Chapter Eight Conscience
Liao Gushi tried hard to swallow a little saliva, and his hoarse voice was eased: "At that time, people elsewhere were holding torches and lanterns and gathering in this courtyard. The bitch left his last breath and tried his best to speak to me. He said that I was indeed not my father's son. But I couldn't kill my uncle. Her voice was already very weak at that time. But these two sentences seemed to me to blow up my ears. The blood in her chest surged up. Her mouth was vague. She kept muttering, 'Go away.' Let go...' and let go. I was so angry that I shook the soft sword in my hand. Her head rolled to the ground."
The woman was stunned and said, "It was a man-killing."
"No... I left no room for that heart-wrenching sword before. I remember that the sword entered her front heart, and the back shoulder blades came out, and pierced it. At that time, I didn't expect that the sword would be so fast. And her body was as thin as paper. It seemed that there was no heart in her chest. There was only an empty shell left..."
He gritted his teeth and lowered his head. He grabbed a ball of clothes on his knees and wrinkled.
"It was them who were wrong, but I felt guilty in my heart. I hated this feeling of bloodlines. I hated her hypocrisy. Her dignity, her knowledge and etiquette were all fake. Everything was fake. In the end, I didn't expect that even myself was not the real self. It turned out that I was just a sinful seed born to two beasts. Haha. Is it ridiculous? Isn't it ridiculous? Hahahaha."
"Bang."
A slap in the face loudly hit Liao Gushi in the face, which made him stunned.
"Go to your father."
The woman leaned back, raised her legs and kicked him out of the bed, cursing, "I saw you Zhiguo Zhire. I thought you were a good man. I didn't expect that she was also an immoral waste. Your mother wanted you to run away quickly before she died. She was afraid that others would kill you. What else did you do for her except stab her with the sword? No matter how they acted, they were still confused by love. But you didn't even have any feelings."
A blue light shines brightly.
The oriole swept his resentment and walked out of her waist, rustling in the air and pointed at the bed.
Instead of not being afraid, the woman laughed out loud, shook her shoes and slapped him with her waist and said, "Oh, this is the legendary sword. Tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk. This is the first time I have seen someone who is going to see someone who is going to get into trouble. Why do you care about killing one more ** if you dare to kill your mother?"
She had long legs. She stood on the ground, which was much taller than Liao Gushi. In addition, her voice was scattered. She widened her eyes and raised her chest and raised her jaw. She was full of momentum. Liao Gushi was forced to take two steps back and hit the edge of the table. The cup and bowl were rumbling. He rushed to stop. He turned around and reached the back of the table. The woman sneered and picked up the wine pot. She drank a few mouthfuls into her mouth. He raised her hand and pointed at him with the mouth of the pot: "Why, don't you dare to do it? Ha. I remembered that since you were born to them, you will become brothers and sisters with your cousin. Most of you had an ambiguous relationship and had a private lifelong consignment. Your cousin pursued you. He must not know these things. Although you knew it, you didn't dare to say it. You could not face her. You had to escape everywhere. Oh, you really should be so cowardly."
Liao Gushi had to look up at her. He felt embarrassed and forced himself to hold his face up and said, "How good can you be? You always keep your own words. You are just degenerating." The woman squinted her eyes and held her legs. She kept sneering: "I leaned against her white body to earn the white silver. She didn't set up a chastity archway. She lived upright. What's there to be that I dare not admit? Is it true that I can't tell you how innocent she is in front of her? It's normal in your eyes."
Liao Gushi's muscles jumped a few times, and his blood gradually faded away. He said coldly: "Do you know why I told you those?"
His eyes became extremely cruel. He said one by one: "Because you are just a **."
He put away his sword and turned around and walked out.
The woman felt that she was the abandoned, old and rotten tree hole.
"stop."
She raised one of her white legs and stepped on the stool. Her eyes were fierce: "You think this is where? You kissed and hugged. I wanted to leave just like that."
Liao Gushi bit his lower lip: "Yes. How could I forget your livelihood?" He took out a string of copper coins from his arms and threw them back. The woman opened her hand and slapped it on the table: "Two hundred coins. What do you think of me?" Liao Gushi said: "One hundred coins. I only have so much. You are worth so much." The woman smiled sneered: "You can decide how much it is worth. I am the number one courtesan in Beijing. I am worth millions. Not to mention playing the piano and accompanying wine, even if I take a look, it will cost at least one hundred taels of silver." Liao Gushi was so angry that he trembled: "Who do you think you are? One hundred taels of silver is enough for ten families to eat for a year. You want to cheat me."
