Chapter 15 Goddaughter(1/2)
Mo Xiaodie lived with Ding Yun during this period. During the day, Ding Yun usually helps watch the children at Liu Qing's house. There are only Mo Xiaodie, the aunt who cooks and the aunt who cleanses at home.
Her live broadcast time has also been changed to live broadcast after 2 pm, which will be about four hours a day.
Although fewer people watch live broadcasts during this period, the competition is also smaller.
When Ding Yun comes back in the evening, she has already finished the broadcast, so she can accompany Ding Yun for a walk, chat, talk, and be a companion.
Living in this place, people do housework and don’t have to cook their own food. They eat pretty well.
There is a gym on the first floor where you can go to exercise every day.
After living for a few months, Mo Xiaodie's body was obviously much healthier than before.
Although that disease cannot be cured, it looks like a normal person and a healthy person in terms of complexion.
This is also the change brought to her by a superior life.
Ding Yun is old and has many ideas that are different from before. She has already obtained everything she wants and does not have much pursuit of money, so she can just maintain it.
Her current focus is on her grandson and granddaughter, which seems to have become the continuation of her life and she will visit her every day.
In fact, she really hopes that her son and daughter-in-law can live with her. She likes the lively atmosphere.
But the things that happened back then meant that they would feel uncomfortable living together, so they did not force them.
Every time I come back from Liu Qing, I feel very lonely.
At this time, Mo Xiaodie's appearance made her loneliness less so lonely.
She likes this pure girl very much.
——What people with scheming hate most is people who are scheming with themselves, and they also like to date pure people.
Being with such a kind girl who is not scheming, you will feel that the world has become simple, very relaxed and comfortable.
After spending time together for a long time, Mo Xiaodie became like her family in her mind.
Both of them have emotional shortcomings in their hearts, both of them are old and young.
Ding Yun has a deep gap with her son, after all, she did such a thing at the beginning.
Later, they recognized each other, but the relationship between mother and son never returned to the past.
Although I have sons and daughters-in-law, and grandchildren, I sometimes feel like I am a lonely and widowed person.
Especially when I came back from Liu Qing.
Mo Xiaodie's father was drugged and died later, and his mother remarried. After remarried, she never met her. When she called the last time, she said that she would not contact her again in the future, whether to go find her again, and not destroy her life.
She lacks fatherly love and motherly love, and lacks care from the elders.
She felt like an orphan.
Living with Ding Yun at first was nothing, but after a long time, in her heart, Ding Yun is her elder and relative, just like her family.
The old and the young, each have a deep sense of loneliness.
When you are together, this sense of loneliness will be reduced a lot, and you can feel some warmth that is difficult for them to feel in normal times.
There were a few times, Ding Yun sighed at Mo Xiaodie:
"I just want to have a daughter like you."
Mo Xiaodie didn't dare to climb this high branch, but she was still very happy to hear such words.
In her heart, she has already regarded Ding Yun as a relative, and sometimes she even acts coquettishly with her and gets along very well.
This is something that Liu Qing and his women cannot do.
The appearance of Mo Xiaodie made up for Ding Yun’s emotional shortcomings.
Ding Yun also said to her with a smile: "If you get married in the future, I have to prepare a generous dowry for you, so that others can't look down on us."
Mo Xiaodie is not easy to answer this topic.
Now her mentality has improved a lot, and she is optimistic and positive most of the time.
However, when I think about getting married, I feel a little depressed.
Very inferior.
If you get this disease, you have a certain chance of inheriting it, which is her greatest source of inferiority.
Although IVF can be done with healthy women's eggs, I still feel a little regretful after all.
It’s not because she is worried about dangerous issues. She dares to take such risks. She just thinks that the children born like that are not purely their own children.
In addition, the boy she liked was so outstanding that she felt even more inferior. She was fanatically loved by so many girls.
I can't make much money, I'm not healthy and not beautiful, and I can't find any thing that I deserve to be the boy.
With her current conditions, if she married an ordinary man, she would not be inferior.
She felt that she was not worthy of anything to marry Ye Mo, a person who could earn tens of millions a year and had won the title of Fengyun Jue Fighting King.
However, she couldn't make her like other men.
She has been fascinated by that boy, and in this life, she will only be fascinated by that boy.
Her emotions are not redundant to others.
After moving to Yangcheng, she had a lot more opportunities to meet Ye Mo. Sometimes Ye Mo would go to Liu Qing to meet his sister and niece. At that time, Ding Yun would take her there.
Sometimes Ye Wanrong would take her to the Silent Fighting Club to watch Ye Mo's training.
Although the two of them spend very little time alone, they can meet each other after all, and they will have a few conversations after meeting each other.
Sometimes, when a bunch of people are at Liu Qing's house, Ye Mo would sit with Mo Xiaodie, tell her about training, competitions, and live streaming goods, which is quite exciting.
This young man gradually fell in love with sharing everything in his life with this girl.
I chat on WeChat every day, and the content I chat about is getting more and more.
This year, Mo Xiaodie and Ye Mo participated in several large-scale charity activities organized by the Tianyuan Charity Foundation, and Ye Mo also invited her to dinner separately.
According to Ye Wanrong, Ye Mo has never treated other girls like this in his life, and she can be regarded as the only one.
Mo Xiaodie sometimes wants to ask Ye Mo what kind of existence he is in his mind.
However, she didn't dare to ask.
I'm afraid that everyone can't even do friends if they ask.
Now that she is like this, she can chat on WeChat every day and occasionally meet in reality. She thinks it is already very good.
She knew she liked Ye Mo, but she didn't dare to hope to be with Ye Mo. She positioned herself as a unrequited fan girl.
The boy was her male god and her idol, but he could not become her lover.
She felt that she was not worthy.
She knew that Ye Wanrong liked her very much and wanted to match her with Ye Mo. She was very grateful, but she still felt that she was not worthy of Ye Mo and Ye Wanrong's kindness.
Every time I mentioned this topic to her at night, she turned it on something else.
Ye Wanrong felt a little regretful, but she could only comfort herself like this: "They are all very young, don't worry, come on slowly."
This time Ye Tingting celebrated her birthday, Ye Mo's parents also came.
On the 10th, Ye Wanrong called Mo Xiaodie:
"My parents are here today and have prepared delicious food tonight. Do you want to come here to have a meal too?"
The two families are very close to each other and can be reached in a few minutes by car, and it doesn’t take much time to walk.
Mo Xiaodie was panicked and immediately refused: "I still want to broadcast live, and I don't have time to ask for leave."
She knew what Ye Wanrong meant, and because she knew what Ye Wanrong meant, she didn't dare to face it.
However, after rejecting, I felt a little regretful.
——Maybe this is an opportunity?
It’s not that she doesn’t want to be with Ye Mo, but she just feels that she is not worthy of it. She is afraid that confessing to Ye Mo will make everyone’s friends have no choice but to have no chance to meet in reality.
She couldn't bear such consequences.
If I could really be with Ye Mo...
Then of course she would be very happy.
Even if she only has one day, she will be very happy and will feel that this life is worth it.
To be able to be together for the rest of your life is God’s favor to her.
Every day of life is paradise for her.
At around nine o'clock in the evening, I came back for a walk with Ding Yun. After taking a shower, I chatted with Ye Mo on WeChat, talked about Ye Tingting's birthday, and said that his parents had already come, asking Ye Mo:
"Your parents are here today. Have you gone to see them?"
Ye Mo: "I haven't had time today. I only finished a game yesterday. I'm still on the way back from another place. I'll go there tomorrow."
Mo Xiaodie sent a "Oh" and asked again:
To be continued...