"The young master also said that there is actually a person beside him who has been gone for a long time."

When I heard this sentence, I was in a trance, sitting there blankly, looking at the swaying curtain in front of me, but my eyes seemed to have seen through everything in front of me, and saw those blurry scenes from I don't know how long ago.

.

The carriage was still bumping forward. I was swaying along with the carriage, but I was also a little tired. I slowly rested my head on Liu Saner's shoulder. He lowered his head and glanced at me.

I looked at my daughter sleeping peacefully in his arms, showed a faint smile, stretched out my finger, and gently touched her nose: "Li'er..."

Liu Saner looked at me with a smile, and I said: "Just use this name. I also hope that she will not leave us. Only in a warm and happy place, people will not want to leave."

"Yeah." He nodded, and I smiled, rubbed my cheek on his shoulder, and closed my eyes gently.

It was extremely quiet all around. Only the sound of the wheels hitting the ground and Queen Yin's long breathing made the carriage seem even quieter. But in such quietness, I couldn't sleep.

, many scenes flashed through me in a daze, all of which I thought I had forgotten and would only appear in my dreams.

But slowly, they are getting closer.

At this time, Liu San'er's voice sounded in his ears again: "Light."

"Huh?"

"You said that people would not want to leave only a warm and happy place - then why did you leave your home?"

I slowly opened my eyes and raised my head to look at him.

The light in the carriage was not very good, but his eyes were still surprisingly bright. It was just that the gaze inside was no longer what it used to be, where you could see the whole thing at a glance. Instead, it was a pool of clear spring water. Although it was translucent, it was already

It’s getting darker.

I looked into his eyes, smiled slightly, and still leaned on his shoulder: "What do you think?"

He thought for a while and said: "Actually, it doesn't matter much whether we stay in Yangzhou or go to Shu. I don't care where we go, I just care about where you want to go."

"..."

"You have never mentioned your home, as if you have forgotten it. I think if a person forgets his past, there is only one reason, and that is because his past is not happy, and even makes him painful, so he does not want to

Let me mention again. If your home is really like this, you will forget it completely; but if - you will miss home, if there is still something you can miss there, then I am willing to accompany you to Shu, no matter what

When."

"..."

I leaned on his shoulder, and those eyes looked at me so close, so close that I could almost see my reflection in them, and I could even feel the light flowing through my eyes, slightly.

Hot.

It's the same thing as the beating in your chest.

After a long time, I smiled softly, put my hands around my cold curled knees, and leaned against his body. The two of them were so close to each other, their breathing was intertwined, and their exhalations were full of...

Each other’s taste.

I said softly: "San'er, I don't miss home."

"Ah..." He wanted to say something, but before he could say anything, I already said, "What you just said is correct."

His expression changed slightly, and he immediately realized something, and I continued: "However, there is one thing you didn't say completely right."

"...What?"

"If a person forgets his past, there are actually two reasons. One is because his past was not happy, even painful; the other reason is -" I looked at him and smiled: "She got better

”

Therefore, I no longer think about the past, and I no longer hold grudges against the people who have hurt me in the past. Everything can be let go and forgotten.

As for that "young master"——

I raised my eyes and looked at Liu San'er who was smiling happily. He was looking down at Li'er. His smile was as soft as the sudden spring breeze. It was filled with indescribable warmth, and my heart also warmed up.

——

Since God has allowed them to meet, it is God's arrangement.

I believe that we can persevere and we can persevere!

When he returned home, the place had long been in a mess by those people from the government. Liu Saner cleaned up inside and out for a long time before settling down again.

My family suffered such a catastrophe, and my vitality was really badly damaged. Although Huang Tianba helped me, he and I knew each other, and there was no need to say too much. It was just a part, and many things had to be done by ourselves. Liu Saner then

I also go up mountains and down rivers every day, and from time to time I will take on some carpenter's work, and I will take care of the children and take care of Queen Yin.

In the blink of an eye, it had been several days since he returned home. Liu Saner abided by the agreement he had made with the young master. The next day after he came back, he went to report that he was safe so that he would not have to worry. From now on, this matter seemed to be like this.

The past has passed, and this young man has not appeared in our lives.

While the family is busy, there is a sense of homely tranquility and peace.

But I know that all this is only temporary.

This kind of silence makes me feel like a stalemate, with no one willing to take the first step.

On the fifteenth day of this month, Liu Saner went to the town carrying two bundles of firewood and several kilograms of fish to sell. When he came back, he told me that the young master had held a banquet at his home and invited our family to be guests at his home tomorrow night.

