1158, can not
Xu Shu was stunned for a while before remembering that it was Deng Yarong's letter I received the day before yesterday. She had not had time to open it and read it before she learned that something had happened to Xu Ru. Then she hurried to the Zhang family and was so busy that she couldn't take care of anything. As for the letter, she hadn't read it yet, and she didn't know what it was written in it.
But now... her eyes are no longer visible, how can she "read" this letter in front of Zhou Jin?
Xu Shu was thinking about how to hide it from her eyes and couldn't see it, so that she focused all on the letter, completely ignoring the fact that Zhou Jin changed her clothes.
Xu Shu didn't say anything, but Zhou Jin had already taken out the letter, "Give it!" At the same time, he promised with confidence, "Don't worry, I didn't peek!"
Xu Shu took it silently, but only held it in her hand and did not open it to see it. At this time, she would rather Zhou Jin had already peeked at it.
"Why don't you open it?" Xu Shu was not a person who was delaying and hesitating. She would definitely solve anything as soon as possible. Now she was holding the envelope and not opening it. Zhou Jin couldn't help but feel a little strange.
"It's not a big deal..." Xu Shu lowered her head and stroked the edge of the envelope. Her voice was soft and she felt guilty inexplicably.
Zhou Jin watched Xu Shu keep his head down. Since he entered the room, Xu Shu has been avoiding him to avoid contact with him, which made him notice a trace of strangeness, "I'll help you open it! Even if it's not a big deal, I should reply as soon as possible after receiving the letter!"
Zhou Jin tore the envelope open without saying a word, spread the letter and shaved it flat and placed it in Xu Shu's hand. He kept staring at Xu Shu during the process, but Xu Shu didn't move at all, without any fluctuations.
Xu Shu held the letter stiffly, lowered her head, and said nothing for a while.
"What did the letter say?" Zhou Jin put his hand on Xu Shu's shoulder, his fingers trembled a little. In order to suppress the tremor, he had to pinch Xu Shu's shoulder a little hard.
"Do you care?"
Xu Shu suddenly said angrily, shook Zhou Jin's hand away and stood up. It was probably because she had eaten and had recovered some strength. This time she easily shook Zhou Jin away and walked forward a few steps, but because she was furious, she lost her judgment on the surrounding environment and fell to the ground after stepping on the air.
This time, because the incident happened suddenly, Zhou Jin did not have time to support him, so he could only hurry forward and worry, "Where did you fall?"
After falling to the ground, Xu Shu was stunned for a moment, then ignored Zhou Jin's hand that she wanted to hold her, sat up slowly, bent her knees and hugged her legs, buried her face on her legs, and for a while, she had only a slight tremor on her back.
Zhou Jin obviously realized what was the problem with Xu Shu, "You can't see it again, right?"
If she hadn't seen it, she wouldn't have avoided eye contact with her, nor would she find reasons to swear and refuse to read the letter, just to cover up the fact that she had lost sight.
"Yes!" Xu Shu raised her head, her face full of tears. Zhou Jin wiped it with distress, but she couldn't finish it.
"I thought I had been a blind man for more than ten years and had become a blind man. It was nothing to be able to see him or her! But one day after I could see him and returned to being a blind man, I realized that I was wrong. The feeling of being invisible is really uncomfortable..."
"It's okay. When you recover from your illness, let Mr. Qin treat your eyes! Mr. Qin can cure the first time, and he will cure the second time!"
Xu Shu was silent and didn't speak. After all, she owed Zhou Jin again. Does she still have a chance to repay it?
"The ground is cold, don't aggravate the condition!" Zhou Jin picked up Xu Shu and put it back on the bed. Xu Shu was sick as if he was holding a child.
"I want to go home..." Xu Shu murmured.
"I will let you go back when you recover!" Zhou Jin was very determined in this regard, "The epidemic is dangerous. You will go back before you recover. I'm not relieved! Besides, you can't see it now. How should you explain to the people of the Zheng family when you go back to the Zheng family? If the people of the Zheng family know that you are infected with the epidemic for your fourth sister's child, if you feel sorry for you, Mrs. Zheng, may blame your fourth sister? You probably don't want to see this situation!"
Xu Shu stopped talking, obviously not satisfied with Zhou Jin's arbitrary behavior, but the facts were indeed as Zhou Jin said. She could not see it now and could not explain it to the Zheng family, let alone implicate Xu Ru. The only thing she could do now was to stay in Jingyuan and stay by Zhou Jin's side...
Xu Shu suddenly felt particularly ironic. She tried her best to stay away from Zhou Jin, and did not hesitate to smear herself, and hurt Zhou Jin all over her body. But in the end, it was a waste. After going around, they returned to the starting point.
"Don't feel angry, you should take good care of your health! I have figured it out!" Zhou Jin suddenly smiled, feeling relieved and persistent, "I still can't let go of you because you hurt me like this. Since that's the case, I'll just not let go of you. I won't bother you anymore. You owe me your life now. When Mr. Qin cures your eyes, you owe me another pair of eyes. These two things are enough for you to have a long time, so you can't leave me!"
Although Xu Shu has always claimed that she doesn't like to owe others what she owes, now is the time when she is upset. Zhou Jin also said this. In addition, the injury has not been cured and he has been blind again. He was exhausted and felt extremely aggrieved and said angrily, "Since you owe you a life, just take my life away. I didn't beg you to save me, so why don't you let me die!"
Zhou Jin expected that Xu Shu would get angry after hearing what he said, but he didn't expect that she would be so angry. He couldn't help but regret that he was a little too hasty and should have tried it slowly.
"How could I watch you die? What's the point of living if you die?"
Xu Shu was shocked. If Xu Shu could still see it at this moment, she just needed to look up to see the heartbreaking sad gaze on Zhou Jin's face.
"On the way to the Zheng family, I dare not think of you, I dare not think of you, I am afraid that when I arrive at the Zhang family, I will see you who can never open your eyes to look at me, or talk to me again..."
A cold drop suddenly fell on the back of his hand, followed by another drop. Was it Zhou Jin's tears? Xu Shu suddenly felt the pain of the two skins burning like a burning fire.
"Since you broke up with me with mercy, my heart has been empty. No matter what I do, I can't fill it. Until yesterday when I saw you, the void in my heart was suddenly filled. It turns out that the one I lacked in my heart is you!"
Zhou Jin pressed Xu Shu's hand on his chest, allowing her to feel his strong and powerful heartbeat, "If you don't have you, what do you want me to do?"
Chapter completed!