Sleep in her heart - you are in the sun!(1/2)
Looking at Xiang Nan's stubborn look, at that moment, Jing Mengxian seemed to see her four years ago again...
She is really still the same person and hasn't changed at all.
He was as stubborn as a cow, but also... so stubborn that his heart skipped a beat.
Xiang Nan was about to sneak back while he was in a daze, but he didn't expect that as soon as he took a step forward, his legs were grabbed back by Jing Mengxian.
"go back."
His tone was still too overbearing to be criticized.
His deep eyes stared at her urgently, "Yin Xiangnan, I have never been a sentimental person, but..."
He frowned and his eyes became more solemn, "Don't take AIDS so lightly. Once you contract it, you may end up... not even being able to find any friends..."
At this moment, Xiang Nan clearly caught a hint of loneliness from his eyes, and heard him say hoarsely, "Don't make fun of this thing, none of us can afford it! You go, go back, stay as far away from me as possible
The better!”
Xiang Nan's eyes were completely wet with his dull words.
She thought that if he felt this way, it must be because he had been treated like this these days.
The so-called not having even half a friend... is it because he was treated coldly by his so-called friends? Is it because everyone is afraid of him and avoids him?
"Don't drive me away..."
This time, Xiang Nan no longer choked with him.
Her voice softened instantly, and as soon as she spoke, tears began to flow down her face. She stretched out her hand, desperately wrapped her arms around Jing Mengxian's strong waist, and pressed her face against his soft flesh.
She cried loudly on the sweater, "Jing Mengxian, don't drive me away, I won't leave, I don't want to leave! Don't say you don't have AIDS, even if you do, you can't infect me. You are a doctor, how can you
You don’t even have this bit of common sense! AIDS can only be transmitted through blood, mother-to-child, and sexually... Ugh... How can you be a doctor with such no common sense!"
He is a doctor, how could he not know how AIDS is transmitted? However, there is an eventuality in everything, and they should be extremely careful.
Xiang Nan was twitching as he spoke, and his pitiful little appearance was a bit funny, which made Jing Mengxian feel distressed and funny at the same time.
The ink-stained smoky pupils darkened.
Being hugged tightly by her, feeling the sudden addition of this soft little thing in her arms, at that moment, the whole heart seemed to fall into the clouds and mist, and the surroundings seemed to be wrapped in soft clouds.
It only takes a light touch to sink in deeply.
It feels like a dream or an illusion, both true and false, so fascinating...
"Yin Xiangnan, if you continue to hold me like this, I don't rule out the possibility of sexual transmission between us..."
He was only halfway through his words, and he stopped talking.
The magnetic and hoarse voice is deep and rich, like the strings played by a cello, and Jiao Xiangnan is intoxicated when he hears it.
Xiang Nan felt embarrassed and quickly let go of his hand in embarrassment, jumping away from his arms. A shy blush had already appeared on Ningxue's cheeks.
In the end, Jing Mengxian could not resist Xiang Nan, and the two of them moved from the elevator door to the lobby.
Xiang Nan sat uncomfortably on the single sofa with his legs together. Opposite him, Jing Mengxian sat there coldly with his legs folded. There was a white cigarette burning between his delicate white fingers, and there was a faint smoke.
The circle filled the air, lightly covering his handsome face that looked like a direct immortal. His sharp eyes like hawks fell on her through the thin smoke, and she heard him ask her, "Do you still remember you?"
What did you say to me a few days ago?"
There wasn't much expression on his handsome face.
Xiangnan lowered his head slightly in embarrassment, shook his head, and denied.
In fact, she still remembers it clearly.
Jing Mengxian took a deep breath from the cigarette in his hand, his eyebrows furrowed deeply, as if he was a little annoyed.
"You said we should never meet in private again! What now? What do you want to do?" There was obvious annoyance in his tone, "You've been pestering me like a disgusting fly all day long. What do you mean?"
His disgusted words made Xiang Nan pale slightly, pursed his lips, and felt that it was his fault again this time, "I'm sorry."
She apologized and tentatively discussed with the man opposite, "Can you treat it as if it's serious business this time?"
"Business?" Jing Mengxian smiled coldly, heartlessly, "Yin Xiangnan, why can everything become a business in your heart? Is it because you just want to come to me, even if you run over someone on the road?
Can an ant be considered a serious business?"
Xiang Nan bit his lip, unable to fight back after what he said.
Indeed, he had said this before, but now, just as he said, he was clinging to him like a troublesome fly and refused to let go.
