Chapter 242 I really can’t hold it back (4,000 words)(1/2)
"What the hell?"
The moment Yang Jia's hand was pulled up, he felt lost for a moment.
It seemed because she knew that once she lost the protection of the brooch, Xiao Xiao would die by her own hands without the ability to fight back. It also seemed because she had used too much power from the mysterious source to summon the black door.
As a result, there was a momentary gap in his control over her, which made her so emotional that she did not immediately shake off Xiao Xiao's hand.
As a result, a bizarre scene occurred on this turbulent battlefield.
Because the mysterious source and the most powerful weapons in Black Gate City all appeared in a small corner, this battlefield was filled with all kinds of weird and sharp spiritual powers. This kind of spiritual power was disordered and chaotic. When people
Stepping into this battlefield, I felt depressed and irritable, as if my cell phone had entered an electromagnetic intersection and the programs could no longer run normally.
And in this chaotic battlefield, there is a terrifyingly powerful black gate.
Behind the door, a dark red hand stretched out and grabbed Xiao Xiao's brooch.
Surrounding them are those aberrant creatures that are so crazy that they don’t even understand what it means to be afraid. They have different shapes, are twisted and terrifying, but their temperament is crazy and excited. They widen their three and a half eyes and wave their seven or eight.
A hand, crazy and strange.
And then in this gloomy, nightmare-like environment.
Xiao Xiao took Yang Jia's hand, with a smile on his face, and put the platinum ring on her slender ring finger.
I have to say that this scene really had a big impact on people.
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"What are you doing?"
At the same moment, Yang Jia let Xiao Xiao hold his palm and looked at him with emotion.
She had no objection to being put on the ring by Xiao Xiao.
Of course it wasn't because of feelings or anything like that. Neither she nor Xiao Xiao were the type to be easily moved by themselves.
Even if she did occasionally develop a crush on the other person because of her identity, trust and support, she was not so moved by Xiao Xiao's deliberate act of putting a ring on her. After a moment of clarity, she allowed Xiao Xiao to do it.
She put on the ring just because she clearly understood at this time that in the confrontation with herself, Xiao Xiao had no choice but to do this if he wanted to win.
She had just noticed Xiao Xiao's intention to grab her hand and put a ring on her. Just as Xiao Xiao had long realized that his intention was to take off his brooch, so at this moment she had some sobriety.
She didn't mind being defeated by Xiao Xiao, and she was willing to give Xiao Xiao the opportunity to use Black Gate City's most powerful restraint weapon to control herself...
It's a pity that being willing to give him this opportunity is one thing, but her understanding of some things makes her feel a little tired.
"I know how much risk you took to seize this opportunity, but unfortunately, it was all in vain."
She looked at Xiao Xiao, looking so fragile and powerless for the first time:
"Do you know that putting a ring on me is actually of no use..."
"Do you know that the branded one cannot escape?"
"Do you know that I just saw your most tragic fate and the cruelest truth, and I especially want to tell you."
"It's a pity that I only have this moment of clarity, which is not enough for me to tell you..."
"..."
Such complicated emotions made her have no choice but to let Xiao Xiao put the ring on her finger.
There was too much to say, but there was no time to say a word, so he could only cast such broken eyes on Xiao Xiao.
At this moment, Xiao Xiao also looked into her eyes and whispered:
"I know it all!"
"..."
Yang Jia was suddenly startled and looked at Xiao Xiao fiercely.
All the words he just said were just flashing through his mind like lightning, without a single word coming out of his mouth.
But Xiao Xiao suddenly told himself that he knew everything!
Before the terrifying power from the mysterious source completely overwhelmed her again, she saw Xiao Xiao's firm eyes, and her heart actually moved slightly. In a state of extreme despair, she vaguely felt some hope... Of course, it was just
For a moment, Xiao Xiao's firm look in her eyes suddenly turned into panic: Does this guy have some plans that she couldn't think of?
