(Not what I wrote)

It suddenly started to rain lightly in the capital in May, and the dim light emitted by street lights could not illuminate the entire community at all, but on this drizzling night, it could bring a hint of warmth to people's hearts.

The few missed calls were mostly from assistants, and one from the agent, but there was no expected call. Yaya sat in her heart in a sad mood, holding the pillow she bought when she first entered the Central Academy of Drama, staring blankly at the raindrops outside the balcony.

His phone was on, but he didn't wait for his phone. Since he finished "Taking Tiger Mountain in Strategy", Ya'a has never received any calls from Lu Xiaoran.

The song came from afar, and it seemed that someone was playing an old record, which was an old song, "diamondandrust".

Joan Baez's voice was filled with sadness, as if he was regretting why love could not withstand the erosion of time.

Today seems to be his wedding day. From noon, the entire entertainment industry seems to have started discussing this matter, and then he is troubled.

Just now, several entertainment reporters who had already been waiting near the community blocked her.

"What do you feel about Lu Xiaoran getting married today?"

"Will you still cooperate with Lu Xiaoran in the future?"

Yaya said to the reporter with an expressionless face, "Nothing to be told", and then hurried back to her residence as if she was escaping from the plague.

When did we start and when did we end? Yaya asked herself.

Go back to Xinjiang to be a dance teacher or go to Beijing to develop? I chose Beijing and got admitted to the Central Academy of Drama, and then I met him in Beijing.

He is funny, humorous, confident, and seems to have a magical power. He said he hoped I would be his girlfriend. I said it was okay. I went to a foreign land to develop alone. In fact, I also need such a boyfriend to encourage and support myself.

“…tenyearsagoibroughtyousomecuffinks, youubroughtmesomething (Ten years ago, I gave you a pair of cufflinks, and you also gave me a gift)”

“webothkonwwhatmemorycanbringitbringsdlamondsandrust(you and I know, all memories can bring us is diamonds and rust)....”

Joan Baez's voice came slowly. When was the diamond stained with rust?

Maybe my temper was a bit strong at that time, and I liked to be cute and often looked through his phone... But can't you let me order it?

I didn't contact you for three weeks, so I really didn't contact you anymore.

When she knew that there was a distant aunt, Lu Xiaoran's mother's colleague and superior in the dance troupe, she asked someone to ask the aunt, but in the end she was unable to meet again.

In the future, she closed herself with indifference, perhaps telling herself that she also had her own pride. But she herself understood that Lu Xiaoran had already made an indelible mark in her life trajectory.

She kept trying to use her busyness to make herself forget Lu Xiaoran's figure and Lu Xiaoran's memory. At the graduation ceremony, she was confused and did not know the whole story. She began to forget her words in the rehearsal of the stage play. Several times her agent took her to fight for roles in a new film, but her performance was not very good.

Lu Xiaoran didn't know about these things.

Looking at the reports of Lu Xiaoran and Tangtang's passionate love, her mood became very bad. She warned herself to give up and give up her memories of Lu Xiaoran, but she really didn't know what she should do.

The raindrops outside the window floated into the balcony from time to time, and the pillow in his hand became tighter and the lights in the room were never turned on. That night, the raindrops would accompany her, and she always looked at the sky, as if there was someone named Lu Xiaoran there.

Under the night sky of the capital, a girl named Yaya was staring blankly.

“…hearingavoicei’dkonwnacouple oflight yearsago (your distant voice, I am so familiar with it), headingstraightforafall (this caused me to completely fall into the abyss)...”

Joan Baez's singing came from afar, and from the song was the memory of the beautiful past.

"Lu Yu's Appointment", when I saw Lu Xiaoran holding Tangtang's hand, I really hoped that I would be held, but unfortunately time couldn't go back.

In 2009, I celebrated the Spring Festival with him and watched the fireworks together. However, his girlfriend was also present at the same time. He invited me to be on the crew, but I wish he only invited me.

"Traveler Love in Time and Space" is about to be released, but I dare not go to the cinema. He and his girlfriend attended the premiere. Why did my heart hurt so much? The movie was so popular, and they were hailed as "national CP", and this title should have belonged to me.

"You From the Stars", they have become a symbol of the fact that the entertainment industry is stronger than gold. Perhaps, it is time to forget him.

Finally, there is a movie that I collaborated on, "Taking Tiger Mountain by Strategy". I didn't expect that he still remembers that I once told him that he likes "Little White Dove" very much and wants to play this role once.

After filming "Taking Tiger Mountain with Strategy", he seemed to be deliberately avoiding me. Perhaps he really shouldn't have contacted him anymore.

Maybe it's time to end, maybe it's just beginning.

Just forget Lu Xiaoran from today. Maybe it will be difficult, maybe the passage of time will make her mature, and one day in the future will make her face calmly.

Everything will be calm, all stories will be calm, all past will be relieved, and all emotions will be happy...

“…itallebacktooclearly (everything in the past was extremely clear), yesioncelovedyoudearly (yes, I loved you deeply)”

"andify youfreediamondsandrust (if you ever brought me diamonds and rust), calledontheplone (I deserve it)..."

Joan Baez's singing gradually became calm, as if on a warm winter day, sitting in the garden behind the house, drinking coffee and looking through old photos. Seeing someone in the photo, she smiled slightly, Oh, I loved this man.

As he stood up and moved, Yaya sighed faintly, looked back at the sky for the last time, and then walked back to the living room. Behind him, the fine raindrops fell, and under the background of street lights, it seemed as if the sky and earth were wrapped with a layer of dim curtain.

The singing still comes:

“…itallebacktooclearly,yesioncelovedyoudearly…”
Chapter completed!