1177. Chapter 1177 [Special episode - Canglong Chapter] Try to be together
"Don't say anything, listen to me first." Canglong took a sip of beer and his eyes gradually softened as he looked at her, "Manqing, I know what you are thinking, but the past is in the past, why can't we move forward? See? Forget about him and Suzaku, okay?"
Of course the 'he' in Canglong's mouth refers to Yin Mochen. The boss now has a wife and children, and has also found his long-lost mother. His family is now complete and happy. Shen Manqing will not get anything even if he waits any longer. response.
During the days when she was a Suzaku, she worked hard and stayed undercover next to Xue Ronghai, informing the Qinglong Society and monitoring every move of the Xinyi Gang. It was really cruel for a girl to do such a thing since she was a teenager.
Every time Canglong sees her, he feels sorry for her and wants to rush to Xinyi Gang to kill Xue Ronghai!
Now, even if Xue Ronghai is dead, the shadow and hurt he caused in her heart are still there. It may take a long time for her to forget the past, or maybe she will never be able to erase those pains in her lifetime.
Life is still very long. She is only in her thirties now and still has decades to go. He hopes that her life can be easier and more comfortable.
"Canglong, you are a very good man." Shen Manqing listened to him quietly and finally moved her lips, "But I am not a good woman."
Six years, six full years have passed, but she still can't let go of her past.
"Manqing, in my heart you are the best." Canglong stretched out his other hand to cover the back of her hand, "Ever since I joined the Qinglong Society and followed the boss, my hands have been stained with blood. Maybe I will be stained with blood all my life. There is no way I can give you an ordinary life, but please believe me, I am willing to give you everything I have to give you the best!"
Shen Manqing lowered her eyes and looked at the big hand that was holding her tightly. The pads of his fingers were a little rough, the calluses left by years of using guns, but the palms of her hands were warm, and that kind of temperature penetrated through the skin and spread all the way to the in her heart.
She didn't know Canglong's thoughts. In the past few years when she opened the store, no matter how late every day, Canglong would follow her silently and escort her to the door of her house when she was closing the store and going back.
She knew everything he had done for her, but she just couldn't give him the response he wanted.
She has inner demons and has never been able to get over herself.
"Canglong, I'm sorry, I really don't..." She tried to pull her hand away with a little force, but as soon as she moved, he held it tightly again.
"Manqing, don't reject me in a hurry." Canglong was afraid that she would say something, so he interrupted her hastily, "It's my business to like you. I don't need you to force yourself to be with me. I just want to accompany you silently. Just for you, that’s all.”
This man's request is that simple. He is now the second-in-command of the Blue Dragon Society, but he has put down his identity, guarded her without asking for anything in return, and will not let her suffer the slightest harm.
How virtuous and capable I am, but how lucky I am to meet such a man in my life?
He is right, people cannot always live in the past, they should look forward, there is still a long way to go in the future.
"Canglong," Shen Manqing looked at him for a long time, suddenly called him, then raised the beer in her hand to clink glasses with him, "If you are really willing, let's give it a try..."
Chapter completed!