Xiang Nan took a breath and concealed the dull pain in his heart, "I know I can't convince you, but I still said the same thing. Before you were diagnosed, I relied on you! You can say that I am stubborn.
No matter how shameless I am, whatever you think, I don’t care..."
In fact, she cares!
She didn't want to be annoyed by him, but she also didn't want him to treat her as an AIDS patient, shut herself up in a room alone, and then live on eating instant noodles every day.
Jing Mengxian's deep eyes sunk a little. He stretched out his hand and put out the cigarette butt in the ashtray. He raised his eyes and his eyes fell on Xiang Nan, "I think there is something I need you for."
figure out."
"?" Xiang Nan tightened his lips and looked at him in confusion.
"Whether I have AIDS or not, really, it has nothing to do with you! Also, if I have not been infected with AIDS, then I should be the happiest man in the world! As you can see, I want to
get married!"
Jing Mengxian said, spreading his hands, "The wedding is scheduled in two weeks, so, Yin Xiangnan, do you think you still have the right to stay here?"
He asked her in such a leisurely manner, but every word he spoke could drive her into a corner.
And his words, "I'm going to get married," were like a ruthless pronouncement. In an instant, Xiang Nan felt like he couldn't breathe.
It felt like a huge boulder was pressing down on my chest, and it hurt again and again.
A layer of mist unconsciously formed in her eyes, and the mist accumulated thicker and thicker, until finally it almost blurred her vision.
"How about this..."
Her voice was hoarse and a little uncomfortable.
She wanted to cry, but she held it back. She knew that she was meddling in other people's business, but she couldn't help but want to meddle in her own business, "How about you call Miss Qu to come and stay with you? Anyway,
, don’t stay alone in your room..."
She's not at ease, she's really not at ease!
"I won't let her come over." Jing Mengxian objected.
"Why?" Xiang Nan was a little depressed, and soon understood what he was worried about, "AIDS will not be spread through normal interactions. You are a doctor, don't you even understand this?"
"Do you think the relationship between me and her is just a normal relationship?" Jing Mengxian asked her with a sneer.
Xiang Nan was stunned for a moment by his question. The next moment, his mind turned around and he understood.
After understanding this, he felt inexplicably angry in his heart and shouted at him angrily, "Can't you just have a normal relationship with her these days? What's wrong with you? How many days can you bear it? When you see her, you can't
Can't wait to get pregnant? Do you think you are a beast or a dog?"
Xiang Nan admitted that she was a little jealous.
Moreover, she knew very well that she had no intention of being jealous at all, but she was not rational enough to think about feelings, whether she should be jealous or not, and whether it was her turn to be jealous. She just felt very uncomfortable right now.
Particularly unpleasant.
She turned her face away and stopped looking at him.
Jing Mengxian's deep eyes were fixed on that stubborn face, and ripples appeared in the dark eyes. Then, he heard him say in a deep voice, "Yin Xiangnan, do you think everyone does things like you?"
Is it mindless? Everyone is afraid to avoid AIDS when they hear it, but you..."
He even foolishly dug in!
Only she will remember to worry about him, and will care whether he is alone at this moment, whether he will be lonely, whether he will be afraid...
Yin Xiangnan, it turns out that falling in love with you four years ago was not without reason!
Hearing these words, Xiang Nan was stunned for half a minute, and felt a sudden surge of discomfort in his heart, "So, she hasn't come to see you either?"
Jing Mengxian's dark eyes flickered, and there was some confusion in them, "Yin Xiangnan, don't be so indignant, this is just reality."
Xiang Nan sneered, "What a reality! It turns out that Miss Qu is also such a person without common sense. It seems that you and your mother have very different visions."
The sudden mention of his mother made Jing Mengxian stunned for half a second. He looked at Xiang Nan with sharp eyes, "How do you know she is the daughter-in-law chosen by my mother?"
Xiang Nan panicked and realized that he had spoken too quickly. He felt a little guilty, but he quickly found a reason for himself to prevaricate, "Miss Qu said it herself."
"She told you this?"
"Tell me, she said your mother liked her very much. What? Is there a problem?"
She did say that she mentioned it on the day when the house was measured.
Jing Mengxian stared at her deeply, then did not continue the topic. He pointed to the still wet hair on Nan's head and said, "Go and blow dry your hair."
"okay……"
Xiang Nan took the hair dryer he had just prepared beside him and stood on the balcony to dry his hair.
Jing Mengxian sat on the sofa, quietly looking at the slender figure in the sun, the deep pool of his eyes becoming softer and softer...
To be continued...