163 Love me, okay? There is love(1/2)
"It hurts? Then you can touch me to relieve the sore throat."
His eyes were evil, his mouth was raised, he was teasing her, and his hands were still squeezing her breasts, either heavily or lightly.
Shen Zui gritted her teeth. Now that she was married, she had psychologically accepted these things. However, this matter was sensitive. If he didn't take her seriously, she would feel humiliated, as if she was his plaything, and she would feel sad when she thought about it.
Huai Mo saw her eyes gradually turning red and immediately scolded, "Don't cry!"
Shen Zui looked up at him and said resentfully, "Can't you be nice to me? Even if you are only obsessed with my body, at least you can't be nice to me when you want my body? Hao"
Hearing this, Huai Mo's heart sank suddenly. He felt suffocated and heavy. He still asked in a cold voice, "How do you want me to be nice to you? Be gentle? Do you really love me to be gentle? This is too gentle and you won't like it."
Bar."
"You..." Shen Zui was so angry that he wanted to bite him, and tears fell from his eyes unsatisfactorily.
Seeing this, Huai Mo frowned and cursed, "I told you not to cry. If you cry again, I will cover your face with a veil! Qian"
As he spoke, his fingers gently wiped away her tears, "I don't know what you are made of. How come you have so many tears and cry at every turn? If your temper is as soft as your tears, why bother...
Um!"
Huai Mo was talking when Shen Zui suddenly grabbed his hand, brought it to his mouth and bit it hard.
Huai Mo's subconscious reaction was to show murderous intent in his eyes, but when he saw her biting his hand viciously, her eyes fierce but sparkling with tears, he endured it for a moment and didn't even withdraw his hand, just letting her bite him.
Shen Zui showed no mercy at this moment, the tip of her tongue was filled with the taste of blood. Huai Mo's hand broke open, and blood flowed out from the corners of her lips. Shen Zui's eyes were always looking at him, and so was Huai Mo. The two looked at each other, both of them looking at each other.
He was disheveled, so he let her bite him to vent his anger.
Huaimo bleeds, and drunkenness sheds tears.
Later, the blood shed by Huai Mo gradually decreased, but Shen Zui shed more and more tears. Finally, Shen Zui was powerless and threw his hand away and cried alone.
Huai Mo looked at his bloody hands, then looked at Shen Zui who was shaking slightly from crying, and sighed, "I haven't cried yet, why are you crying?"
Shen Zuili ignored him.
Huai Mo sighed softly, and held her in his arms without caring about his hands, "Stop crying, I will never hurt you again, okay?"
Shen Zui glanced at his hand holding her and said coldly, "Let go, you've soiled my clothes."
Huai Mo's face was stiff. He endured it, but when he couldn't hold it back, he gritted his teeth and said, "Shenzui, don't push yourself too hard! I treated you well and you tried to run away. I hit you hard and you bit me again. I coaxed you and you still don't know what's good."
Shen Zui glanced at him resentfully.
Huai Mo closed his eyes, suppressed the anger in his heart, and tried his best to restrain himself and asked, "Tell me, what do you want from me, so that you can put away these awkward things of yours?"
"Am I awkward?" Shen Zui was furious. After wandering for a long time, he still pushed everything on her. In a fit of anger, she said indiscriminately, "Am I awkward or are you cruel? If you don't love me, don't marry me.
Since you forced me, I will follow your wishes.
I love you, but why can't you be nicer to me? What woman doesn't want to be pampered by her husband? But all your favors are given to others, and all your bad deeds are left to me. I want to serve you and let you do it.
You are so mean to me, how can you treat me as so...so low and mean!"
Shen Zui's cheeks turned red with anger, and he finally gritted his teeth and said the word "low."
Huai Mo stared at her blankly, "How do you think that's what you think?"
Shen Zui bit her lip, "You made me think so! You are always like this. When you are in a good mood, you talk to me nicely, like coddling a kitten. When you are in a bad mood, you torment me at will. Have you forgotten? Not long ago, you were
You want to take my life for another woman, but in the blink of an eye you want me... you want me to go to bed with you! I used to only think that I was an almighty maid, but now I know that I am actually an almighty woman. It's up to you, whatever you want
Think about it. I still want to kill me."
As Shen Zui spoke, another wave of tears came out unsatisfactorily, and she wiped them away fiercely.
Her hand was suddenly held by him, and she struggled away. Huaimo's hand was as tight as steel. She looked at him complainingly, only to see that his eyes were as deep as ink at the moment, and his thin lips were pursed, staring at her tightly.
"open……"
"sorry."
The two of them spoke at the same time. Shen Zui was stunned. He subconsciously opened his eyes and looked at the man in front of him. He would also apologize?
His clothes had been half-opened when the two of them were rubbing each other just now. His clothes were disheveled at this time, but his face was surprisingly deep, as if he was not like her at the moment, but as calm as if he was discussing national affairs in the court.
"I'm sorry." Huaimo said again, gently wiping away her tears, "Don't cry, I don't mean to belittle you at all."
As he wiped away her tears, she cried, "Are you going to blame me for thinking too much?"
"No." He sighed softly, "Blame me...blame me for not knowing how to love you. I...want to love you, pamper you, and treat you well, but I seem to have done something wrong and made you misunderstand me."
