The Queen and Shen Rou, are they all here?

I slowly raised my head and looked outside the door, seeing the bright sunshine. I smiled in my heart - indeed, they were here.

I have never thought about what will happen to a concubine who has lost her child in this palace, but from the moment I lost this child, I have also anticipated this day. It will come sooner or later, as long as Pei

If Yuan Hao doesn't let me go for a day, I won't be able to avoid or hide from all this.

Aunt Wu sighed, came over and gently helped me sit on the head of the bed, and put a soft pillow behind my back to make me more comfortable.

After I finished all this, I felt a burst of fragrant wind.

Chang Qing, followed by Shen Rou, and the concubines from other palaces all walked in. The room, which was not too spacious, was suddenly filled with people. It felt like a bright spring, and the strong fragrance of makeup and powder immediately filled the entire room.

The house is completely smoked.

As soon as Lu Shuyi entered the room, she covered her nose and frowned: "Well, it smells like medicine."

"That's right, it smells terrible."

I slowly raised my head and looked at the group of women at the door. The weather outside was very good, the sun was shining brightly on the white snow, making the room bright, but it couldn't hide the jewels on their bodies. It was Chinese New Year time.

, everyone wants to wear all the jewelry on their head and body, competing for favor and beauty, and it is so gorgeous that it is dazzling.

Shuixiu had already stepped forward to ask An to bow, and then said softly: "Queen, ladies and gentlemen, the talented person is resting inside."

The imperial doctor said before that I couldn't see the wind, so there was a gauze curtain hanging in the center of the room. At this time, the gauze curtain was lifted up, and Chang Qing slowly walked into the inner room.

Because it was the Chinese New Year, she was still dressed very grandly. The golden clothes and the heavy headdress on her head made people feel a little afraid to look up, but she was still calm, and there was not much expression on her beautiful face.

Neither sad nor happy, just like a god looking down on all living beings from above, with nothing in mind.

She slowly walked to the bed and looked at my pale face: "Yue Cairen, are you feeling better?"

I sat there numbly, motionless.

Seeing that I was silent and didn't speak, Lu Shuyi and the others immediately became angry, pointed at me and said, "Yue Cairen, what are you doing? The Queen came to see you in person. You didn't say hello. You didn't answer the Queen's questions.

You want to rebel!"

"That's right, it's so unruly!"

"..."

I was still silent. Aunt Wu and the others hurriedly knelt down and kowtowed: "The Queen, please forgive me. She has been in poor health and mentally since that incident. Please ask the Queen."

Forgive the talented person for being rude."

Chang Qing sighed and said: "I know this, and I won't blame you."

"Thank you, empress."

Aunt Wu and the others breathed a sigh of relief and stood up slowly. At this moment, a soft voice sounded again——

"The Queen is really kind-hearted, but some people may not know how to advance or retreat. Otherwise, this would not be the case."

This sound was like a needle that pierced my heart, causing my already numb body to twitch and ache. When I raised my eyes, I saw the most dazzling woman in the crowd.

That day in Qingyin Pavilion, she was dressed in snow-white like a fairy, but today she was dressed in a bright red robe, which made her skin like snow and her brows more picturesque, as charming as the most gorgeous peonies in the spring garden, with the golden hair on her head.

The steps kept swaying, and the sun shone with a flash of golden light, which was dazzling.

There was a slight crack on my calm face.

As if she felt my trembling, Lu Shuyi, who was standing behind her, immediately said: "What the imperial concubine said is that a pregnant person is so eager to invite a favor, no wonder this child will..."

Chang Qing looked back at her and said in a deep voice: "What nonsense are you talking about!"

When Lu Shuyi heard this, she hurriedly lowered her head: "I made a mistake."

Chang Qing said: "I want you to come together to visit Yue Cairen, not just to talk nonsense."

"Yes."

Seeing her change of expression, the concubines around her hurriedly stood up and responded. However, as soon as she sat down, Shen Rou smiled faintly and said, "I want you to tell me, Lu Shuyi is outspoken, but she can still listen to what she has to say."

."

Chang Qing frowned slightly, looked at her, and Shen Rou smiled softly and said: "On New Year's Eve, the Emperor was originally going to the Queen's Jingren Palace, but he just stayed back to see who was there.

Knowing the talented man of Yue, he left the emperor behind.

I know it is either the emperor who cares about Yue Cairen too much, or Yue Cairen who does not know how to advance or retreat. Now that the child is gone, the Queen is compassionate and does not blame her, but she should not be allowed to go on like this. How can she set an example for the sisters in the Sixth Palace?

What?"

Shuixiu and the others stood by the bed, looked at the concubines, and then turned to look at my pale face. They were so anxious that they almost cried.

