Four years later - look up and I'll be where you can see(1/3)
On this day, the operation went on as scheduled.
Xiangnan called Zishan to come to the ward.
"Yishu, please, I promise, I will only watch in the anesthesia room and never enter the operating room, okay?"
She wanted to witness her first surgery in four years.
I want to cheer him up, and I want him to know when he raises his eyes that there is always someone in front of him who is unconditionally supporting his dreams.
"But I can't make the decision on this matter."
Zishan understands Xiangnan's mood very well, "Otherwise, you can talk to Yunmo and he will definitely agree to you."
"I told you..."
Xiang Nan lowered his head and curled his lips, "Jing Mengxian is not allowed, so Director Yun refuses to approve."
Zishan showed a rare smile, "Teacher Jing is probably afraid that he will feel uncomfortable when you are around."
"Yeah?"
Xiang Nan laid his head on the pillow, feeling a little disappointed, "Forget it, I won't embarrass you anymore, remember to help me encourage him more when the time comes."
Zishan tilted her head and looked at Xiangnan, jokingly saying, "I think no matter how much encouragement I give you, it can't match your look..."
Xiang Nanshui's eyes turned, and his heart was a little stirred by her words, "Really?"
"or……"
Zishan stood up and pursed her lips, "Let me ask him again for you!"
"he?"
"Yunmo."
"You two had a fight?"
Xiang Nan asked her with concern.
"No."
Zishan shook his head and smiled, "We haven't spoken for two days, why is there such a quarrel?"
"He said there was no quarrel."
Xiang Nan said, and took the mirror on the bedside table and handed it to her, "Look at it for yourself. When you smile, your eyes are full of sadness, and your face doesn't look good. Shan'er, if anything happens to you two, just put it in front of her."
Let's speak clearly and don't talk in silence, what's the point?"
Sure enough, it was just as Xiang Nan said.
Yishu saw himself in the mirror, looking a little pale.
This is nothing like the usually energetic Yang Zishan.
She doesn't like herself like this!
Zishan took down the mirror in front of him and said, "He has a fiancée."
She tried her best to sound as calm as possible.
"What?"
Xiang Nan thought he had heard wrongly.
"That girl is quite beautiful. I've seen her before. Her temperament is quite similar to the girl from four years ago! He probably likes that kind of style..."
Zishan took a breath, raised the corners of his mouth in a forced manner, and shrugged in a relaxed manner, "Now the entire Department of Neurology is talking about it lively. It seems that the two of them will get married soon..."
Speaking of this, Zishan couldn't help but blush slightly.
Xiang Nan couldn't describe what he felt in his heart.
In short, after listening to it, she was angry and angry, and of course, more distressed...
His chest was also heaving hugely due to his excessive emotions.
Xiang Nan lifted the quilt and was about to get up, even ignoring the injuries on his feet, "I'll go find him for you and find out! What does this bastard mean? Was it like this back then, is it still like this now? Is he playing with women?
Are you really addicted to playing?"
"Sister Xiangnan!"
Zishan hurriedly grabbed her, "Don't be impulsive..."
The mist filled Yew's eyes, "Don't go looking for him."
She begged Xiang Nan, "Let me retain my remaining dignity in front of him..."
Xiang Nan's heart was shocked...
He sat down blankly on the hospital bed and looked at Yishu blankly, "You...you really fell in love with him?"
The tears in Yishu's eyes grew more and more because of Xiang Nan's words...
"real?"
Xiang Nan asked again.
There is a feeling of hating iron but not steel.
Zishan hurriedly wiped away her tears, but did not reply to Xiang Nan's question. She stood up and said, "Sister Xiang Nan, I will tell you when the matter is settled."
When Yishu left Xiangnan's ward, she kept thinking about Xiangnan's question just now.
When Xiang Nan asked her, she was escaping because the answer was clearly imprinted in her heart...
But she didn't dare to face it!
Because, four years after the injury, she foolishly fell into the quagmire of tenderness given to her by that man again...
Even though she knew it was an illusion, she was still trapped in it!!
The first time I was naive, the second time I was really an idiot!!
Zishan stood in the elevator, gasping for breath, adjusting her mood, and thinking about how she could calmly express her request to the man next.
In fact, she didn't really want to come to him, if it weren't for Xiang Nan.
Standing outside the office door, Zishan has adjusted himself to the best condition.
At least, there was no clue about it on his face.
"Dong dong dong——"
She knocked politely three times.
"Come in."
The mellow voice came through the door panel.
The tip of her heart trembled slightly.
Taking a deep breath, he opened the door and walked in.
Yun Mo seemed to be very busy, with his head lowered all the time. He was busy sorting out the documents at hand, so that no one could even look up.
Probably because the person who came had been silent, he raised his head and looked at the door.
But when he saw Yew standing at the door, he was slightly startled, and the ripples in his eyes flickered.
He stood up, put one hand into his white coat, and walked towards Yishuan.
As he approached, Yishu felt his breathing was suppressed and his heartbeat seemed to stop at any time.
Yun Mo stopped half a meter away from her.
Head, slightly bowed.
He looked at her condescendingly, but with an innate sense of oppression, surrounding her tightly, making her even feel uncomfortable breathing.
"Is something wrong?"
He was the first to speak out.
"Um."
Zishan took a deep breath, raised her head, and met his deep gaze, "Well, Sister Xiang Nan said that she wanted to observe the operation, only in the anesthesia room, and it will not affect the operation."
"So you are begging me on her behalf?"
Yunmo crossed his arms and asked Yishu.
This time, the word he used was not the casual 'ye' as before, but the well-behaved 'I'.
To some extent, it is difficult for yew to adapt.
It also seems to feel particularly awkward.
But she didn't let herself show it.
"I hope Director Yun will be accommodating..."
Yew's attitude is very polite and official.
To be continued...