There are only these last few left. Without the guidance of the pioneers, if they continue to look for their ideal hometown, they may all die on the way.

Instead of continuing to look for that utopia that I don’t know exists or not, it’s better to just live in the snow fairy village.

I told Petra my idea, and Petra firmly disagreed.

I still remember what he said.

He said that only by finding the Fairy Utopia can those companions and pioneers who died on the road be resurrected.

If we stay here, what will happen to our fallen comrades?

Candela's voice became deeper. At that time, I couldn't hear it at all. Too many goblins died in front of me.

Some of them were benefactors who had shielded me from arrows, and some were brothers who had left their remaining rations to me.

But they all died in front of me one by one. In addition, after passing through the portal, they suddenly

Now it’s not an ideal land. All thoughts are lost.

I had completely lost the idea of ​​continuing. I scolded Petra loudly and said to him:

You want to find Utopia, but have you ever thought about how many goblins we will die if we continue to look for it?

You are not even a pioneer, and you don’t know where the Utopia is.

You are just a little guarding goblin. If your brothers continue to follow you, sooner or later they will all die!

Do you want to kill all your brothers?

After Petra listened, Yong sat on the ground for a long, long time.

Just like me, there are some fairies who want to stay.

So, I told them that I would live here with them.

I have been the village chief of a snow elf village, and I have the village chief's token on me. As long as we build a village on the ice and snow plateau, we can live here.

More goblins wavered and chose to believe me.

At that time, Petra and I represented two different camps.

The two of us quarreled all day and all night, and the quarrel was fierce. But speaking of it, there were only two choices.

Choose to live or choose an unrealistic dream.

I chose to live, and Petra chose to dream. In the end, Petra and I separated on the ice and snow plateau. A total of one hundred and twenty goblins stayed with me.

Seven hundred goblins continued to follow Petra, passed through the portal again, and returned to where we came from.

When Candela said this, she fell silent, and the expression on her face became more and more sad.

He raised his head slightly and looked at the sky with red eyes.

Qi Ge even felt that as long as he lowered his head, tears would fall from his eyes.

In this way, Candela was silent for a long time before continuing:

I was wrong, Petra was right.

Before our snow elf village could even be built, a group of mages from Everfrost City captured Everfrost City.

The attitude of the mages in Yongshuang City toward goblins is better than that in De City, but it's not much better either.

The one hundred and twenty goblins and I were sent to the factory and the army in Yongshuang City respectively.

I suffered a lot in the army.

But I have always thought that I want to get ahead and become a high-level goblin, so that I can find the one hundred and twenty brothers who follow me and lead them to survive.

It took me five years before I advanced to level 3 [Engineering Elf Apprentice] by relying on my self-taught engineering skills in the army and gained some self-esteem.

But when I started looking for them, I discovered that the one hundred and twenty goblins who stayed with me in Yongshuang City were all dead.

I didn't realize it until I confirmed the news.

I don't want to live with them at all, I'm not that great.

From the moment Petra and I separated, I was simply afraid of death.

Yes, it's just that I'm greedy for life and afraid of death.

As Candela spoke, she finally couldn't help but shed tears, and her voice began to become hoarse.

I told those goblins to help them survive.

They believed me.

But in the end, I was the only one who survived, and they all died.

At that moment, I realized.

In fact, I just don’t dare to continue looking for Utopia. I’m afraid of dying on the way.

I'm just afraid of death, I don't want to find my ideal hometown, I don't want to resurrect my dead brothers, I just want to live by myself.

The so-called wanting my brothers to survive is just an excuse I made for myself.

Eight hundred and twenty-two goblins, if I were the only one who thought that way, it would make my conscience uneasy.

So I persuaded them to stay together, just to deceive myself, to deceive myself that what I was doing was correct and noble.

If those goblins had continued to follow Petra, they might have found their ideal land long ago and lived a happy life.

I shouldn't continue to live. I

Not worthy.

I should be buried with those dead goblins, they were all killed by me.

However, I don’t even have the courage to continue walking with Petra, so how can I have the courage to commit suicide?

I am a coward, I dare not die.

Candela cried and knelt on the watchtower, banging his head against the wall of the watchtower.

Boom! Boom! Boom!

I deserve to die, I deserve to die. I'm sorry for Petra, I'm sorry for my brother.

Ming Ming Ming.

Seeing this scene, Qi Ge felt mixed emotions in his heart.

He released his invisibility, gently stretched out his hand, put it on the wall, and caught Candela's head as it hit the wall.

Qi Ge said softly:

"Candra, you don't deserve to die.

Damn it, it's those mages who caught you.

But the comfort of the seven pigeons had no effect on Candela.

He just grasped Qi Ge's arm as if grasping a life-saving straw, and asked:

Your Highness Xingfeng, Petra's life is so good, has he found his ideal hometown?

Have all the dead fairies come back to life?

Especially, have those goblins who were killed by me come back to life?

The seven doves looked into Candela's eyes.

Those bloodshot red eyes were like a person who was in a desperate situation and was at the end of his rope, longing for final judgment or redemption.

Over the past forty years, Candela has probably been tortured by the self-blame in her heart, which is why she has such a violent emotional release now.

Qige closed her eyes, was silent for a moment, took a deep breath, and said:

Petra has not found its utopia.

Candela's eyes suddenly widened, her mouth opened slightly, and her body fell limply to the ground.

He sat dumbly and muttered in despair:

"No...how could it be? How could it not be?"

"Because, there has never been any Utopia, nor any fairy god.

To create the fairy's happiness,

It’s all up to the goblin himself."

[System prompt: Congratulations to the player for completing the mission: Petra's Ambition (Eternal Frost City)]

[System prompt: Congratulations to the player for triggering the mission: Utopia!]

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