145 Intoxicated I Love You
Beauty is a curse?
Shen Zui laughed and looked at Xiao Yao, "I can't even compare to that ordinary dancer just now, so I have the nerve to call her a beauty? It's true that I've become a disaster now, but it's not because of my beauty, it's because I'm too stupid. Shu Xunfen is stupid. I have to let Jin Yin and Shen Datong control me and choose the prime minister’s wife and the princess!”
Without all of this, her original life might not be good, but at least she wouldn't have to suffer the condemnation of her conscience.
Shen Zui slowly took a step towards Xiao Yao and sighed softly, "Xiao Yao, don't go, okay?"
Xiao Yao lowered his head to stare at her and chuckled. The smile was extremely self-deprecating, "Shenzui, I once gave you the power to respond to my requests, but you don't want it."
Chen Zui's heart ached, "I'm sorry."
"It doesn't matter."
He answered too easily and didn't take it to heart. Shen Zui said anxiously, "Xiao Yao, I'm sorry, it's true. It's all my fault. I shouldn't have given you hope, and then I was so cruel to you. It was me. I'm sorry, but you don't want to go to the battlefield. The war is tense now. Even if you really want to make contributions, you can wait a little longer and don't go at this time."
The more Shenzui talked, the more anxious she became. The more she talked, the closer she seemed to get to the killing and cruelty of that battlefield.
"Making meritorious service?" Xiao Yao looked at her and smiled softly, like an elder who tolerated his children, "Intoxication, making meritorious deeds is far from enough."
Shen Zui was shocked and looked at him with wide eyes.
"They forced me to marry Cen Wuzhi." Xiao Yao suddenly said something.
In one sentence, it hits the painful spot of intoxication.
Her face was ugly, Xiao Yao just looked at her lightly and asked, "Are you sad because you think of me and her...or are you sad that you ruined my marriage?"
"Xiao Yao..."
"Stop talking. Shen Zui, you don't love me, I know."
Drunk for a moment.
"So, I was thinking hard about how to apologize to you, and I promise you, it's not necessary."
Under the moonlight, Xiao Yao's eyes were very bright, but there was no sharpness at all. Instead, he was surprisingly calm, "You don't care at all. If you did, when you saw me and her... you wouldn't retreat silently." Out."
"I'm sorry..." The three most useless words, but besides these three words, she didn't know what else to say.
"What I want is never these three words."
"But I can't afford any more," Shen Zui tightened his palms, looked at Xiao Yao tightly, and said cruelly, "I'm sorry for you, I failed you, you hate me, you live a good life, you hate me It doesn't matter for the rest of my life. If something really happens to you, wouldn't it be an advantage to me? When the time comes, my loved ones will be in pain and my enemies will be happy. Xiao Yao, when did you become so confused?"
Xiao Yao smiled and shook his head, as if he didn't hear Shen Zui's words at all, and continued his own topic, "I will not marry Cen Wuzhi."
Shen Zui looked at him, a little helpless.
Xiao Yao continued, "For royal matters, whether you get it or reject it, you have to pay a price. My price is...a life-or-death military order."
"Military order? Life or death?"
"Yes, I will not marry Cen Wuzhi. I will decide who I will marry and who I will love in this life." Tonight, Xiao Yao had been very calm, looking at Shen Zui calmly, but his calm eyes were full of amazing nostalgia, "In exchange , I issued a military order to my father. When I go to the border, I can only defeat the Huns in one fell swoop, otherwise, I will never have to come back. From this moment on, there are only two ways in my life, either to triumph or to die in battle."
Drunk, my eyes suddenly became sore and hot, and I could hardly control my tears anymore.
"Shen Zui, maybe...tonight will be the last time we see each other."
The tears finally fell, and there was a moist line with a slight warmth, "Don't go... Xiao Yao, I beg you, don't go. It's not worth it for a woman like me! I have never loved you, I
I am willing to accept that you are just interested in your status.
and wealth. At that time, I was alone and helpless. Even if it wasn't you, no matter which man was rich, powerful and willing to love me, I would accept him. Xiao Yao... you really don't want to go. The time is not right, this battle is over.
Seven years, don’t sacrifice yourself in vain..."
Shen Zui cried and persuaded, and couldn't help but hold Xiao Yao's hand tightly, "You don't like Cen Wuzhi? It's okay. I'll testify for you that it's Huaimo's trick and it's none of your business... Marry whoever you like.
, I’ll help you, and you don’t have to die!”
"Stop crying, I don't blame you." Xiao Yao wiped away her tears calmly, "You don't understand yet, it doesn't matter, you will understand when I come back alive."
