Flower of the other shore

Open for a thousand years

Fall for a thousand years

Flowers and leaves never meet

Love is not cause and effect

Destined to live or die

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This world is beautiful, but also bleak

I am a soul, a soul without a body, and they call me "the devil"

I don’t know when this title came from, but I know that the meaning behind this title is to become a charming ghost, which means degeneration, not entering hell, not leaving the world, wandering among humans, and being unable to reincarnate among ghosts.

super life

I don't regret it, because this is my choice

Every day, I have to have sex with different people, whether they are men or women, to get their human essence. This is the only thing I rely on to survive, so I will not let go of any opportunity.

Even if I am a woman today and a man tomorrow, I will not hesitate

However, as the days go by, the memory begins to gradually become blurred.

Slowly, I began to forget some things

I forgot how many years I have been wandering in this world

I forgot the name I was supposed to have

Even, I forgot my past and future lives

I just remember that I am waiting for someone, someone who should be very important to me

I think I should hate this person very much, that’s why I remember him so tightly

However, every time I think of this person, I feel very happy and comfortable. However, I feel that those blurry images are about to be washed away by time, and I begin to feel anxious and uneasy.

So, I found him

An ordinary mortal, but very beautiful in appearance

When I met him, his mother, whom he depended on, had just passed away. I passed by their dilapidated house outside and saw him sitting next to his dead mother with a dull expression. That look made me think that he was the same kind as me, maybe because

His handsome face, or perhaps because of the sudden pity in my heart, just like that, I chose him as my skin in this life.

After getting behind him, I discovered that he had a congenital heart disease. The death of his mother was too big for him at only twelve years old. At the moment when the two became one, I looked at his weak body.

My soul was squeezed out. Suddenly, I had a reluctant impulse to reach out and grab his drifting soul back into my body. He didn't have the consciousness to survive, but I did. If I catch him, I will

I will no longer be a lonely soul in a body. Perhaps, this will be a turning point.

I renamed him "Yi Xi", which means "a hope"

When I said this as a joke, he looked at himself in the mirror with a cold look in his eyes, as if he wanted to cut me into pieces.

I laughed triumphantly inside him, laughing unbridled. Yes, he couldn't do anything to me, but I could control him. In the end, he compromised and accepted the name "Ikki"

From that day on, I taught him many things, one of which was how to get pleasure from a woman

Soon, he changed, from never smiling to smiling, from unfamiliar to skilled

He plays dumb better than me. Sometimes, I ask him if he still remembers which woman he gave it to for the first time. He just smiles and says, does it matter who you gave it to? You won’t be satisfied with just one woman anyway.

He was right about this sentence. No matter whether it is a man or a woman, as long as I want to get it, it is impossible for others to resist it. But one thing, he didn't know that if I lose my essence, my soul will become

The weakness will slowly disappear, and his broken body will not be able to support his soul because of my departure.

I truly became one. It would be impossible for any of us to survive without each other. This is very subtle. I have never encountered it before. Later, in the book, I learned that this situation should be called "companion".

", a companion who can never be separated. Unless I leave first, otherwise, he who wants to die will never die.

Kazuki should probably hate me, but I don’t know if there is anyone who has been possessed by me over the years who doesn’t hate me. It’s just that they were taken away by ghosts before they had time to hate me. Kazuki is an exception, and so is

In particular, I love his appearance, because such beauty is a temptation for both men and women; I also love his temperament, which is cold and mysterious, very charming;

Facts have proved that my choice was right

Men with abnormal sexual orientations in their teens before they reached adulthood wanted to get involved with him, and those women looked like covetous wolves. For this reason, I solved a lot of unnecessary troubles for him because, I respect him.

He, I will let him choose the woman he likes to have sex with, and of course get rid of it as soon as possible if it is not necessary.

Later, after several years, he became more and more mature, but also became more and more eye-catching.

I watched him grow up and fell in love several times. Then, during the years when the "waiting" business was booming, he was found by his father and fell in love with an ordinary woman named "Lan Yilin".

I thought he was just having fun as before, but then when he took her to England, I realized that he was serious.

That woman was a married woman. She already had this status the first time we met her. She was destined to be destined to be with Kazuki.

She loves her husband very much. When she is unhappy, she always likes to go to "waiting" to have a drink with Yixi. I have met her husband. He is a good-looking person, but he is not my type. There have been several times where I have wanted to get involved with her.

, but was resisted by Yixi every time. He said, I will not allow you to hurt Linlin.

I laughed sarcastically

Really? But you can't stop me

try it yourself

His tone was so decisive, and the hatred seemed to find a way to escape.

At that moment, I was shocked by him

This man, if he's not angry, he'll be fine. If he's angry, he'll be destroyed.

I laughed crazily. The twelve-year-old boy back then had grown up and began to know how to resist. For this reason, I almost destroyed him.

But then, I thought of the person I was waiting for and looking for, and I let him go.

Because this opportunity only comes once in a hundred years, and as time passes quickly, I have no time to look for a suitable body, nor do I have time to train or adjust it.

So, I went with him for the first time

Whatever happens, as long as it doesn't ruin my life, that's fine

That day, I saved the woman for him. She cried and laughed and said to him, please tell Yixi that I miss him very much, and Xiaodi misses him too.

He cried. It was the first time since his mother died that he burst into tears in front of me.

I don't understand why he fell in love with such a woman, but I can feel his sadness

A broken body that is neither human nor ghost is destined to fall with me. Under such circumstances, he cannot guarantee that he will bring happiness to his beloved. In the end, he can only send her back to the person she loves.

When he came back, he begged me to withdraw from his body for a day so that he could have some freedom to breathe.

I agreed to him, because the blurry image in my memory suddenly stood out

That is the image of a woman. I can’t remember her appearance, but I can remember the heartbeat and trembling feeling when her gentle hands touched my face.

This, perhaps, is what is called love in the world?!

I laughed at Kazuki for being heartbroken because of love, but I didn’t expect that I would be willing to wait for hundreds of years, or thousands of years, because of a woman.

I closed my eyes, and her soft voice came to my ears, very pure and clean.

"Tired?"

"Sleep if you want, I will be by your side!"

"In the future, if they object to me being with you, we will die for love together."

"I will wait for you on Naihe Bridge"

"Please, you must also wait for me."

…

When I opened my eyes, the sun had covered the entire earth. I wiped my face with my hands and found that the corners of my eyes were wet.

Those are not my tears, the soul cannot have tears

Those are Kazuki’s tears

It turns out that I had returned to his body last night, and he felt everything I could feel.

Obviously, he also heard all the conversations he remembered.

Charming Ghost, I promise you that I will search for the person in your memory for you.

This is what he said

I smiled softly

When it comes to searching, it’s easier said than done

If I could find it, how could I have missed it again and again over the years?
To be continued...