Shen Rou continued: "Xu Cairen got pregnant earlier than she did, so she knew how to advance and retreat. Otherwise, the emperor has been visiting Xu Cairen every day these days, so why didn't he hear what happened to her child?"

At this time, Zhu Wanyi looked around and asked, "Hey, come to think of it, why didn't Xu Cairen come?"

Shui Xiu said hurriedly: "Xu Cairen has just come to see our Cai Ren. After talking for a while, he saw that Cai Ren was a little tired, so he went there first. He was not with the Queen and other empresses."<

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"Oh, it seems that Xu Cairen is really interested."

"What's the point?" Lu Shuyi smiled coldly and said, "I just met someone from the imperial dining room. I heard that the emperor was going to have lunch with her at noon, so I came early and left early."

Chang Qing frowned and was about to say something. At this time, Liu Zhaoyi, who was sitting behind her, suddenly said loudly: "Look at Yue Cairen!"

Everyone's eyes fell on me, and I was leaning against the bed, with a trace of bright red blood flowing from my lips.

"Talented person!"

Shuixiu screamed in fright and hurriedly rushed over. Everyone around me also gathered around and tried their best to protect me. Aunt Wu held a silk handkerchief in her hand and held my chin, and the blood immediately

I dyed the silk handkerchief red, but the salty smell in my mouth kept pouring out. I coughed twice uncontrollably, and even my snow-white clothes were dyed red.

"Oh, be careful!"

The concubines all screamed and ran away with disgusted expressions on their faces. Chang Qing stood by the bed and watched this scene. She quickly turned around and said, "Hurry up and ask the imperial doctor!"

"Yes."

The Fangcaotang suddenly became a mess. After a while, the imperial doctor came in a hurry. After checking my pulse, I poured a bowl of soup and medicine. I finally calmed down. Aunt Wu and the others were so frightened that their faces turned pale. Chang Qing watched

My face was pale and a little frightened, so I asked the imperial doctor: "How is Yue Cairen doing?"

"Replying to the empress, Yue Cairen has liver qi stagnation, and the heart disease after the miscarriage, which makes him vomit blood. But it will be fine if he vomits it out. Wei Chen just checked it with Cai Ren, and it's not a serious problem.

”

"What about her body?"

"This -" the imperial doctor glanced at me, raised his hand with some embarrassment, and asked the queen to go outside. Although his voice was so soft, I could still hear him clearly whispering: "This talented person is here.

A miscarriage is indeed very serious, and I’m afraid I have to rest for a long time, otherwise, the root of the disease is..."

I was lying on the bed drowsily. When I heard this sentence, I smiled miserably and slowly lost consciousness.

I don’t know when the fuss started and what the fuss became. When I opened my eyes again, the room was dark. After opening my eyes for a while, I could faintly feel the candlelight flickering on the bedside.

.

Under the dim light, that familiar face is right in front of you.

He lay sideways next to me, one hand hugging my waist, and the other hand still resting on my body. The thick brocade quilt and I were held in his arms, holding him so tightly, as if it was important.

Just like a tight guard.

I opened my eyes weakly and looked at that face.

Thick black eyebrows, straight bridge of nose, thin lips, and chiseled face. Everything is so familiar. When you open your eyes, you will see them in front of you. When you close your eyes, you will be in your dreams. They are as entangled as breathing, not even for a moment.

Let go.

Make me feel pain all the time.

A tear slipped silently from the corner of his eye, and his eyelashes suddenly trembled, as if he felt something, and he opened his eyes.

Seeing the tears in the corners of my eyes, he seemed to be shocked, but immediately his eyes slowly calmed down, and he just hugged my hand tighter, holding me close to his chest.

.

I was motionless, not even struggling, I just lay there.

"How are you?"

"..."

"I heard that something happened to you, so I came over immediately."

The two of them were lying very close to each other, with the tips of their noses almost touching each other. Their breathing was intertwined and they were inhaling each other's breath. If it were normal times, the air would be so hot that it would make people tremble. But this time, no matter how close they are, my breath is...

The fingertips are cold, as if the blood is too condensed to melt.

Slowly, he also felt something, a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes, and his hands hugged me harder.

"What do you want from me?"

"Let me go."

"You know, it's impossible." He buried his face and pressed it tightly against my cheek. His hot cheek pressed against my cold skin, which brought a strange feeling. I stiffened in his arms.

I heard him say word by word: "I will never let you go, no matter when."

I don’t know why, but when I heard this sentence, I didn’t feel sad anymore. Maybe it was because I was numb from the pain. Slowly, even the pain disappeared.

"I can give you whatever you want, no matter what."
Chapter completed!