Kalki couldn't help but approached her, and saw from behind the collection of poems on the display table that she was looking at. He was suddenly filled with emotion. He recalled that he had seen many German poems in Fei's library many years ago, and he remembered this one.

"ReissmichandeinenRand..." (Drag me towards you) he recited softly in German.

"Abgrund...dochwirremichnicht!" (Abyss, but don't confuse me)

Such a long-lasting poem, his youthful self. Kalki frowned, but now it has become the best portrayal of his mood at this moment. Destiny seems to have been programmed long ago, making it impossible for him to escape.

Xuanji felt that all the muscles in her body were tightening, as if she was making a difficult decision. Kalki was so knowledgeable, so handsome, so good... He was like the brightest star in the sky. She couldn't think of anyone better than him in the world.

A good person.

"Kalki, you are a cruel man who has hurt me deeply...but I really don't want to leave you...I can't live without you..." She murmured to herself, as if immersed in her inner world,

His words were a little garbled, "I lost you once. You don't know how painful I was. I was actually crazy. I pretended to be a normal person...living, eating, sleeping...no one knew the pain I felt every night. I

My heart has been broken...I will never see you again..."

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He was silent. She could confess her pain to him, but he could not tell her inner feelings.

"I sometimes think, I would rather you die... I don't want you to leave me and belong to another woman."

Having said the most vicious words in her heart, the words that struck her deepest, she suddenly felt dizzy, accompanied by a sense of relief.

She said she hoped he would die, but he didn't hate her for it. Kalki still stared at Xuanji's back wordlessly. He loved her personality. She was frank and straightforward, just like him.

"Death is a kind of relief..." Kalki spoke in a lonely voice, revealing his inner pain, "The world is too ridiculous."

"The night I was at the Karuizawa Prince Hotel, I dreamed that in front of Plato's throne, I killed you with a sword...but I died with you...we died together, what I felt

It is a kind of happiness and peace...the ultimate..."

"Liebestod..." He sighed.

Their thoughts almost simultaneously returned to the moment when they listened to Wagner's opera "Tristan and Isolde" in her small apartment. The sunset in Star City was so beautiful, shrouded in poetic and warm light.

He was moved by the beautiful music and unconsciously rested his head on her shoulder. At that moment, she was so drunk that the sunset was dreamy and golden...

If fate is nothing but a program that has already been programmed, then there is nothing wrong with letting the end come earlier.

Living is an unbearable pain.

There is a bright light in her black eyes.

Xuanji picked up the small and sharp paper knife at an extremely fast speed, turned around and stabbed Kalki who was standing behind her with such speed and swiftness that she was like the best of Plato's knights.
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