"Her Highness Sigrid called all of us non-combatants together and distributed red crystals the size of sesame seeds to us.

"It is claimed that as long as it is implanted in the body, one can be immortal like a god, and we will have the capital and strength to fight against the construct and the tower spirit.

"Her Highness Sigrid showed us her results, the red crystal on her chest the size of a baby's fist, and her summon, a Thor stone monster that was also embedded with a red crystal.

"She called it the Philosopher's Stone.

"Oh no! It's unbelievable! Where is the Philosopher's Stone? It's the ruby ​​that the madman Karsus turned into after his death!

"And Karsus, the madman who destroyed Netheril! Why should he be called a sage! He doesn't deserve it!

"How dare Sigrid! How dare she do such a crazy thing! If the captain knew about it, he would never forgive her behavior!

"But Sigrid seems to be crazy too. She seems to be risking everything to take back the spaceship and then go to the shadow plane to find her father!

"'Either wait to be killed by the constructs, or turn into an undead monster and fight them to the end, regaining control of the spaceship! Go to the shadow plane!'

"Okay, I want to see Nasha, I want to see the children, even if I really turn into a monster, so what?"

Nether March 03, 3521.

"Three months have passed, and most of us have already finished setting the damn stone.

"I have to say, it is indeed magical. After inlaying it, even I, a semi-disabled person who was once only a level 9 magician/promoted to a level 6 arcanist, actually gained near-legendary strength.

"What's more important is that I really don't seem to age anymore or die.

"I died once yesterday when I was smashed into pulp by a steel stone golem.

"It's amazing that I'm alive again today, but it seems like I've forgotten something.

"But fortunately, it doesn't seem to be a very important memory. At least I still remember Nasha and my two children!

"But it also made me alert. I must try to avoid too many deaths. If I forget their existence, what's the point of my life?"

April 23, Nether 3523.

"Two years have passed, and we are still at odds with the construct. If this continues, we may get nothing.

"I seem to have died a few more times, damn, it makes me feel like I'm turning into a zombie.

"In the past few months, I seem to be having nightmares, as if something is growing inside me.

“Even when I’m awake, I seem to be able to feel its presence.

"Oh my god, this is terrible, this must be a side effect of the damn red quartz!

"But now it has become completely integrated with me, and I have a feeling that if I take it out, I will die immediately.

"It's not as simple as death. It's my consciousness and my existence that have completely died. However, my body will continue to live under the influence of instinct. Maybe that unknown existence will ban me. Maybe

"Ah, what on earth should I do?

"By the way, why do I have to fight?

"Is it to take back the ship and go to the shadow plane?

"But what are we going to do in the shadow plane?

"There's nothing there but damn shadow creatures.

"Wait a minute, why am I crying all of a sudden?

"But I can't feel the warmth of tears

"Ah, I want to die so much"

At this point, this diary is no longer continued.

Li Wei felt extremely heavy in his heart.

Although he had already had a premonition, he never expected that the medicine Sigrid injected into people actually contained the Philosopher's Stone transformed by Karsus!

This is simply equivalent to injecting someone else's ashes into the living body!

Just thinking about it makes me panic

That researcher may have given up on himself completely in the end.

After forgetting his most precious memory, he no longer has the desire to continue to exist.

At this moment, a flash of lightning flashed across Li Wei's mind.

He suddenly remembered that the main energy circuit of the ship's power furnace had been closed once by Sigrid and the two dead first officers using secondary authority!
Chapter completed!