Chapter 18 Chuan Shen Baidai
PS: Well, considering your feedback and Chengjun’s gradual rationalization of emotional intelligence, let’s change it to a more sad story (Yuanmu).
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The two consecutive setbacks made me a little confused.
The abnormal behavior of Elquit and Toshizaki Kurozo made me feel that something was wrong - it seemed that I had made a mistake all the time. However, this horrible fact is still hidden in the fog that no one knows. However, since I had a slight exchange with Azathus in the Chaos Land, I seem to be increasingly inclined to do something that is chaotic and evil, from a little verbal teasing to the bad behavior of childhood sweethearts such as Tosaka Rin, to the extremely evil beating of the cattle across the mountain just now... So the gentleman's soul that has been hidden in my body for a long time is ready to move!
However, these are all irrelevant little things...well, little things. The meaning of a small part of the essential exchange Azathus and me is not to allow me to do some sexual harassment openly, but something else.
I seem to be able to understand the feelings that should be in the world... and express them in appropriate ways.
For example, my mentality vaguely put forward a bold guess about the reactions of Tokizaki Kurosan and Elquit.
In my opinion, this conjecture may have evolved more outrageous than the orangutan bond. It is so outrageous that I can't bear to use experiments to verify it, because the consequences may make me very sad. But if I don't verify it, I will still live in confusion and loss, and this possibility will gnaw on my heart like a poisonous snake for a long time.
This guess is...
Yes, is it not that I can’t find a girlfriend, but that the people who like me are unable to express their feelings because of my own reasons?
In other words, is it possible that I am the protagonist in GALGAME and the novel who is secretly loved by many girls but does not know it?
...It's ridiculous, right? Even I feel sad because of this nonsense idea.
Both novels and GALGAME are deceptive, and imagining yourself as the winner of life surrounded by girls is a very sad idea. This is the sad and delusion that only a dead house can have. Hey! Wake me up, Long Shencheng!
I knocked my head with the metallic shell of my phone.
But as soon as this idea appeared, it entrenched like a poisonous snake, spitting out a letter, and churning in my heart.
If this is true…If this is true…If this is true…If this is true…If this is true…If this is true…
Such a scene suddenly appeared in my mind, and the glorious scenes that shook the clouds and saw the sun spread out a vast picture in front of me. From then on, the monotonous life has more unique colors. Many girls will enter my life, not only will they immediately get rid of the annoying sixteen years of singleness, but they will also fall into plural happiness. I have always believed that the troubles of feeling troubled for the relationship with many girls is the most enviable trouble in the world. Hou Gong, what a terrible and powerful word, it was a distant sky for me before. If this idea is true, it will no longer be an unattainable dream, but the most gorgeous reality that can be obtained!
And I will become! Present! King!
——Dieting by the hatchet of girls in super-plural numbers is probably the happiest way to die in the world.
...But all this depends on the absurd argument that "I am actually an emotional idiot who is secretly loved by many girls but unconsciously". How is that possible? How can I be a love idiot? I have played more GALGAME than those who have read the A books. I have read the A books more than those who have read the A times in my life. So much love experience is enough to make any emotional idiot the most powerful love master, let alone me, whose learning ability is no longer measured!
I took a few deep breaths.
Spreading my hands, I stared at the lines in my palms quietly.
It's like watching a distant dream.
Single, lonely, don’t understand feelings, don’t have love... It seems that I am as rational as I do not need these extra burdens. Feelings are just the corresponding fluctuations that stimulate the brain caused by the corresponding hormones. For a qualified wise man, it is only a factor to consider when completing a plan, a variable that can be controlled in the palm of his hand, you can understand it, analyze it, but you don’t need to experience it - from this level, I don’t have to worry about affecting my feelings on thinking and layout, I should be the envy of many wise men, but I don’t want to. I want to experience what the so-called love is.
I have been working hard for this, and I cannot let go of any small possibility.
——The best way to verify this should be very simple.
Then just go and confess it and choose a guy who is the closest and least likely to reject me.
Sichuan God Hundred Days.
The girl I met since childhood forced to become my sister and I. Although I never admitted that the muscular female orangutan was my sister, she has been fulfilling her elder sister's obligations. It seems that since childhood, no matter what request I make, she can always do it meticulously in the end... Maybe this time...
Her face appeared in my mind.
——If the confession is successful, just be your grandson-in-law for Chuan Shen Tiexin.
——At least I won’t hit him in the future.
My hands were trembling gently, and then I quickly pressed the dial button, as if this was a major event about life and death.
The busy sound rang out, and my heartbeat gradually increased.
Until the lazy voice sounded, I took a long breath as if after half a century, my muscles gradually tensed up, and my spirit suddenly reached its peak in an instant, as if I had to face the most terrifying enemy.
"Cheng, what's the matter? Do you miss your sister?" she teased, but at this moment, I no longer have the idea of talking back.
I whispered: "…Hundreds of Ages."
There was a squirt of water on the other side of the phone, and then there was a lot of chaos. After nearly a minute, her shocked voice rang out: "What's wrong with you? No, who are you? Where did you hide Cheng!"
In my sight, my left hand bent one finger at a time, clenched my five fingers and clenched my fists, as if I had a dream.
I whispered: "This is serious. I, Long Shencheng, said to Kawajima Yuda--"
"I like you, date me."
A long breathing sound rang out from the other end of the phone, which was her extremely shocked expression. The warrior's tempered body gave her unparalleled strength and her lung capacity was not accessible. She inhaled like a whale, as if she was calming down her complex and chaotic mood. After a long time, she smiled bitterly: "This... this is not an April Fool's Day joke."
"Summer is almost over." I said lightly, "It's serious. If you agree, it's okay to get married immediately."
"It seems that you are not at the legal age." She muttered.
"Is this the problem hesitant?" I said decisively, "No problem. Twenty minutes a heavy bombardment-class air fleet with the Floating Island Fortress as the core will jump to Tokyo Bay. An hour later, the Titan Cavalry Brigade, which was registered in orbital airborne, will remove Tokyo's defense. Three hours later, the work of the Japanese Ministry of Defense will be taken over. Four hours later, the members of the parliament will be caught. Congress is preparing to amend the constitution. Five hours later, all chaos will be as calm as before, because I will ask Optimus Prime to go to the palace to bury a spiritual beacon..."
"Hey! Stop it!" she shouted laughter and cry.
Then she was silent. After a long time, she slowly said: "Chen, I have received your feelings. I will treat you as a man rather than a child in the future. Being captured by my younger brother does not seem to be a bad thing... But let's forget about dating or something."
My eyes fluctuated for a moment and I sighed slowly.
Before she said more, I said coldly: "Hmph, I knew it would be like this. It seems that everything coincides with what I expected... Don't tell others what happened today, just because what happened tonight has never happened."
I quickly pressed to hang up.
...It's indeed a phantom. Long Shencheng has never been a likable guy.
How can a person who doesn’t understand feelings be likable?
But there was no disappointment, because I never had any hope.
I looked at the direction of the bathroom and suddenly became a little excited, as if I was not very excited about the arrival of the Hayao Chiyo.
I stood up slowly and walked towards the bedroom.
Reality is indeed a bad GALGAME, it's really... bad.
Chapter completed!