I collapsed on the ground, looking at the ground calmly, as calm as water. I didn't know what was thinking in my mind. For a moment, I had the urge to die.

Tears fell from time to time, hitting the ground, splashing small splashes of water.

I don’t know how long I did it, but I only felt the door of the ward being opened again, and the footsteps were getting closer and closer.

Finally, I was picked up by someone and gently put it back on the bed. Covered me with a quilt.

I ignored it, just looked at one point, looking straight at that point, without focal length, and staring blankly like a loss of soul.

I know, I know that the person is Ouyang Xu, and no one knows my existence after Ouyang Xu.

"Ouyang Xu, do you know my dream?" I knew he was standing beside me. I spoke softly, my voice a little hoarse.

Ouyang Xu didn't speak and was silent.

"Since I was a child, probably from the age of four, my mother asked me to learn ballet and a series of dances. I also worked hard and studied hard. When others were studying, I also studied when others were resting at home. When others were resting, I reviewed what I learned by myself, and then kept turning and practicing for one, just for one, my dream. A successful dancer, a dancer who is famous all over the world. With hard work, there will be rewards, and I succeeded. At the age of ten, I surpassed my teacher and was sent to France to continue my studies. I knew that there was still a long way to go before the day of my dream, but I was not afraid. I had a firm confidence. I knew that I wanted me to work hard. As long as I had the determination to persevere, I would be better than being able to succeed. But—" I told my story little by little, and my voice changed with the plot. Later, I was excited.

"But, all this effort group is gone. Now I have become a useless person, and my dream will never be realized. I can only stay in bed, and I rely on you to help me in my daily life. If you want to go out, you can only rely on the wheelchair. Do you know that, I tell myself time and time again that as long as I work hard, as long as I persist, as long as I am not discouraged, not discouraged, and not believe in destiny, I will definitely be able to stand up. But why? Why can't I still stand up? Am I wrong?" Tears of Jue shed again. I am very excited now. I am about to be crazy, yes! I am going crazy, no one can know how I feel.

"No, you can get better, believe me." Ouyang Xu grabbed my shoulder, stared into my eyes, and told me firmly.

But can you believe it?

"Can I believe it? What do I believe it? I can only live in a wheelchair for the rest of my life. Isn't this a conversation between you and the doctor? Why do you use such words to deceive me?"

I don't believe it, I don't believe it. I don't want to believe it anymore. I kept shaking my head to express my disbelief.

"I am a useless person, a person with no dreams. Now I am like a bird with broken wings. No one will ask me, no one will pay attention to me. They will only pity me and pity me, because I am a useless person. A person who no one cares or no one will want." I roared and released all my anger.

No one will want me, dreams are broken, dreams are destroyed. Who will want me if one is disabled or the other is disabled?

"No one wants you, I want you; they have mercy on you, and I don't."

No one wants you, I want you...

Ouyang Xu's words deeply moved his heart.

I looked at him in disbelief. Is he pitying me?

"Haha, Ouyang Xu, I don't need anyone's pity, including you. You don't need to blame yourself. This is my life." I said with a wry smile.

Ouyang Xu didn't say anything. Did he agree with my words? It turned out that he really felt pity for me, why did his heart hurt so much...

"Yan Zihan..." a hoarse voice rang.
Chapter completed!