Chapter Four Thoughts
Xiao Bobai opened his mouth wide and was stunned on the spot.
Xiao Jinshiyue said: "You know I'm fine. So I'm looking for trouble for me everywhere. Isn't it?"
Xiao Bobai was only satisfied and hurriedly said, "I know my mistake. After returning to Hangzhou, I immediately released Miss Qin and sent a letter to the old swordsman Yan to break the contract."
Chang Sihao said, "No need to let it go." Xiao Bobai looked strange. Chang Sihao said, "Your news is right. Yin'er did lose memory due to illness. Before that, the person she liked was your young master." His eyes turned to Xiao Jinshiyue: "You two have feelings for each other. Let her be with you..." Xiao Jinshiyue blinked: "Who has feelings for her?" Chang Sihao said, "You." Xiao Jinshiyue was stunned and suddenly burst into laughter. Xiao Bobai looked at him in surprise: "Young master...Young master, please be slow and don't be happy. The old slave is really scared."
Xiao Jinshiyue smiled for a while and slowly took a breath. He said, "I understand. It must be because you eavesdropped outside my window and had a misunderstanding." Xiao Bobai said, "Young Master, you know what the master and I eavesdropped." Xiao Jinshiyue smiled, "Of course I know. Because I was not asleep at all, I was not talking in my sleep. I just thought about things on my own and I had no time to pay attention to others."
Xiao Bobai said: "I think about things. What are you thinking about?"
Xiao Jinshiyue said: "After I won two matches at the sword test conference, I found that a girl in the stands looked at me with different eyes. In the gap between going up and down, I also looked at her for a few times. At the moment of looking at each other, I felt that there were some subtle changes in my heart and body. So whenever the next opponent stood on the ring, I had an indescribable impulse, an impulse to express all of myself. So unknowingly, my move became more and more ruthless. It seemed like I was falling into some kind of madness. I felt like I and everything around me were out of control..."
Chang Sihao took a deep breath and thought: "When Yin'er looked at him... it must be full of strong admiration and admiration... So, the cause of the blood disaster at the sword test conference was actually..."
Xiao Jinshiyue said: "I know that if this continues, I will lose sooner or later. At that time, I tried my best to control myself and maintain the calmness on the surface. But my heart became more and more turbulent until someone came on stage.
He walked very slowly, calmly, but a strong sense of oppression penetrated into my heart. I clearly remember that the sun was dazzling at that time. The ring was white. The person who reported the array shouted loudly: 'Sword Tester: Qin Mo'. That was his name. I looked into his eyes and knew that I had met a real opponent. My heart suddenly became extremely calm."
Chang Sihao also recalled the scene that Juexiang told him. Although he knew that Qin Mo was defeated, he still felt nervous for no reason and his heart was pounding.
I saw Xiao Jinshiyue describe it here. The originally cynical expression was a little more serious. He gestured with his hands to the distance: "At that time, we stood opposite each other on the stage. Qin Mo leaned over and bent his legs and pressed the knife with one hand. My eyes were covered by his shoulders. I could clearly see the ups and downs driven by breathing. The ups and downs were extremely subtle. In my eyes, it was like a mountain collapsing and raising.
All signs show that this is a master who is different from other people. Just judging from the rhythm and expression of breathing, his skills can at least be comparable to those of the characters in the Sword Cultivation Hall. At that time, I thought that it was rumored in the martial arts world that the Qin family was devoted to the swordsmanship and finally achieved great success. At a young age, he has surpassed his father. It seems that the truth is not a false teaching.
I knew he was also observing my breathing. At this time, I shouldn't have been distracted, but I just thought of that girl. I knew she must be looking at me. Just as I thought of these, Qin Mo observed the changes in my breathing. He rushed over like an arrow. He made a move. I instinctively threw the umbrella out at him. I felt like I was going to lose. But the desire to show in my heart suddenly burst out, causing me to rush out desperately.