"No..." Shen Zui cried, shaking his head violently.
Xiao Yao slowly hugged her into his arms and let her lean on his chest, not too hard, as if it was just a simple etiquette when leaving, but his hands were tightly clenched into fists, and he used all his strength
Strengthen yourself.
…
Xiao Yao left without looking back. Shen Zui stood there, with water vapor in front of his eyes.
She really... harmed Xiao Yao's life, there is no doubt about it. It wasn't Cen Wuzhi, it was her, it was intoxication that harmed him!
Xiao Yao took her into his arms, leaned into her ear, and told her the big secret from the closest distance.
Xiao Yao said: "Shen Zui, if I die on the battlefield, I will be in your heart forever; if I come back alive, 200,000 soldiers will be my bargaining chip to seize the throne. Only by ruling the world, no one can stop me from loving you."
."
"So, no matter what the outcome is, I will never lose if I issue this military order."
"Shen Zui, I love you."
Shen Zui was shocked and grabbed his hand tightly, not letting him go, but he just smiled at her and cruelly pulled her hand away, finger by finger.
Indulge in silent crying at night.
how so……?
Xiao Yao, you have issued a military order to only win but not lose, but what do you want me to do? Do you really want me to die to apologize for your guilt?
"Pah, pah, pah."
In the oblique ground, the sound of light applause came. I was so drunk that I wiped away my tears quickly.
Following the sound, a man in apricot-yellow clothes walked out of the shadows, Shen Zui frowned.
"It's a wonderful scene of birth, separation and death. Does Mrs. Prime Minister know that she hasn't had enough of the dancing alone just now, and now she comes to cheer her up?"
Prince Xiao Di slowly approached Shenzui.
Shen Zui calmly took two steps back and saluted the visitor, "Greetings to His Highness the Crown Prince."
"No need to be polite." The prince said, without stopping, he quickly walked to Shen Zui in two large steps and helped her up with his own hands.
Intoxicated with disgust, he moved away without leaving a trace.
"I have always been curious about what kind of woman can Huai Mo and my third brother compete so hard that everyone in the court knows about it."
Shen Zui lowered his head and remained calm.
Xiao Di looked at her evilly, "It turns out she is just a wanton woman."
Shen Zui continued to lower his head, just wanting to get away quickly. When Xilou saw him, he knew that this prince was not a good person. He should stay as far away from such a person as possible. She said in a low voice, "Your Highness, I forgive you, but you are indeed
Misunderstood."
"Misunderstanding?" Xiao Di raised his eyebrows.
Xiao Yao's skills were not weak. In order to avoid being discovered, he could only watch the two entanglement from a distance and did not dare to come closer. He only appeared after Xiao Yao had gone far away. He did not hear what the two said clearly, but the two of them were reluctant to do so.
But he could clearly see the hug he gave up.
"Tell me, what will happen if I tell the Prime Minister what I just saw?"
Shen Zui gritted his teeth secretly and still said warmly, "His Royal Highness the Crown Prince really misunderstood. We just met by chance. Even if His Highness the Crown Prince doesn't tell your husband, I will take the initiative to explain it to him. Your Highness the Crown Prince, if there is nothing else, I will
I’ll take my leave now.”
After Shen Zui finished speaking, he quickly walked around.
Xiao Yao appeared just now, and Rong Rong didn't know where he had taken her. At this time, she was alone with this bastard prince... She didn't have the guts! The best thing to do was to run away quickly.
"I said you can leave?" Xiao Di blocked her way.
Shen Zui gritted his teeth and said, "What is your Royal Highness's will?"
Xiao Di squinted his eyes and stared at Shen Zui's face wantonly. He raised his hand slightly to touch it. Shen Zui clenched his fist tightly to avoid slapping him. It's best not to mess with such a person. Shen Zui
I had to grit my teeth and avoid it.
Xiao Di touched the empty space, and the expression on his face became even more evil, "I can't tell you what the purpose is, but I just want to ask you, when will you be free to come over and serve me?"
Chen Zui was surprised that Xiao Di was so bold and said coldly, "Your Highness, please respect yourself."
"Don't tell Gu, if you didn't make my third brother comfortable in bed, he would be willing to die for you? Gu just wants to try out what it's like to be a woman that both Huaimo and Xiao Yao fall in love with."
Shen Zui wanted to beat him with hatred, yes, in the face, to knock out all his teeth! So that your dog can't spit out ivory from his mouth!
While I was hating in my heart and thinking about how to escape, I heard a scream, "Catch the assassin! The assassin is over there!"
Chapter completed!