If we had to define 1989, it might be said that this was a year full of contradictions.

Judging from the international situation, this year, many new politicians have appeared on the political stage.

All of these people are full of ambitions and determination to work hard to govern, but only God knows their merits and demerits.

In the Republic, the situation is similar.

1989 was a really turbulent year, with big money, inflation, brain and body inversion, modern art...

All kinds of surprising phenomena have made many Chinese people feel confused and uneasy in the face of the increasingly complex social situation.

Especially when going abroad, the emotional impact on people, the mark of the times left far better than others.

Because people often go abroad, some stories with strong emotions and perhaps a bit heart-wrenching happen due to the separation of the two places, just like the marriage between Sang Jing and Xiao Tao.

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Since I had the idea of ​​going abroad in my heart, Sang Jing's heart has never been able to feel at ease.

She wanted to pursue a new way of life, and she didn't want to live her life in a regular way like ordinary people.

If she didn't mess around, she felt that she would never have a chance in her life.

If you find a unit like others, such as working as a doctor in an internal medicine or pediatrics department in a domestic hospital, life will be too boring.

"That's not the life I want." Every time she imagines such a scene, she will murmur to herself.

That's why she worked so hard to find a way out. Even though Ning Weimin never replied to the news, she was not discouraged. Instead, she used all her relationship network to find a way out.

If a person has sufficient motivation, he will create miracles.

Sang Jing is working hard to learn English, and her TOEFL scores are very good.

My father had an old colleague's relationship with him. He went out in the 1970s and now he has settled in the United States and expressed his willingness to provide her with a brokerage guarantee.

The biggest problem next is visas. Visa to the United States has been difficult to apply in the past year, and many people have applied for many times and have been rejected.

Unexpectedly, Sang Jing's luck was so amazing that she had just gone to the embassy for the first time and passed the visa officer for the first time. In this way, her next problem was how to tell Xiao Tao and also to collect the tuition fee.

The day when Sang Jing and Xiao Tao were having a showdown, they chose to make an appointment with the second-floor cafe of Xidan after the New Year.

It was almost the same as Sang Jing expected. She said this, but Xiao Tao's face drooped when she heard it, and since then, she never saw a smile on Xiao Tao's face again.

Although he did not say anything against him, his reluctant attitude was very obvious.

So Sang Jing also started to complain.

"Don't pretend to be garlic. If you are unhappy, just say it directly. You can't show me your face. I'll tell you in person because I care about you. Besides, I didn't hide it secretly. What I think, don't you know all the time?"

"I know, you have to go out and make a breakthrough." Xiao Tao sighed and drank the glass of strong wine in front of him.

Logically speaking, the taste of foreign wine is strange, and he has to sip this glass of wine for an hour and a half to drink it.

"Who do you show off your face when you know you're still like this?"

"No, I just don't understand. We are pretty good in China, why do we have to go to a foreign country? We are not familiar with the place and cannot understand the language. You have to go to brush the plates. Besides, you are still going to the United States, so far away, what if something happens?" Xiao Tao's voice showed begging, and his helpless eyes remained on Sang Jing's face.

"I got familiar with it slowly after going there, and my English level is fine, otherwise I wouldn't be able to get such a high score. Besides, my father's colleagues are taking care of me."

"They are just your father's colleagues, after all, they are not your relatives, so don't have too high expectations." Xiao Tao muttered softly, "It's all your good sister who instigated you. I want to see Liu Mei. I have to ask her, why did she have to break us up? What's her intention?"

Sang Jing smiled, "What are you blaming me for? I want to go out. At most, she helped me to advise where the school is the best. Don't take your anger on others."

"Then why can't you wait any longer? If you can go to Japan, I'll feel at ease."

"Don't worry. What's the use of nagging? It's really useful, so you have to accompany me out. How about it? Can you do it?"

This sentence immediately made Xiao Tao mute and fell into silence.

Sang Jing also felt that her tone was a little stiff when she looked at her, so she approached him and stroked his head, "Don't do this, I'm going out for a temporary separation, I'll have to come back."

"Even for me, can you not leave?" Xiao Tao asked hopefully, eager to confirm his weight in his girlfriend's heart.

However, Sang Jing turned her face away. She looked at the flashing laser balls on the dance floor, and after a while she spoke.

