855, open mouth
"I'm going to be shaken apart by you!" Xu Shu pried away Deng Yarong's hand, "Let go quickly! Say something well!"
Deng Yarong let go of his hand and sat back dejectedly, "Do you want to listen to me?"
"You can say it if you want to!"
But Deng Yarong was so entangled that she couldn't say it, but Xu Shu refused to help push her. For a moment, Deng Yarong was as if she was unbearable.
Xu Shu looked at Deng Yarong quietly, frowned at Deng Yarong, lowered her head, clenched her fists, and shrugged her shoulders, but these actions could not relieve Deng Yarong's discomfort. The more he was entangled, the more he wanted to say it, the more he wanted to say it, the less he couldn't say it.
Deng Yarong was suppressed by the secret in her heart and couldn't help it. She stood up "in a hurry" and took a deep breath, "Xu Shu, please accompany me to have a breath!"
Xu Shu glanced at the sun and wanted to refuse, "Now?" Now is not a good time to breathe.
Deng Yarong saw Xu Shu's intention of refusal and stamped her feet in anger, "We haven't seen each other for so long, are you unwilling to ask you to accompany me?"
"It's not bad for me if I haven't seen you for so long!" Xu Shu spread her hands. She sacrificed her reputation for the Zheng family. The capital was full of rumors, so how could she dare to go out.
"I know!" When it comes to this, Deng Yarong became even more anxious. She had no right to interfere in the affairs of the Deng family, but even if she was already married, she could not get rid of the influence of the Deng family. Therefore, her words and deeds must be controlled by the Deng family. Just like the Deng family was going to be unfavorable to the Zheng family. Her mother asked her to stay away from the Zheng family, but she dared not ignore her. She enjoyed the glory brought to her by the Deng family, and at the same time she had to endure the constraints of the Deng family.
"But I admire you... I don't even want a reputation..."
"Famous?" Xu Shu chuckled, "When did I care about this thing?"
The orthodox boudoir woman regards fame more than life. If her reputation is a little damaged, it seems that the sky is about to fall. It is like the Xu family forced her to replace Xu Yuan, just to preserve Xu Yuan's reputation. It is like today, Xu Ting wants to apologize to herself, because she is afraid that her ugly deeds will be revealed and her reputation will be damaged.
Unfortunately, Xu Shu is not. For Xu Shu, living well is more important than anything else. Everything else is passing by. It is not easy to live. You have to worry about other things. It is really too tiring!
"It is the most enviable to live like this..." Deng Yarong's eyes showed a hint of envy and admiration. If she could be as free and easy as Xu Shu, she would not be so entangled as she is now.
"What's there to envy if a blind man!"
Xu Shu's free and easy indifference comes from being a blind man who once took away many things and gave her many new things. As a blind man, some unrealistic things are really not that important. Even if you can see them now, your mood has not changed!
"But you are not now!"
Xu Shu is no longer the blind man she used to be, but she is still the Deng Yarong she used to be, and she will never have a chance to change. When she thought of this, her chest felt as uncomfortable as if it was pressed by a big stone. The depression that was finally dispelled by the chat gathered in her heart again.
"Go away! Go away!"
Deng Yarong seemed to be suppressed and was about to collapse, and pulled Xu Shu away without saying a word.
"Ahhhhh! Slow down!" Xu Shu was dragged and staggered, and hurriedly broke free from Deng Yarong's hand, "I will leave myself! Don't pull me!"
Seeing Xu Shu carefully tidying up her cuffs, Deng Yarong glared and said, "I'll just accompany you if I'm broken!"
"Okay, let's go, don't you want to get some breath?" Xu Shu put down her sleeves and followed Deng Yarong's pace.
Fortunately, Deng Yarong was afraid of being sunny, so he took Xu Shu to the shade and walked under the shade of the trees, but he was not exposed to the sun.
As she walked, Deng Yarong's mood became depressed again. Xu Shu finally understood why Deng Yarong suddenly lost weight. She was so worried that she would lose weight day by day!
"Xu Shu, I especially want to talk to someone about this, but after thinking about it, you seem to be the only person I can tell, but I don't know how to tell you!"
"Thank you for your trust!" Perhaps because Deng Yarong felt that Xu Shu knew her feelings for Qi Rui, she already knew one of her secrets, and it didn't matter if she knew more, so she had more trust in Xu Shu than others.
"I'm not kidding you!" Deng Yarong was a little depressed. She mustered up the courage to say something, but to Xu Shu, it seemed like a joke.
Xu Shu restrained her laziness and said seriously, "If you feel better when you say it, then you say it. If you think you may regret it after you say it, then don't say a word!
"I don't regret it!" Deng Yarong cut off the railway.
Xu Shu took Deng Yarong to a tree, which was both shaded and unobstructed everywhere, and was not afraid of anyone eavesdropping.
"Okay, you say!"
"After this happened, I felt that I was particularly sorry for someone..." Deng Yarong lowered her head guiltily, her eyes full of regret. It was a guilt from the bottom of her heart, which could not be disguised or concealed.
"I'm sorry who?"
"Sorry..." Deng Yarong suddenly took a deep breath, as if he had used a lot of effort to say this name, "Sorry, my cousin..."
Xu Shu looked at Deng Yarong suspiciously. What did Deng Yarong do to be sorry for Qi Peng? If he said he was concerned about Qi Rui, Deng Yarong had been concerned about Qi Rui for a day or two, so he would not feel guilty now.
Xu Shu thought about it and asked tentatively, "Do you ask the Deng family to support the fourth prince of the Duke Rongguo Mansion?"
"That would be great!" Deng Yarong murmured in a low voice, "At least there is a chance to start over..."
Xu Shu didn't hear clearly, "What did you say just now? I didn't hear clearly!"
"Nothing!" Deng Yarong waved his hand, "It's not this!"
"What is that?" Xu Shu couldn't guess it, and she was too lazy to guess. If it were someone else, Xu Shu might have the interest to guess. After all, there must be traces to follow, but Deng Yarong suddenly seemed to have changed his personal life and really had no idea to start.
"I...I still can't say it!" Deng Yarong suddenly looked into the distance with a steady attitude.
Xu Shu seemed to have imagined that such a tangle and twisted nature was Deng Yarong's nature, so she didn't feel that it was too surprising. Anyway, Deng Yarong would still say it out loud.
I don't know where a cool breeze blew over. Xu Shu looked up and saw that not far away, Deng Yarong was coaxing her to board the boat. From there, she arrived at the isolated island in the lake, on that isolated island...
Xu Shu shook her head and looked away.
Chapter completed!