Lin Haoran returned to the hotel alone.

The Studio City Hotel was booked by the crew of "Mr. Zombie". After the crew started working, the hotel was empty.

Back in the room, Lin Haoran came to the chair by the window and sat down.

The room was extremely quiet. Lin Haoran looked at the patterns on the carpet with a dull look in his eyes.

Right now, everyone in the crew was busy filming on the set, but he, the male lead, was driven back, like an insignificant grain of sand.

Without him, the crew is like a fish without a bicycle, without any impact.

"Who am I to be the alpha male?"

Lin Haoran laughed self-deprecatingly and whispered to himself: "I am just a clown, a buffoon who is used to make fun of me. Even my father is better than me. He has done everything over and over again. I am just like an elm pimple.

No…I’m just trash!”

Talking to himself, he couldn't help feeling sad and his eyes were sore.

"Damn! You're so worthless. You're such a big man, and you're still crying?"

Cursing himself in a low voice, he raised his hands to cover his eyes and cried out. Several snot bubbles popped up in his nostrils, which made him very sad.

On the other side, Lin Zhengan was busy filming on the set.

"Stop! It's passed!"

After finishing one scene, Song Qi stopped, came to Lin Zhengan with a smile, and said, "Uncle An, thank you for your hard work. You did a good job in this one."

"Have you passed? Did I scream a little too falsely?" Lin Zhengan was a little worried.

"That's right, Ah Wei didn't really burn you, he just used pigskin on you! You acted just right."

Song Qi said with a smile: "For the sake of insurance, we will guarantee another one. You can try it a little more seriously this time and see which one works best."

"Can."

Lin Zhengan nodded and asked: "Director, I have a question that I don't know how to ask."

"You ask." Song Qi looked at him.

Lin Zheng'an lowered his voice and asked: "That Bai Shuang has been very close to my son recently. Is she under your arrangement?"

"Huh? Did you see it?"

Song Qi was a little surprised.

"After all, he is already several decades old. You can guess it after just thinking about it."

Lin Zheng'an smiled and said seriously: "Director, I don't know what your purpose is, but I understand my son. Although he looks carefree, he is small-minded and sensitive, and can easily get into trouble. Don't tease him.

If you tease her too hard, I'm afraid he won't be able to bear it."

"No, that's actually the case. I want to..."

Song Qi patiently explained the situation to Lin Zheng'an before saying, "I was afraid that telling you would have no effect if you accidentally revealed it to him, so I even hid it from you."

"So that's the case, then I'm relieved."

Lin Zhengan breathed a sigh of relief after hearing this.

"But although that was the plan, the situation seems to have changed now."

Song Qi explained: "I originally planned to explain the situation to him and ask him to withdraw from the role after I finished filming the scene in the morning, but Bai Shuang's girl couldn't hold her nerve and fell apart. Haoran's current mood should not be strong.

Okay, that’s why I asked him to go back and rest first, but I don’t know if he can adjust back.”

"That's enough."

Lin Zheng'an became a little worried again: "I know that kid can be very thin-skinned sometimes. You suppressed him so much during filming, and you are in such a situation again. He must be feeling aggrieved now."

Song Qi thought for a while and suggested: "Let's do this. I'll talk to him when I get back in the evening and explain the matter clearly. Then there should be no problem."

"That's the only way it can be."

Lin Zhengan nodded: "Then I will go and prepare first."

"Okay, let's finish the filming and call it a day."

After Song Qi returned to the monitor, he picked up the monitoring headphones and put them on: "Come on, let's do this again! All units are ready!"

…

After finishing work in the evening, the crew returned to the hotel.

Lin Zhengan got off the bus and went directly upstairs to his room.

drop!

Opening the door with the room card, the room was dark.

Through the light in the corridor, Lin Zhengan vaguely saw Lin Haoran sitting on the chair by the window, motionless.

"Why don't you turn on the light?"

Lin Zheng'an asked, inserted the room card into the card slot, and the lights in the room came on.

Lin Haoran was dressed neatly and looked at the suitcase in front of him without saying a word.

"What did you take out the suitcase for?"

Lin Zhengan guessed something, and his expression darkened.

"dad."

Lin Haoran raised his head and looked at him with a dull smile: "I may not be suitable for acting."

"What?"

Even though Lin Zhengan had some guesses in his mind, he still couldn't believe it when he heard these words coming from his mouth: "Do you know what you are talking about? Are you crazy?"

Lin Haoran looked at his feet, smiled bitterly and shook his head: "I have never been so awake like now."

Looking at him, Lin Zhengan couldn't hide his disappointment in his eyes.

Lin Haoran didn't look at him, but just said to himself: "Actually, I have been deceiving myself all this time. I thought that after passing the film and television academy, I could become an actor, escape from the ordinary life, and... But

I overestimated myself.

I am just an ordinary person. My identity as an actor has always been like a windshield and a fig leaf, maintaining my dignity.

Even if I don't earn much, at least I have an identity as an actor that I can show off and tell others that I'm chasing my dream.

But now I think about it clearly, in fact, I don’t have that ability at all…”

"You think so clearly!"

Lin Zheng'an was angry: "You're just scared! You're scared! You can't bear it after the director cursed you for a few words! Look at your appearance, do you look like a man?"

Lin Haoran lowered his head and clenched his fists.

The more Lin Zhengan talked, the angrier he became: "A manly man, you can't stand such a little setback, and you want to back down when you feel a little wronged. Then why did you choose this path in the first place?"

Lin Haoran suddenly raised his head and glared at Lin Zhengan: "Because I don't want to be called the son of the gatekeeper! I don't want to be looked down upon!"

"..."

Lin Zheng'an fell silent, the corner of his mouth twitched, but he did not speak, he just looked at Lin Haoran.

Lin Haoran's eyes were red, but after seeing Lin Zhengan's eyes, he ducked away with a guilty conscience and looked aside.

Lin Zheng'an stared at Lin Haoran and said in a deep voice: "I have been the chief of the security department for half my life. My job is indeed no different from guarding the door, but I don't steal or rob. I will provide for your grandparents until they die, support your mother, and take care of you."

Lala Da, I am worthy of everyone!

There is nothing wrong with people moving to higher places and water flowing to lower places, but if you want others to think highly of you, you must first think highly of yourself!

I am dozens of years old and have never even seen a camera. Suddenly I come to be an actor with you and learn acting. Do you think it is easy for me?

Yes, Song Qi didn't scold me much on the set, but I could tell that he was taking care of my age and was embarrassed to say harsh words! When he scolded you, wasn't he talking about me?

These days, I get up at five o'clock every morning to read the script and memorize the lines. I'm afraid of disturbing you, so I go downstairs to read it, and then come up to call you at one o'clock.

I'm already old, for what? Aren't I the one who is afraid of losing you?

It's a good thing now, the scene has just been filmed, but you got angry and wanted to leave.
Chapter completed!