At that moment, my mind was blank. All the movements were completely instinct. When everything came to rest, my sword was in my hand. The man was on the side of the stage. Qin Mo's neck cracked and blood spurted out. His knife was only halfway through. I felt strange. He should not be such an opponent. He should be stronger and more difficult to deal with. But he died.
I fell into deep thought.
The question I thought about was: Is his death because he was a weak person or did I break through my own limits?
If it is the latter, then what makes me successfully break through the limit is the sudden outbreak of emotions or the result of entering a state of selflessness and reaching a certain state.
These two problems troubled me for a long time. During that time, I thought about this every moment. I thought about it during the day, at night, and dreamed. That was why I kept using that move in bed and finally came to a conclusion." When he said this, his eyes suddenly came back to his senses and looked at Chang Sihao: "The conclusion is: Qin Mo's death is a big problem."
Chang Sihao was stunned for a while and asked, "What's the problem?"
Xiao Jinshiyue said: "I don't know. But I know. Even if I could kill him at that time, it wouldn't be so easy. It gives me the feeling that Qin Mo was a little unusually slow when he took action. And while this slowness was taking action, he should have felt it himself. It was like... two people started at the same time. But he suddenly tripped at the same time while starting."
Xiao Bobai said: "Hey. Think about the situation at that time. It was indeed..."
Chang Sihao thought to himself: "So... did he get a tiny hidden weapon? But after the attack, the Qin family will always examine the autopsy. If there is a hidden weapon, you will find it... If Qin Mo was killed, then what is the purpose of the harming him? Is it the Qin family and the Xiao family? Could it be that this is the East Factory again... Yes. Remember who said that at that time, three of the four major players from the East Factory came... However, the seats of the VIPs like them should be not far from the Zheng and the others. If it is a small move, it will be quite difficult..." He was confused for a moment.
Xiao Jinshiyue said: "I can't think of the answer to this question. My mind turned back to the sword learning. In the past, I tried to keep my mind stable and calm. But the battle on the ring made me discover another level of things. That is, the mind and emotions can "influence" or "improve" a person's martial arts. But I have never been involved in lust for twenty years. I didn't know how to start. So I followed that feeling and imagined the scene of talking about love with the girl in my heart. I realized the linkage between psychology and physiology."
Xiao Bobai then realized: It turned out that the young master was lying on the bed and shouting the name of the girl. He was actually experiencing swordsmanship and martial arts. However, it was incredible to say such things. It would be better to regard him as a scheming fanatic, as it is so easy for a madman to be accepted.
Xiao Jinshiyue said: "I have experienced this in chaos for more than three years. Suddenly one day I discovered that love, vanity, and expression of desire all have the biggest roots. This root is 'difference'. The difference produces 'you', 'me'. Only when there are each other, people will have 'love and hate', 'comparison' or 'hostility'. Then there is no need to avoid right or wrong, quarrels. If we regard the world as the same, then stones are me. Flowers and plants are also
Me, you are me, I am also me. We are all relatives, family, or even one person. With such a heart, I suddenly felt that the world has changed. I don’t want to kick a stone or a flower at will. Because it’s like kicking myself and slapping myself in my mouth. During that time, as rice grains are chewing in my mouth, I will involuntarily shrink my shoulders. I can even feel bullied and hurt..."
While he was telling, his body curled up, his forearms crossed his chest and his hands were holding his shoulders. He felt like he wanted to completely protect himself. He saw that Xiao Bo's white lips trembled. He stretched out his hand to hold it up. It was not to hold it or pat it. He said with all his might: "Young Master, wake up, wake up... Why are you doing this again? You are so scary..." The sailors next to him were all at a loss.
Xiao Jin Shiyue Tuan Ball's body suddenly fell down and spread into the word "big". Haha, he smiled: "That state is something that happened a long time ago."
