Chapter 132 Conversation by the River
Fu Lanhua didn't know what to say to Wang Yao for a while. Was she to reject him on the spot? She didn't know how much harm that would cause him; was she to explain her true situation to him?
But he is afraid of hurting his self-esteem, and how much impact will the rules and disciplines of the army have on him? Of course he also knows what the disciplines of the army are? Soldiers like her are not allowed to fall in love before they are old enough.
Yes, this is a perfect excuse, and it will benefit both parties.
After thinking about it, she slowly raised her head and said to him politely and shyly: "Thank you for showing your love to me, a country girl, but this question came too suddenly. I have always regarded you as a big brother in my heart."
Brother, I really didn’t expect you to confess this to me. How should I put it? I don’t want to ruin the relationship between you and Teacher Lai because of my appearance. If this is the case, I feel very sorry for my aunt and Teacher Lai. I hope you will be serious again.
Think about it."
Wang Yao smiled lightly and said: "Needless to say, I have been thinking about it for a long time. Before you came, she and I have always maintained a normal relationship as friends. I said that she is not suitable for me, and I am not suitable for her.
Even without your presence, it would be impossible for us to finally get together..."
"Then...if you had this idea or awareness, why do you still want to get along with her? Have you expressed this to her? If not, please forgive me, I think you..."
Just as Fu Lanhua was about to continue speaking, she suddenly felt that the words were too hurtful, so she swallowed the words that came to her lips.
Wang Yao realized what she wanted to say, so he explained: "You want to say that it is too immoral for me to do this? Haha, I tell you clearly, I am not that despicable and nasty. Regarding these things, I
Not only have I raised my opinions and ideas to my parents several times, but I have also expressed my attitude to her more than once, but
She just didn't take it seriously, but she said confidently: 'Relationships are built up slowly through cultivation, and you will accept me.' Although she said this, we both knew very well that she, like me, was the same person.
The communication and getting along are just a formality, even under pressure from two families, just for people to see."
Wang Yao was a little excited as he spoke. Fu Lanhua said: "Actually, I think Teacher Lai is a relatively good choice in terms of family and personal conditions. I sincerely hope that you two can get along well and grow old together. Teacher Lai
You are right, and I hope you will be careful and take your emotional issues seriously."
Wang Yao breathed a sigh of relief and said: "It's useless to say anything, everything is over. You don't know her very well. Don't look at her gentle and weak appearance on the surface, but in fact she is very narrow-minded and selfish.
, even the habit of a rude and capricious eldest lady, being arbitrary and self-centered. She and I haven’t even had a relationship yet, but she is giving orders all day long in front of me, and I really can’t stand it.”
Fu Lanhua said nothing and just walked forward. Wang Yao asked: "What do you think? Why don't you also tell me."
"This..." It was the first time Fu Lanhua encountered such an embarrassing question. She explained to him that her situation was not the case, and it was not the case without explaining it. She felt very entangled for a while. But seeing Wang Yao waiting for her answer with expectant eyes, she could only murmur.
Said: "I think I'm still young and don't want to talk about this issue prematurely. Besides, you also know the discipline of the army. I, a serving soldier, are not allowed to fall in love. You should know better than me. We can't commit such low-level behavior."
It’s a mistake, right?”
"Okay, I'll wait for you. I'll wait for you until everything is met and allowed. Then I will propose it to you and your parents and report it to the organization. Lanhua, today I finally have the courage to confess my love to you."
I have always felt good about you. You are the real mistress in my heart, the angel, and the other half of my future life."
Oh my God! What he said was so disgusting. But it was not appropriate for her to refute directly. She looked around in panic.
"No, no, don't be like this. I'm afraid of the bad impact if anyone knows about this." She smiled shyly and said, "Actually, you don't have to wait for me. If there is a suitable person, I hope you will come soon."
I have fulfilled my uncle and aunt's wish, and I sincerely wish you find a loving partner as soon as possible."
"Don't worry, what we're talking about today is only what you know and what I know. I will never mention it to anyone, and I won't force you."
Fu Lanhua didn't dare to look him in the eye. She looked far into the distance. The rugged prairie was full of green and stretched into the distance. The river banks, mountains and deep valleys were covered with green weeds. The ice and snow that had melted a long time ago gathered.
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The bright puddle reflects the colorful rays of the sun, just like a treasure mirror in a fairy tale. The grass is full of all kinds of wild flowers, including bright red mountain dandelions, pink morning glories, and sapphire blue horses.
Orchids exude a refreshing fragrance.
Under the blue sky and clear river water, the two of them strolled on this beautiful prairie, breathing in the fragrance of green grass and wild flowers. It was like drinking a cup of refreshing milk tea or rich and mellow wine, which made people feel intoxicated.