No, I've obviously got the upper hand!
Obviously I have summoned the gate of hell, and it is obvious that he is about to die by my hands!
The distortion of her emotions caused her to have completely different thoughts from a moment ago, and she desperately wanted to kill Xiao Xiao.
Then, she suddenly withdrew her palm violently.
Behind her, the dark red arms inside the black door suddenly tightened.
This arm grabbed the brooch, and then grabbed Xiao Xiao's chest. Its five fingers were inserted into Xiao Xiao's flesh and blood, and then it suddenly moved towards the black door. It clearly didn't just want to take away the brooch, it even wanted to
Directly drag Xiao Xiao into the gate of hell.
"it's time……"
At the same moment, Xiao Xiao, who gave Yang Jia a firm look, flashed a fierce look in his eyes.
As I just said, he does know.
As an observer, she understood everything in Yang Jia's eyes at that moment.
The sensitivity and insight of the clairvoyant is a cursed ability, because you can always see all kinds of things around you that make you hate and hate it. It is obvious that the beauty of this world only has a thin layer, but a keen person
But I always see through this thin layer unconsciously, and see the ugly, naked, and unacceptable truth in people's hearts...
Xiao Xiao is just used to pretending not to know this.
Just like the usual interactions with my mother, it always seems warm and safe.
But in fact, Xiao Xiao has long been aware of some long-standing problems. During those four years in the bedroom, he endured his mother's scolding and annoyance every day. In his own eyes, she even turned into a monster, waving her arms with all her strength.
The kitchen knife seems to want to be cut on her body. She is moody, she hates herself, and there always seems to be endless resentment in her heart that she wants to vent.
Yes, I was in the awakening stage at that time and was affected by malicious influences.
But I have already learned the truth about this world...
There are no monsters in human skin, just a group of mysterious sources that can affect the human brain.
Therefore, in my eyes, the mother who turned into a monster does not exist.
However, it is true that I once hated myself, hated myself, and seemed to want to kill my mother.
At the class reunion, the classmate who turned into a monster does not exist, but the malice in the classmate's heart does exist.
In the city, huge and twisted monsters do not exist, but the sin and ugliness in the city do exist.
My mother did hate herself, because at that time she was useless and could only huddle in her room every day, so her mother also had resentment in her heart. She resented her father for abandoning her. She resented her father for being with a new family and a new child.
She lived a happy and prosperous life, but she could only stay in a dilapidated house, guarding her useless son, and working hard every day.
Later, my relationship with my mother improved, because I was no longer a loser in the bedroom.
Is this because the world has changed?
Or is it a layer of sweet cake smeared on top of the hellish spiritual background?
Xiao Xiao has always controlled himself not to think about these things.
Even though he is an clairvoyant, he can actually feel these clearly all the time.
He just understands that people should not think so much. Only when they are willing to stay on the surface of life and enjoy the sweet layer of cake can they be happy. And some sad and powerless people cannot pass through their own
People who have made such efforts to put this sweet surface on their depressing lives can probably only smile bitterly at them and hope that they can live a stronger life!
After all, we all understand that the background of our lives is actually the same.
"Huh?"
Xiao Xiao was suddenly slightly surprised. He seemed to be thinking too much.
When my thinking is stagnant and everything is still, I always think a lot.
At this time, I should be happy and moved.
It is true that keen people often get depressed because of glimpses of some things, and those with poor self-control often show emotional ups and downs, always making some seemingly passable situations embarrassing and difficult to end, but,
And I have to admit that the more such a person is, the happier he will be when he occasionally glimpses some real and beautiful things!
Yang Jia was like this at this time. When she was awake for a moment, the look in her eyes moved Xiao Xiao.
She is a pure person and has always been.
At least for Xiao Xiao at this time, there is no one more lovely than this kind of pure person...
Therefore, it is easy for me to make a decision.
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To be continued...