Chang Sihao suddenly remembered Lin Xunhua, the mentor of the Alliance Leader Zheng. He thought to himself: "Senior Lin talked about his 'two-dependent sword technique' and his body and mind dependence. Human and sword dependence. All things dependence. The body and mind dependence are the combination of form and spirit. Human and sword dependence is the combination of emotion and ruthlessness. The sword is born with spirituality. The stubborn stone nodded. He also said that if he can practice to the extreme, he can sense the subtle connection between all things and understand the principles of biochemical transformation and decline. Even Alliance Leader Zheng only realized that human and sword dependence. Xiao Jinshiyue in front of him could actually distinguish yin and yang, water and fire from watermelons and find himself in flowers, plants and stones. Could it be that he has reached this strange state of sword dependence in the "all things dependence"? Or... or even this supreme state."
Just as she was thinking that she was gently stabbed under her armpit, Xiao Jinshiyue smiled and said, "So, your wife, it's better to take it back. Although you are me, yours is mine, but she doesn't think so. Haha."
Looking at the thousands of waves that were darkening in front of him, Chang Sihao felt a sense of laughter and crying for a moment. He stayed there in a daze.
Life on sailing on the sea was dull. In the following days, he not only practiced chicken legs on the deck, but also chatted with Xiao Jinshiyue. After chatting deeply, he realized that the other party's understanding of swordsmanship and life had reached an incredible level. Sometimes when he heard him say something, he was often isolated and special, and inexplicably. But after turning several turns, he found that he had already talked about it and was directly at the core. So he became more and more fond of chatting. He almost became inseparable from him.
One day, I suddenly became curious and remembered the "Qiuanqi Sword" he asked him why he didn't wear it. Xiao Jinshiyue said lightly: "It's done."
"It's done." Chang Sihao almost thought he heard it wrong.
Xiao Jinshiyue smiled and said, "The relatives are very stingy. It's not enough to eat in vain."
Chang Sihao asked: "How much did you do it?"
Xiao Jinshiyue said: "Two hangs."
"What." Chang Sihao said: "Isn't Qiongqi Sword one of the four famous swords? What's the ice river that penetrates the sea? The warbler resents Qiongqi. Although it's at the bottom, it's not so cheap."
Xiao Jinshiyue smiled and said, "Because it was only used as money for an umbrella, the other party did not see that it was a sword."
Chang Sihao was silent for a while and sighed: "Yes. Everyone like you can do it for a sword. Even if the fire stick is in your hand, there will be no problem."
Xiao Jinshiyue smiled and reached out to his waist. He pulled the "Ten Miles of Time" into his hand. He dropped the tip of the sword and shook his hand. He nailed it to the deck with a "stern" sound. He asked, "Take a fire stick and see how much effort it takes to insert it." He pulled up the "Ten Miles of Time" and weighed it in his hand. He said, "A layman can never speak the inner verb. What heavy swords do not require a sharp edge, and holding grass can hurt people. It's really a wonderful idea. Abandoning swords and using grass is what good at using things. You are happy and disgusted with lightness. Why not change the hammer mace and meteor."
Chang Sihao said, "I know someone. The sword blade is wide and thick, and the back is seven feet long. And his martial arts are really good." Xiao Jinshiyue asked, "This man is still alive." Chang Sihao shook his head: "He is dead. He died under a soft sword." Xiao Jinshiyue smiled: "It seems that the facts have proved me." Chang Sihao was silent for a moment. Suddenly asked, "Brother Xiao has the method of breaking the soft sword."
Xiao Jinshiyue looked at him with a smile: "Why? The dead person is your friend."
Chang Sihao seemed to be unable to answer. His eyes suddenly became a little far away.
Xiao Jinshiyue asked: "Where is the one who killed him?"
Chang Sihao said: "It's my brother."
Xiao Jinshiyue said: "Your brother kills your friend. How can you avenge this grudge?" Chang Sihao looked at the sea for a long time: "I hope I will never have to avenge this grudge. But I am afraid that things in the world will be impermanent one day. I am afraid that one day good brothers will turn against each other and that one day someone will regard a foreign land as their hometown."
Xiao Jinshiyue said: "It seems that I don't need to teach you anymore."
Chang Sihao said: "Why? Do you think my martial arts are enough to deal with it."
Chapter completed!