I had expected Ping'er's sadness when she woke up and found out everything.

I have never seen a boy cry like this. Compared with babies and children who can cry freely, sensible people will always suppress and control, and will not let their sadness and pain be fully exposed, because people will always

Protect yourself a little, fearing that your fully exposed softness will be hurt.

But this time, the child has nothing.

I desperately held him in my arms, and soon my clothes were soaked with tears. I listened to him crying with all his strength, as if his life was about to end. I didn't persuade him, and I knew that I couldn't comfort him.

I can only do my best to warm him with my body temperature.

In the end, the child seemed to have shed a lifetime of tears, and his eyes were so black that they were hollow.

In fact, I didn't do anything, I just kept holding him. But when I came out of Ping'er's room, I felt like I was about to be crushed. I fell on the bench outside the porch. Pei Yuanxiu walked over to

I sat down across from me, looked at the tired corners of my eyes carefully, and said, "Are you tired?"

I nodded gently.

"Go and rest."

"He——"

"No matter what he will do in the future, but now, he is in the past."

Yes, no matter what happens in the future, at least now, this child is fine, so I can feel relieved.

But after all, he is still so young, life has just begun, and there is still such a long way to go. I really don’t want him to carry such a tragedy, but I have no idea what to do.
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Hearing my worried words and looking at my worried look, Pei Yuanxiu frowned slightly: "I'm more worried about you. If you don't rest, I will tie you to the bed."

Obviously he was talking about rest, but as soon as he said these words, my face suddenly turned red. I raised my head and glanced at him, slightly unhappy - how could you say such a thing.

But he didn't seem to feel anything at all, and looked at me: "Aren't you going back yet?"

"..."

I bit my lower lip, turned around angrily, went back to the room, closed the door, and ignored him.

Not long after I returned to the room that day, I seemed to be poisoned and exhausted. As soon as I lay on the bed, I lost consciousness. I was confused for a long time. I finally broke out of the darkness and opened my eyes.

, only to realize that the thin morning light was already shining through the window.

It’s early morning again.

A few days ago, when I saw an early morning, I felt that I might have lost another day. But yesterday I saw A Lan outside Gu's house. Although I didn't talk to her, I felt relieved. At least she knew where I was.

.I believe she will definitely find an opportunity to detoxify me, otherwise she won’t have to appear in front of me at all. In this way, she will relax a little.

As soon as the attendants saw me getting up, they immediately brought hot water towels to help me freshen up. I tidied up a bit, sat in front of the bronze mirror and had my hair combed. After thinking about it, I turned back and asked, "Where is the young master?"

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"Young Master is still resting."

"Oh." I thought that Pei Yuanxiu should be an early to bed and early to rise person, why would he stay in bed. As I was muttering to myself, the maid behind me whispered: "Mrs. Qingying, do you need us to report to the young master?"

"Ah, no need, let him rest."

I shook my head hastily, but saw in the bronze mirror that the maid breathed a sigh of relief. When she met my eyes, she smiled carefully and said: "Actually, the young master has been guarding Mrs. Qingying's door last night.

It was very late, after confirming that the wife slept peacefully, the young master went back to rest, so he went to bed a little late."

I was stunned for a moment in the mirror.

The maid smiled again and said: "Besides, the master sent a team of people out overnight yesterday, saying they were looking for something for Madam."

"..."

"Mrs. Qingying, the young master is really considerate of you."

Maybe it was because of the cool morning breeze that my fingertips felt a little cool. I gently clasped my hands together to warm myself up a little. I forced a smile and said, "Really?"

After saying those two words, my smile was too forced to hold on anymore and I lowered my head.

It’s not that I don’t know his thoughts, I still remember what he said to me that night in the capital; even when I lost my memory and no longer remembered my past, I was once moved by his infatuation, and even envied that person.

The person who made him fall in love with you. But now he is the most precious person

The Lord of the Party accompanied me around, and even stayed outside my house until midnight, no longer shying away from anyone or any words. Although the attendants called me "Mrs. Qingying," the atmosphere here was...

It seems that he and I have become a couple.

Thinking of this, my eyebrows frowned slightly.

After I combed my hair and it was getting brighter outside, I refused their move to wake up Pei Yuanxiu. I just told him to have a good rest and I just took a look around. These people were very polite to me and I didn't speak much.

It really worked. After a few words of instruction, they really let me wander around.

This annex is not big, and you can just walk around. It feels exactly like the one I came here yesterday. It really has a bit of the flavor of the annex on the outskirts of Beijing. It is elegant and fresh. When you step out of the gate, everything is green.