Fu Lanhua opened her arms and let the breeze blow on her face, just like a lover's kiss. She recalled the time with Ying Xiang with a little shyness. At this moment, her mood was like the star on the blade of grass.
A crystal dewdrop is jumping and undulating...
A group of sheep in the distance are like white clouds, floating in the green ocean, making various shapes, some like a plum blossom, some like a circle, as if they also understand the beauty of art.
At this moment, there is still a beautiful and melodious sound of a reed flute lingering in her ears, greedily sucking in this soft beauty, as if she is in heaven on earth. In normal times, what a wonderful scene is this? But now, she can only use this to
Regulate and transfer anxious emotions.
Unknowingly, she saw the wisps of smoke from the barracks, and she couldn't help but feel happy. Finally, she had an excuse to be relieved. She looked at the sun and said, "It's almost lunch, let's go back."
After lunch, Wang Yao drove away. But Fu Lanhua's heart could not calm down for a long time. There was always an ominous premonition, and an indescribable uneasiness lingered in her heart. There was nothing she could do about today's events. It was really hard for her to say anything.
Know who to talk to?
During her lunch break, she tossed and turned with so many thoughts, so she got up and sat at the table and thought for a long time. She took out the letter paper and wanted to write a letter to Ying Xiang. When she was about to start writing, her mind went blank. She wrote, tore up, then tore up and rewrote.
, I tore up a dozen pieces of letter paper over and over again, but I just didn’t know how to tell Ying Xiang?
Just go to sleep! She lay on the bed again and closed her eyes tightly, trying her best to control herself not to think about these things, but she suddenly remembered that Wang Yao asked her about the company leader looking for her. What did the leader want to do with her? What happened?
What?... Her originally uneasy heart became even more chaotic now.
Sure enough, in the evening, the instructor came to see her. When she saw the instructor enter the door with a smile on his face, her heart beat violently.
The instructor asked kindly: "Xiao Fu, are you okay now?"
"Referring to...instructor, I...I have nothing...to do now. What instructions do you have?"
"Hahaha... I think the weather is nice today, and I want to go out and chat with you. There are days when you don't report your thoughts to me."
"I'm sorry, instructor. I've been busy with business and work these days. I've been negligent. I apologize to you."
She followed the guide and walked on the gravel road leading to the company. The grass on the roadside was green, and there were a few small flowers dotted in the green grass from time to time. Although the ice and snow had melted away, there were still traces of ripples.
The instructor has been a political cadre for more than ten years. His in-depth ideological work style and his amiable and family-like conversation style have truly impressed many "naughty" soldiers.
The instructor asked about her recent work, duty, business, etc., and then had a detailed understanding of her and her sisters' life, study, and personal thoughts. Of course, this is what a political cadre must understand and understand about every soldier.
situation under control.
The instructor asked: "Would you like to write a letter home? Are your parents in good health?"
An ordinary question made people sound so friendly and warm. Fu Lanhua replied: "Everything is fine at home, and my parents are healthy."
The instructor asked again: "What did Staff Officer Wang talk to you today? Were you happy? He cares about you very much? His father and your father are old comrades in arms?"
Of course Fu Lanhua couldn't tell the truth. She smiled and said: "Instructor, you also know this? Yes, Deputy Commander Wang and my father were fighting Japanese invaders in our village back then. My father told me that they lived in the village at that time.
My family, later my father gave up and went south with the army due to injury
, the two separated from each other until the organization rehabilitated my father, and Deputy Commander Wang went to our county to testify, and the two old comrades reunited again. Because of this relationship, Deputy Commander Wang felt that I, a country girl, had come to work in his army.
Soldier, that’s why I asked Staff Officer Wang to come and visit me often.”
"How come I've never heard of you talking about this? Oh, now I realize that since you guys arrived, it's no wonder that Staff Wang often comes to the company. It turns out that's the case."
"My parents and I are very touched by their concern, but... instructor, I don't want my leaders and comrades to have any opinions on me because of their influence or background. So we have never dared to reveal this.
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"Do the leaders in the group know that you have this relationship?"
"I don't know about this, I probably don't know how to do it."
The instructor nodded and said thoughtfully: "That's right. It seems like this is a big misunderstanding."
Fu Lanhua asked: "Instructor, why do you suddenly ask these questions? What happened?"
The instructor looked at her, then smiled and said: "Xiao Fu, it's okay to tell you. In the past two days, the leader asked the company to report in detail about your life and work, and especially emphasized that he wanted to know more about your interactions with Staff Officer Wang.
Chapter completed!