Chapter 813 I have no intention of being with you anymore(2/2)
At this moment, there was another sound of footsteps outside.
Could it be that he left and came back?
I hurriedly stood up again and pretended to smile, but I saw a small figure pushing open the door and coming in. In the sun, those big, pure eyes flashed.
"Li'er."
A gentle smile immediately appeared on my face.
These days, Li'er and I don't spend as much time together as we did in Jixiang Village. This is partly because after learning about my marriage to Pei Yuanxiu, the child became a little too silent and even alienated from us. I once wanted to tell Pei Yuanxiu,
Do you want to postpone it a little longer, hoping to wait until Li'er accepts the matter, but he told me that in order for her to accept it, the first step is to tell her that this matter cannot be changed.
In fact, I also know that what he said is right.
Even I can only accept this.
After all, Li'er is getting older, and it is natural for her to have her own ideas. It is reasonable for her to mind her mother getting married. This matter may really not be changed. I can only hope that my daughter can slowly
understanding.
Although, maybe even I may not be able to understand it.
Seeing me preparing to get out of bed, Li'er immediately walked in and walked to the bedside, whispering: "Mother."
"Li'er, you're here." I happily sat by the bed and took her little hand: "You got up so early today?"
"Yeah."
"You came to see your mother so early. Do you have something to tell her?"
"..." She was silent for a moment and said, "Li'er just saw my father leaving mother's room."
When I heard this, I hurriedly said: "Your father just came to see my mother. He was not in my mother's room last night."
Li'er raised his head and looked at me, remained silent for a while, and said, "From now on, will daddy have to be in mommy's room every day?"
I was stunned for a moment.
A girl at such a young age should not be made aware of these things, but now it seems to be unavoidable. I thought about it and said softly: "Yes. After my mother married your father, we
The two are now husband and wife, and husband and wife must stay together."
At this point, I seem to understand where her loneliness comes from.
I don’t know who she slept with every night in the past years, but after I came back to her and took her to Jixiang Village, I took her to sleep with me for the past year. Originally, it was because of the people there.
The house is small, and secondly, I really hope to make up for what I have owed her over the years; but since I agreed to marry Pei Yuanxiu, I have not slept with this child in the same bed. Of course, she will be lonely and feel uncomfortable.
Be loved again.
Thinking of this, I leaned down, stroked her thin shoulders, and said softly: "Li'er, you have grown up now. Grown-up children should sleep by themselves. Even if mother doesn't marry your father, in the future,
You can’t sleep with your mother all the time.”
"..."
"However, except for this, everything is the same as before."
"..."
"Mom and your father will only love you more."
Li'er didn't speak, just looked at me with her big eyes blinking. After a while, she stretched out her little hands and hugged me tightly.
I looked down at the child's silent expression, and held her tightly in my arms, but I didn't know how much loneliness she still had that I hadn't seen through.
As if to make up for what I said, that night, the eve of my wedding, I took Lier to bed.
She put on her clothes early and knelt down on the bed, with the soft brocade quilt surrounding her as if she was sinking into soft clouds. After I washed myself, I also sat on the bed. As soon as I lay down, this girl
It got into my arms, like a cat that found a heater on a cold day, and kept rubbing my neck and chin with its cheek, bringing a wave of ****.
I smiled and said: "Li'er, the older you get, the more attached you are to your mother."
She buried her head in my arms. After a while, she said dullly: "Li'er doesn't want to grow up."
I smiled and reached out to stroke her dark hair, but I felt a little dazed at this moment, as if I had seen many years ago, I was clinging to my mother like this, my eyes were red from crying, and I was sobbing and hugging her tightly.
I don’t want to grow up...
Qingqing doesn’t want to grow up...
My mother's voice is very pleasant, just like mine, but she rarely talks to me gently on purpose. It seems that she always treats me as an adult and talks to me with the same calm voice no matter in good times or bad.
Let me speak and reason with me.
Maybe it’s because of this that I suddenly became sensible at that age.
"Silly boy, there is nothing wrong with whether you grow up or not."
"..."
"Just feel free."
Just feel free...
Recalling these words, I just felt sour. When I lowered my head, I saw that my daughter was already in my arms, soundly asleep.
I smiled, lowered my head and kissed her forehead gently, and slowly closed my eyes.
Chapter completed!