Shenzui paused for a moment in tears, looked at him with sobs, and corrected, "It's not that it seems that I did it wrong, it really was that I did it wrong, and I didn't misunderstand."
"Okay, it's all my fault. I shouldn't be so bad to you. I just... really miss you. You are not with me, and I miss you every day. I missed you that night, so I went to see you.
You, I wanted to spend one night with you, so I went south. But you didn’t want me to touch you. I was soft-hearted and wanted to let you go, but you even refused to let me go.
I didn't want to sleep together, so I threw you to the ground when I was angry. Later, I stood outside alone all night. When it got light, I wanted to see you again and then left, but I saw you lying on the bed sleeping well.
.When you are not here, I toss and turn, but when I am not there, you sleep so well. I am so angry that I take you away."
Shen Zui opened his mouth slightly in surprise and looked at Huai Mo in disbelief.
He, not only did he apologize, he also explained! Is this really what Huai Mo would do? Shen Zui blinked stiffly, and Huai Mo explained to her that for the first time, she was caught off guard and didn't know how to react.
Stunned there.
There was obvious disappointment in Huai Mo's eyes, "We have been separated for so long, do you really miss me at all?"
"I..." Shen Zui opened his mouth, but felt his lips and teeth were dry, and he swallowed again.
"Not at all?" Huai Mo's tone was so soft, as if she was afraid of disturbing him even a little bit, and then let it go without thinking about him at all.
Shen Zui stared blankly at his appearance at this moment. He stared at her carefully, his eyes loving and protective, as if she was a young man who was in love for the first time. Her heart softened and she sighed softly, "I miss you."
…”
Before Shen Zui finished speaking, Huai Mo's eyes widened, as if he was overjoyed.
Shen Zui sighed bitterly and continued, "I also miss you for treating me badly."
Huai Mo's face suddenly turned gloomy.
"You've never been kind to me, how can I think of you kindly?" Shen Zui looked into his eyes and whispered, "Huaimo, I know that if people are always moody, it's mostly because of conflicts. You
What are you conflicting about? Is conflict too good for me or too bad for me? Have you made the decision once and for all?
Don't let me go through the trouble with you... If you are determined to be bad to me, I will naturally let myself gradually forget you; if you are determined to be good to me, I will love you wholeheartedly. Although you love Chen Yu but not me
, but at least I am your wife now, and I can still love you during the time we are together."
Shen Zui said softly and slowly lowered her head. She could feel the hot gaze falling on her head, but so what? She smiled bitterly.
He did often treat her like this. When he was passionate, she often had the illusion that she was everything to him. He had loved her for thousands of years, and if she died, he would stay with her. But that kind of passion was often just
It was short-lived, but not long after, he started to treat her badly again. She knew that he was conflicting, but in fact, she vaguely knew what he was conflicting about. If they were in a different place, she would also be conflicted. She obviously loves one woman, but is obsessed with another woman.
The body, how can it not be contradictory?
Shen Zui was thinking bitterly when her chin was lifted suddenly, and immediately, two soft lips fell on her lips. His hands then wrapped around her waist and pressed her into his arms.
She shed tears sadly.
Huai Mo kissed away her tears one by one, then slowly kissed her earlobe, saying hoarsely, "Love me, okay? I will love you well, pamper you, and give you everything you want. I
I will never let you go for the rest of my life. I will never kill you again or treat you badly again. You love me, okay?"
When Shen Zui heard this, his body froze, he took a deep breath, slowly hugged his waist, and let large tears fall on his shoulders.
He only asked her to love him, but he did not promise his love to her. How could she not hear it? However, the person who first expressed love was destined to be in a weak position, and she accepted her fate.
Since you can't hate or escape, then don't be greedy. Don't ask for his love, just ask for his favor.
Shenzui thought sadly, slowly withdrew from his embrace, took the initiative to climb up to his neck, and kissed his lips.
Huai Mo's body stiffened for a moment, then he turned his back on her and held her in his arms harder, kissing her deeply.
…
Their clothes quickly fell to the floor, and Shen Zui sat naked on the table. Huai Mo stood between her legs, assuming their current position, and slowly entered her body.
After a long separation, once their bodies were reunited, the gentleness that Huai Mo had deliberately maintained was shattered in an instant. He held her and his movements became fiercer every time. Shen Zui hadn't adapted yet, so he subconsciously bit his lip to endure it.
However, he forced himself to slow down.
Shen Zui leaned back and rested her elbows on the table. She felt him slow down and opened her eyes slightly, only to see him staring at her tightly, his eyes were red, and there were a few beads of sweat on his forehead.
on her flat belly.
Her heart softened, and she raised her body and took the initiative to hug him, twisting her waist slightly to match his movements.
Encouraged, he hugged her and chuckled hoarsely, "Want me to hurry up?"
Shen Zui listened to his teasing and felt ashamed and angry, "You don't understand a good heart!"
Then he pushed hard into her body.
"Um……"
"I understand, of course I understand, I am repaying you, do you understand?"
After that, he really spared no effort in tossing her over and over. She died a few times, and when he no longer had the strength, he took her back to the bed.
To be continued...