Her face was already pale, no, it should be said to be pale, even her lips were bloodless. There were two voices in her heart that kept tugging and shouting.

A voice kept saying, "It hurts so much. Save me. It hurts so much. Someone kill me with a knife. Please kill me."

But another voice retorted, "Sang Qiqi, don't be such a coward, don't forget your hatred, don't forget what you came to do in the palace, do you still remember your plan, do you still remember your parents?"

Hatred?"

Yes, the purpose of her coming to the palace, her plan, her hatred of the country and her family. All these cannot be forgotten because of her cowardice. Forget all this.

But Sang Qiqi could hardly bear the pain in front of her. She wanted to close her eyes and take a rest. She didn't have to think about anything and didn't have to worry about anything. She also wanted her own life, not worrying about anything or anyone.

In my heart, I only really consider myself and live for myself.

The moment she closed her eyes, Sang Qiqi suddenly recalled the scene of her parents' tragic death and Ye Jiangxue's proud eyes. For a moment, she thought of Yan Nian, how arrogant he was in the world that year, and how he thought he could

The joy of marrying him and the palpitations of my heart when I think of seeing him again.

But what's the use of saying it back then? She could never become his wife. Now he is still full of glory and can impress all ministers with his words. However, she, Sang Qiqi, has nothing now. She is no longer worthy of him.

As she thought about it, a tear quietly fell from the corner of her eye, but it was quickly mixed into the sweat on her head without being noticed by anyone.

When she thought of this, her heart felt like a rope, twisting her and making her unable to move.

The maids who looked disgusted around them were waiting for an opportunity. They already hated Sang Qiqi, and they usually couldn't stand her behavior, but they couldn't do anything to her. They realized that today was the day to vent their hatred.

It was a perfect opportunity, so he threw Sang Qiqi heavily on the bed regardless of the fact that he was carrying Sang Qiqi's body, which was already in pain and could not move.

They stood aside and watched with cold eyes as Sang Qiqi's body curled up in even more pain due to the fall. They looked at her expression of suppressing the pain and smiled a little gloatingly.

——Is this really okay with you?

Although Sang Qiqi was in excruciating pain, it didn't mean that she didn't know anything. She would see everything, these people's hypocrisy and their human faces and animal hearts.

But they couldn't rejoice for long. After a while, the imperial doctor came in. They immediately changed their faces to anxious expressions, pretending to look at Sang Qiqi with concern, as if they were worried about her condition.

The imperial doctor took a step closer and looked at Sang Qiqi's pale face, and sighed with some sympathy and pity: "Hey, Miss Sang, I want to give you an injection to relieve pain, but the injections are all relatively painful.

acupuncture points, so I really hope you can endure it. If you really can’t stand it, just tell me and I will stop immediately.”

Sang Qiqi used all her strength to speak: "Tai... doctor, you can prick it and numb it... Could you please give me that towel... and let me bite it?"

Is there anything more painful in this world than separation and death?
Chapter completed!