When I heard the news, I was helping someone with sewing. My fingertips trembled, and the needle tip pierced my finger.

The fingers were connected to the heart, and the pain caused my heart to beat violently, as if it was about to jump out of my chest.

Liu San'er smiled and said: "Qing Qing, let's take Li'er with us tomorrow night. My aunt is not in good health yet, so she will stay at home."

I quietly wiped a little blood droplet secreted from my fingertips on the white gauze. I lifted the needle with my hand and soon the bright red silk thread left a gorgeous red plum on the white gauze.

Then, I raised my head, smiled and said, "Okay."

The next afternoon, just after Shenshi, Liu Saner came back from the river beach, put on a clean set of blue cloth clothes, and then took me and Li'er to the town.

The sun sets early in winter. When our family of three arrived in the town, there was only a faint light on the top of the mountain in the west, but it did not prevent the lights in the town from gradually coming up. This was also the first time for me to arrive in the evening.

In the town, there are small vendors everywhere on the streets, lit with dots of candles, and red lanterns under the eaves of wealthy families, emitting a dizzy red light, making the whole town particularly lively.

But here, there is a particularly bright place.

It was a house with three entrances and three exits. It was the largest house near and far. It used to be the residence of a squire here. Liu Saner said he didn’t know how much the gentleman paid for it and repaired it inside and out.

Ichiban is surrounded by rockeries, green water, pavilions and pavilions, and the scenery is beautiful, just like a heavenly palace.

I listened and just smiled lightly.

But my heart has already sunk.

As soon as I looked up, I saw two majestic stone lions at the door. They looked particularly solemn under the night. When illuminated by red lanterns, they made people feel even more inexplicable pressure.

Although he had been prepared for it, at this moment, his fingertips were still trembling uncontrollably. Li'er in his arms seemed to have felt something, and he struggled slightly and let out an uneasy whimper.

When Liu Saner heard this, he hurriedly said: "What's wrong? Is the child uncomfortable?"

Just as I was about to answer, two young men walked out of the gate and bowed to us: "Mr. Liu, madam, the master has been waiting for a long time. Please."

Liu San'er nodded, looked at Li'er again, and I said softly: "The child is fine, he is probably sleepy. Let's go."

"Oh." He patted the baby gently and took me into the door together.

What Liu San'er said is not false at all. The scenery inside is indeed beautiful. Even if the light is dim, you can still see the rugged rockery in the distance. There is also a live spring flowing in the garden. Walking in, you can see

Hear the sound of gurgling spring water.

I feel a little dazed.

From the time I went to Liu San'er's home to marrying him, I spent these days with Chaimen's courtyard. I heard chickens and dogs every day, and I did the most ordinary, subsistence work. I had almost forgotten myself.

Those memories of the past, at home, in the palace, those pavilions, pavilions, carved railings and jade inlays, sometimes when I recall a scene inadvertently, I feel like I am in a dream.

But now, it's like being in a dream.

I was walking in a daze, and Liu Saner seemed to feel something. He took a step slower and stretched his hands back.

I looked up at him and he smiled at me.

The dusk was deep, with only the dim light from the lanterns under the eaves in the distance, which reflected his smile with a hazy meaning, as if in a dream, but my heart became more and more uneasy - he is my only one

Reality cannot also become a dream.

When I thought of this, I quickly reached out and grabbed his warm hand.

He smiled and didn't say anything. He just led me and walked forward slowly. After a while, I walked through a long corridor and saw an exquisite courtyard in front of me. It was as quiet as the night and there was no smell.

Human voice.

Liu San'er said softly: "We're here."

My palms were already covered with cold sweat, and he seemed to feel it, and looked down at me.

Before he could say anything, the leader had already stepped forward and said outside the door: "Master, Mr. Liu is here."

There was no sound in the room. The leader opened the door and made a gesture to us: "Please."

Liu Saner nodded, said thank you, and took me in.

The room was brightly lit. When I first entered, I saw only candles everywhere. Because the door suddenly opened, the wind that broke in kept flapping and making a sizzling sound, making the room seem to be shaking.<

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The flickering candlelight also reflected the person sitting on the left, holding a wine glass in his hand. At this time, he slowly raised his head and looked at us.

It was a familiar yet unfamiliar handsome face, without a trace of warmth, and those deep eyes were like a cold pool, condensed with ice that has not melted for thousands of years, just looking at me.

At this moment, there was a sudden thunder above my head, and my mind went blank.
Chapter completed!