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Chapter 115 The Love of Letting Go

Chengye sat on the sofa, looking at the newly purchased furniture items in the room, smiled, then spread his hands and said to Xiaoxue next to him, "How is it? Your new home is not bad."

Xiaoxue did not answer Chengye's question, jumped onto the sofa, lay down, and said, "She can feel your neglect of her. She has been depressed since she went back last time. She thought about it over and over again when filling out the application form, but finally decided to go to Z Province to pursue her happiness. I just want to know why you hardly contacted her after she went back, nor did you care about her filling out the application form. A few days ago, she wanted to surprise you, but you actually blamed her for not notifying you in advance..."

Chengye picked up the kettle on the table, poured a glass of water, drank it all, leaned his head on the sofa and said, "I know that her temper is not that bad. It is not enough to anger her just because I didn't pick her up."

"You haven't separated from that woman yet?"

Chengye shook his head, "The relationship is closer."

"Are you going to have two women at the same time? Don't you humans say you want to end up together now?"

"I think about the three palaces and six courtyards, but true love is selfish. Who would be willing to share his partner with others?"

"So you have to choose one, do you still love Gu Zhihong?"

"Yes, so I'm leaving her." Chengye said with a dazed look.

"You love her, why do you still leave her? Why can't I understand?"

"Sometimes, loving someone does not necessarily mean staying with her forever, day and night, but as long as I know she is living a good life and is happy, and I can occasionally look at her from afar, I will feel happy."

"How can she be happy if she is not with you? It is obvious that only you can give her happiness." Xiaoxue asked in confusion with her head tilted.

"Otherwise, what's going on? I live a life of licking blood from the blade every day. The death of the two-tails indirectly tells me that falling in love with Gu Zhihong is a very wrong choice, because I can't give her a stable future to a large extent. The most important thing is that I already have Dinan, which is not fair to her and Dinan."

"Then why did you choose that woman? But you gave up on Xiaohong?"

"After arriving at Z Province, I eliminated four traitors. If there were no Dinan, I would not have been able to sit here safely."

"Then you are just grateful to her. How can this be compared with the relationship between you and Xiaohong?"

"The relationship between Dinan and I can't explain clearly. At first, I did not devote my feelings. I admitted that I just wanted to use her so that I could solve the case as soon as possible. But later, a lot of things happened between us. She taught me a lot and gave me great help. I asked myself, I was not just simply grateful to her, I knew I loved her, and I couldn't live without her."

"How can you do this? Look at Xiaohong's parents have accepted you, and Xiaohong is also dedicated to you. Is that woman more important than Xiaohong in your heart?" Xiaoxue was so angry that she jumped around on the sofa.

"I have no choice." Chengye said firmly.

"Human love is too complicated, I can't understand. Since that's the case, I'll ask you. While she's angry now, she's about to kill the mess and have a happy time so that Xiaohong can recover from the pain soon."

Chengye covered his face in pain and said, "I can't do it for a while. She used such a lot of energy to get into Z University. How could you let me be cruel to refuse her thousands of miles away..."

"But the more you drag her, the more harm you will be to her. What you said is that feelings are selfish. Who would be willing to share half of your lover with others?"

"You are right. Let's talk about this after her parents leave, otherwise I can't face them."

"It's best to be before her welcome party, because I hope she will be in the mood to accept new friends at that time." After Xiaoxue said that, she opened the window, jumped onto the window, jumped, and flew out, like a white lightning, which had jumped several times and disappeared into the vast night.

The next day, Chengye accompanied Gu Zhihong to see off his parents and bought some daily necessities with her. The two walked on the street with a pet dog, which was quite eye-catching. Of course, it was mainly because Gu Zhihong's temperament was like a fairy falling from the world, which attracted the attention of passers-by.

Chengye and Gu Zhihong talked and laughed, as usual, but they were not as simple and enthusiastic as before.

Back at school, Chengye successfully got into the girls' dormitory with his three-inch tongue in order to help Gu Zhihong carry things.

Yesterday, Gu Zhihong lived with his parents, and was about to move in tonight. He put down his things and was about to leave. Gu Zhihong called him.

"Chengye, do you have nothing to say to me?" Gu Zhihong asked softly.

Chengye turned around and faced Gu Zhihong, and was silent for a while. Gu Zhihong didn't bother him, but just looked at him with tenderness.

"Look at your fan, it seems that there is something wrong with turning. I'll find a ladder to repair it." After saying that, he turned around and left.

"Wait, the fan is good, no problem, I want to know, what's wrong with us."

"We..." Chengye lowered his head, blushing.

"Sit down and talk." Gu Zhihong sat down, staring at Chengye intently, unwilling to miss every little move of his.

Chengye sat down as he spoke, lowered his head, leaned his elbows on his legs, held his hands together, and rubbed them constantly. "We can still be friends..." After saying that, Chengye buried his head deeper.

Gu Zhihong was stunned. She thought Chengye would explain what she had done for so long, so she didn't contact her, or told her repentantly that he had accidentally gotten along with another girl and asked her for forgiveness, but she never expected that Chengye had hesitated for so long and said that what she said was asking her if they could still be friends.

Chengye in Gu Zhihong's vision gradually became blurred, tears couldn't help but fill her eyes, and she finally slid down Ruyu's cheeks unwillingly. She smiled stubbornly: "Of course, we will always be good friends. But for friends, I want to say sorry to you on the phone before I came, and yesterday."

"Zhihong, I'm sorry."

"It's OK, I hope this is your best decision."

Chengye stood up and wanted to speak but stopped. He wanted to go up and wipe her tears with his own hands, but he no longer had the right to do so. He stood here and wanted to find a crack in the ground to get in. Leaving was his only idea at the moment.

"If you have something to do, please call me. If you don't have anything to do, please come to me..." After saying this, Chengye ran out of the dormitory like a fleeing.

Have you ever had the time: "Tears can't help but fill my eyes, and I finally slipped down Ruyu's cheeks unwillingly."? I wish all lovers in the world finally got married. Yesterday's prediction was effective. Today I feel that Uruguay and Iran will win. Thank you for your good friends who voted for me. If you have any opinions on Yuzu, you can leave your comments in the top article. No matter what it is, Xiao Yin hopes that someone can communicate.
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