about it carefully. After thinking about all the details before and after, I was sure that it was really my cousin... Actually, I hope it was not him..."

"At that moment, my heart was really sad, it hurts so much... but it hurts even more! I told my mother everything. I thought my mother could understand me and would make decisions for me, but unexpectedly, after hearing this, my mother blamed me for being ignorant and said that it must be because of my spoiled and willfulness on weekdays that made my cousin dissatisfied with me. So she tried to teach me a lesson in my fetal pills and told me not to care about it in a petty way, but is this a lesson? He wants my life!"

Deng Yarong covered her face in pain, and her arms couldn't help but tremble. Mrs. Deng's words made Deng Yarong's heart seem to be frozen. She couldn't believe that this would be what a mother would say when her biological daughter was murdered. Moreover, Deng Yarong never thought that when her life was threatened, her biological mother would not stand on her side!

"I was shocked at that time. I thought I had heard it wrong, but my mother repeatedly told me not to speak out. This is not a big deal. I asked me to put the overall situation first and not affect the friendship between the two families. The Deng family needs to manage the family now... It turns out that my life is not a big deal in my mother's heart. My life is never as important as the interests of the Deng family..."

Xu Shu listened to Deng Yarong's story and felt mixed emotions. Once upon a time, she was as innocent as Deng Yarong and attached equal importance to family affection. However, the result was always disappointing, but she woke up earlier than Deng Yarong. In the face of interests, all feelings must stand behind, especially at this time, the Deng family will never allow anything that is unfavorable to it.

Past experience tells Xu Shu that any comfort at this time is useless. It will be great if Deng Yarong survives this desperate day. After Deng Yarong becomes strong, he will never be hurt by these things again. Therefore, Xu Shu did not comfort Deng Yarong, but just quietly accompanied her.

"Xu Shu, I have nothing..." Deng Yarong suddenly murmured.

"You still have children..."

Deng Yarong shook her head gently, "I don't want this child anymore!"

Xu Shu looked at Deng Yarong in surprise. Did Deng Yarong want this child anymore?

Deng Yarong looked serious and didn't seem to be joking at all, "What I said is true. I don't want this child anymore. My cousin and I have no chance of reuniting. Keeping this child will only increase our worries!"

"You have to think clearly!" Xu Shu looked at Deng Yarong's huge belly worriedly, "You have been nearly five months now, and you may be worried about your life if you fall into the fetus rashly!"

"That's better than keeping him, and there are endless troubles!" Deng Yarong bit his lip, as if he had made up his mind.

"Are you sure? You have to give up this child even if you risk your life!" Xu Shu asked in a deep voice.

Deng Yarong was stunned for a while, and finally nodded heavily, "I'm sure! I don't want to leave it behind! As long as this child is here, the Deng family will force me to return to Qi's house and force me to face someone who wants to kill me for the rest of my life. If this is the case, I would rather die!"

Xu Shu was silent for a long time and finally nodded, "Okay! This is your child, how to decide is your business, I just hope you don't regret the decision you made in the future! After all,... the child is innocent..."

"It's innocent...what about me? Then should I be trapped by this child for the rest of my life?" Deng Yarong's eyes were red as if she was about to cry again. "And, I don't even know where I should go in the future, so how can I take good care of this child? And it has to face the grudges of my parents when she is born, and it is not fair to it. Since this is the case, it's better not to give birth to it, and it's all over..."

Xu Shu sighed softly. Although Deng Yarong was spoiled, she was far from being able to understand some things, especially her firmness in love, which made her both admire and envious!

"Then you can take care of your body for a few days. When your health is well, find a trustworthy doctor to prescribe a pair of pregnancy-abortion pills!"

The reason why Xu Shu didn't talk about the imperial physician was because there were only a few imperial physicians who often walked around the aristocratic families. If the imperial physician had no professional ethics and betrayed Deng Yarong and asked the Deng family to come to him, or the Deng family could do everything, and knew that Deng Yarong was in the Zheng family and was about to have a pregnancy, then it would not be just the Deng family's family business, but even the Zheng family would be involved.

Deng Yarong nodded blankly, "Okay!" and then asked, "Where will I sleep tonight?"

Xu Shu thought about it and she was not at ease to sleep alone in Deng Yarong's condition tonight, and then said, "It's too late today, so you can sleep in the Bisha Cabinet first! I'll clean up a room for you tomorrow!"

"Thank you!" Deng Yarong thanked softly, and suddenly said in a bad voice, "I shouldn't thank you! You say that you made me like this, and if you take me in, I will be atonement!"

"Okay!" Xu Shuhan nodded with a smile, "Let's have dinner, you should be hungry too!"

Deng Yarong shook her head, "The imperial physician said I can't eat too much, otherwise the child will be too old to have a child..."

Deng Yarong's words came to an abrupt end, the child... there were no children soon...

Xu Shu sighed, "Let's have a meal!"

"Yes!" Deng Yarong nodded, suddenly feeling like his throat was blocked.
Chapter completed!