The woman shook her eyes and said leisurely: "I want money. Some are high-ranking officials and nobles who come to you in a big way. It is necessary to cheat you. But although I am doing a vulgar business, I have always been particular about doing things. You kissed me and hugged me. I have also kissed you and hugged you. Everyone is willing to pay for each other. But the money for meeting this hundred taels is indispensable. There is no credit on cash. If you want to leave, just pay. Otherwise, I will call someone."
Liao Gushi snorted: "If I want to leave, I am afraid that no matter how many people you call, I can't stop it."
"Oh, you really have the nerve to say this."
The woman laughed and kicked away the stool. She rolled her eyes around him and looked up and down. She looked up and down with a fake model: "Oh, I have seen many martial arts practitioners in the world. Isn't it true that I have a lot of kung fu? At least I still have a lot of backbone and I am a man who has been a good man for life. Are you practicing martial arts? You are planning to use it to bully the weak and deal with women. You refuse to pay for prostitution? You are not afraid of insulting the word "martial arts."
Liao Gushi clenched his fists with a few words, but it was difficult to take a step forward any more.
"And." The woman was very proud. She pulled the shoe, tilted around, and walked around, squirted coldly, "I think I am self-righteous when I know how to do both hands. I draw my sword at the same time. Kill seven people and kill eight people. I don't have a king's law in my eyes. When I commit crazy, even my mother will kill you. You are cruel enough. I welcome you and see countless people. I can make you wrong as a person so completely and so righteous. It's the first time I've seen you."
These words were so heartbroken that Liao Gushi was speechless for a while. His teeth were biting, and his body shook twice. His knees fell and fell to the ground.
The woman was startled: "What are you doing?"
"You are right. I practice martial arts and swords. I practice myself stronger and stronger. But my heart is getting more and more empty. My sword can beat people, but I can't convince people. Strong can beat weak people. It's just a truth that even a dog knows. What's the point of practicing? Although my mother did something inappropriate, she has been caring for me over the years. My sister is kind to me. After knowing the truth, I used her to vent her anger. What's wrong with her? What can't accept the facts is that I have lived for so many years. I really don't know what I've done right." Liao Gushi's voice was so sad and his fingers were deeply clenched into the carpet.
Although I was not happy in the past, I at least had a clear conscience and lived a peaceful and open life. But now...
Tears slid down again.
"Look at your bearish look."
The woman wanted to say something, but a trace of care flashed in her eyes. She didn't continue. She took a sip of wine and snorted softly, "Forget it. I know I can recognize it if I am wrong. You finally have a little conscience."
"Conscience. Conscience..."
Liao Gushi murmured and repeated. His eyes became confused. He killed his mother because of his conscience. He was guilty because of his conscience. How to discuss right and wrong? How to explain the conscience.
The woman gave him a blank look: "Conscience is to pay back the money. What I do is to do business. Are you pitiful to the poor?"
Liao Gushi said: "My surname is Liao since I was a child. I have never owe anyone this hundred taels of silver. I will still decide you." As he said that, he stood up suddenly.
"Hehehehehe. Hahahaha..."
The woman smiled tremblingly for a while, and her face suddenly became cold. She stared at him and said, "Is your surname still Liao?"
Liao Gushi shook his body, his chest was broken and speechless.
The woman urged her step by step and pointed at his nose and said sternly: "You never owe anyone. You dare to say that you never owe anyone. Farts. When you are pregnant for ten months, you eat her flesh and drink her blood in your belly, make her feel nervous. Your face is declining. You dare to say that you don't owe her in this world. It's so shameless. You think everything is fake. You can be more real than others. If you can be the same inside and outside, why should you crawl into the hole of a tree and cry? Is your strength in front of others not hypocrisy, your behavior is not a deception, a joke. You are a joke in your life."
Liao Gushi looked as sad as gray. He fell two steps and drew out a soft sword. A blue light wiped straight into his neck.
"Click..."
There was no room for a while. Something broke into the window paper and hit his right wrist and made a slight sound.
The warbler fell to the ground with resentment. The blue light lingered around the carpet, winding like a snake, twisting and trembling endlessly. The woman was startled and saw Liao Gushi's right wrist bone being dislocated. A small wooden sign was embedded between the bone cracks. It was not deep and there was no blood.
Someone said outside the window: "Although life is a road to death, why should you go so fast?"
Liao Gushi held his wrist and shouted: "Who?"
The person outside the window smiled and said, "You don't even want your own life. Why ask more questions about who I am?"
Liao Gushi was speechless immediately.
Chapter completed!