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To my future me

PS1: To all readers, please make sure you have seen the ending 2 of the "World Without You" in the multi-line finale volume. Of course, it doesn't matter if you haven't seen it, at most you'll be a little confused (Yuanmu).

PS2: Tomorrow, the benefits will be paid. See the notification at that time.

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I am sorry for the future, I disappoint you.

I once vowed to be the shadow of my elder brother, thinking that I could live happily with my elder brother, but you told me that the future is not like this... All of this is me, or our incompetence.

As for you, I am in the future.

After learning the truth, I thought we could understand each other, unite, overcome known destiny and sadness, and open up a brighter and happier future. I believe that I can allow you to understand some facts you misinterpreted and ununderstood, and rethink the world from my perspective, but this seems to be just an out of reach fantasy.

I should have understood that you have experienced hardships and tempers in the future, carrying the expectations and sorrows of your elder brother, becoming a witness and continuation of his life. You long for change, you recall the people who have become memories, you long for changing all this, firm and unshakable, you hate and prejudice for everything around me and my elder brother, and think that they have ruined my elder brother.

I should have expected this long ago.

But are we destined to suffer such a fate? Are we born to parting, watching our loved ones smile towards death on the last day, and hating our own powerlessness in the future he exchanged for life?

Over the years, there have been too many voices, each with different requirements for him, he walked hard and confused, until the future, everything he worked hard to drag him into the abyss of death, everything he cherished and protected made him sacrifice himself, and then forgotten, and finally only remembered and recalled by one person forever...

You may say that no matter how I do, I am continuing the established cycle of reincarnation.

Are you sneering in the future?

I hope I will finally recognize the cruel and powerless reality, prove that everything you say is correct, prove that everything that my brother cherishes and protects is boring and illusory, and prove that behind those ridiculous feelings is only eternal coldness and silence?

No.

Even if I noticed the cruel sadness and reality after your cold eyes.

I still refuse.

Because I believe everything can still be changed.

Maybe I can't succeed, maybe there will still be unforgettable pain waiting for me soon.

But I will never wait for the final arrival.

Compromise is the final choice for everyone when facing an irreversible destiny.

I also made a compromise choice and learned to compromise with the cruel and cold future, but this compromise is not to succumb to fate, because what I realized is not that fate cannot be changed, but that changing fate requires more time and effort.

The road ahead is long and shrouded in darkness. I don’t know what the future will end. Maybe the final result is not what I prayed for, but I will still go on. Because I think what my elder brother insists on is not just the illusion like a mirror, but everything is as I told you. The reason for our sword drawing is not for the unknown future, nor for the established past, but for the person who has been protecting us and we also vow to protect forever. We fight for it.

Based on the above reasons, the elder brother will not die, I will not die, and everyone will not die, because he has been protecting us and we will be side by side with him. What we need to do is to prove that there are countless possibilities in the future, prove that hope will always be with us, and prove that this power can not only defeat you, but also defeat the cruel fate.

This is my…compromise.
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