"Xiao Tao, it's not that I don't like you. But have you ever thought about it? If I stayed for you and gave up this opportunity. What will my mentality in the future be like? One year or two years, do you think I can let go casually. This is how people are. The more I can't get it, the more I think about it. If I think about it for the rest of my life, I regret it when I think about it. I am willing to see this? Really, Xiao Tao, I can't promise you anything except this one, but I can't promise you anything else."

These words were very firm and did not leave Xiao Tao any more chance.

"This is not a trivial matter, you have to think about it."

"I've thought about it a long time ago, so don't think about it."

As expected, although Xiao Tao was not willing to give up, there was no room for negotiation.

In this way, both of them stopped talking. At this time, they all realized clearly that from the beginning, they were cars running on both sides of the road.

One wants to go abroad to see the wonderful world, and the other wants to do some small business in the capital, and just live his life.

On the days when they were about to part, in a mood of separation, they suddenly saw the bottomless crack between them, which was shocking, exhausted, and helpless.

But even so, some people are unwilling to face reality, or they are still willing to work hard for love and are willing to go all the way to the dark.

When we broke up on the day, Xiao Tao accompanied Sang Jing to wait for the bus and asked, "Do you need money to go abroad? How much do you need? Tell me."

"No, this money is too much, I can't use your money"

"If you want to break up with me, don't say it, but if you still treat me as your boyfriend, just tell me."

"For a moment, Sang Jing was really moved, but she didn't dare to say anything."

Because she knew that as long as she spoke, she might say the four words "I won't leave."

And such feelings are just a momentary impulse, and she cannot give up on the hard-earned pursuit.

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Three days later, Xiao Tao handed the money to Sang Jing.

And what was surprising was that Xiao Tao gave her not only the good dollar exchanged, but also the number was much larger than what she needed.

Because to be honest, according to what Sang Jing found out, the tuition fee for the university she was going to is 865 US dollars a year, the accommodation fee was 1,650 US dollars, and the other expenses were 153 US dollars, which all together would require a total of 2,668 US dollars a year.

However, the envelope that Xiao Tao handed to her, when she opened it, it was a total of five thousand dollars.

Sang Jing didn't react at first, and she looked at the thick stack of green banknotes in her hand in shock.

I counted it carefully and then I was sure that it wasn't my dizziness.

"Why are there so many?" she asked in confusion.

"I can't really let you go to the United States to clean your plates."

Xiao Tao's words made Sang Jing unable to believe his ears.

She is not a fool, she knows the value of Xiao Tao's love.

According to the current black market price, the 5,000 US dollars is 40,000 yuan.

According to the current salary level in China, it is probably necessary for a worker to work for forty years without eating or drinking to get it.

Originally, she asked her parents to pay her several thousand yuan, then borrowed 10,000 yuan from Xiao Tao, and then went to the United States to make a living by working part-time.

I never dare to hope that I can be so rich in my hands.

Her eyes were filled with excitement and she hugged Xiao Tao, "Xiao Tao, I'll write you an IOU, I'll borrow this money from you."

Xiao Tao also held her in her arms, but she just said kindly, "Don't be stupid, this money is for you, really..."

"But if I..."

"Even if you don't come back, I won't ask you for what I want. I'm willing..."

Both of them stopped talking again.

The magic of love is the greatest at this time, and it can almost make people lose their minds completely.

Xiao Tao thought to himself that although Sang Jing was going to the United States, her family was still here after all.

The capital also needs a doctor. After graduation, she will become a real doctor and return to her motherland to work.

Wearing a white coat, he sat in the hospital, saving lives and helping the wounded.

What a beautiful scene that was.

Although he didn't say it well, he would never regret whether he could marry Sang Jing in the end.

Because at least, he also trained an excellent doctor for the people, and his love is destined to be romantic.

He yearns for the love of Paul and Donnie, hazy, beautiful, pure, and without asking for anything in return.

Sang Jing was also thinking in her heart that such a Tao is so masculine, she likes it.

But there is something to be insufficient, Xiao Tao cannot accompany her to study abroad.

How great it would be if they could study abroad together.

Fortunately, this regret is temporary. One day, maybe Xiao Tao will change his mind.

When she becomes a firm foothold in the United States, maybe Xiao Tao will be willing to leave here and go to the United States with her.

By then, perhaps all problems will be solved, and they will live an enviable life when they go abroad, and even their own families will be willing to accept him.

The two of them had an illusion for a while.
To be continued...