The green bamboo leaves are covered with crystal clear morning dew, reflecting the colors on people's clothes.

I walked in the bamboo forest, and with every step I took, I stepped on thick fallen leaves, making a rustling sound. Together with the sound of the flowing spring water, it made the surroundings so quiet.

I think of that morning.

The fragrance of bamboo leaves filled the surroundings like this, and the morning dew reflected the colorful clothes. I walked in this bamboo forest and met a man.

His smile was very indifferent and distant, with a calmness of no sorrow, no joy, no hatred and no anger, which told me that the fire in his heart had been extinguished.

Then, he lit a fire for me in Jixian Hall.

He told him that he just felt that he didn't want to stay in that fishing village anymore and wanted to go out for a walk, so he just left.

However, Fu Badai told me how many injuries a person must have suffered and how much pain he must bear if he leaves his home on such a freezing rainy day.

I suddenly realized that I didn’t understand him at all.

I have never understood that man, whether it is Liu Saner or Liu Qinghan, it turns out that he has always been beyond my expectation.

It’s just that I understand a little bit now.

I understand what it was like that day, the day I told him that I had never loved him, and he let me stay at his home and walked into the cold rain, as innocent as Ping'er.

Scruples, no longer any defensive cry, peeling off all the weaknesses, wishing that at this moment, I would be knocked down by such pain and fall completely.

It turns out that I gave him that kind of pain.

But I don’t know anything. Even if I know, nothing can be restored.

Even the silver lock he left to Li'er witnessed the happiness we had that year, but I didn't have the courage to get it back.

Looking back now, in Jixiang Village, when I was pregnant with Lier and preparing to marry him, so many villagers came to stop him and tried all kinds of methods. Some even said that I was not worthy of him at all and he was not.

It's just a moment of confusion, but there must be grass within ten steps, and he will eventually find a better one.

At that time, I didn’t think so, but now I understand.

It turns out that one sentence became a prophecy.

"Your life looks good."

I don’t know how long I stood in the bamboo forest, how long I was in a daze, when even my fingertips were cold, a voice came from the front, accompanied by the rustling of footsteps on the bamboo leaves.

As soon as I heard this voice, I suddenly felt numb in my back. I quickly raised my head and saw an enchanting figure slowly walking out of the bamboo forest. Her crimson clothes looked particularly charming against the emerald green bamboo leaves.

Zhang Yanmei's charming face, solemn lips are still a little pale, and there is a hint of gloomy tiredness between her brows, but she still can't hide her charm.

I was so pleasantly surprised that I was almost speechless. I watched her approach stupidly, and after a long time I stammered: "A-A-Alan?"

Alan curled his lips at me.

Although there were still many heavy things in my heart, when I saw her, it was like a little bit of morning light in the sky after a long dark night. I was overjoyed and walked over in a hurry: "Alan! You are here, you are okay!"<

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She quirked her lips at me again: "As you know, something happened to me."

I nodded: "I met Ye Fei, and he told me that you were attacked. Were you injured? Are you okay now?"

In response to my concerned inquiry, Alan seemed a little stunned and looked at me for a while. When I met her probing eyes, I was also a little confused: "Alan, what's wrong with you?"

She was silent for a while, and then said: "Do you know who the person who attacked me is?"

I was stunned for a moment and immediately understood why her attitude was a little cold.

I had already guessed that the person who attacked her was Miss Han Zitong, but since she was under Pei Yuanxiu, the dispatcher naturally belonged to that side. Alan was attacked by those people, and now I saw that Pei Yuanxiu and I were in the same group.

Coming out together, it is inevitable that you will have reservations about your attitude.

I hurriedly explained to her: "I am indeed with - with those people on Jiangnan's bank. This Mr. Pei is an old acquaintance of mine. However, the person who attacked you is not him, but one of his subordinates -

—This is a misunderstanding, please don’t mind it.”

Alan stood there quietly and listened. When I finished my stuttering words, she looked at me again and suddenly laughed. The laughter was still as charming as usual, but in this kind of charming, it seemed that

With a bit of coldness, she leaned against a bamboo nearby, folded her arms and looked at me with a smile: "You explain to him like this, it seems to me that you two are more than just old acquaintances.

Right?"

I was stunned for a moment.

Looking at my somewhat confused expression, Alan raised the corners of his lips again: "I thought that the one in the capital who would do anything for you already thought you were amazing, but I didn't expect that when I went south, there would be such a overlord against me.
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