Chapter 619 Do you have any regrets?
Xie Yuan had never thought about a problem from this angle. She looked up and thought about it:
"Before I came out of my house, I never thought that those who had no food or drink would suffer. I just felt that... the house was too restrictive and couldn't stand it, and I couldn't be angry. After leaving the house, I realized that it was so hard to leave my house."
"Oh... you are so brave. You dare to run out without knowing anything. Fortunately, nothing happened, otherwise your parents wouldn't cry to death... What happened later? After suffering, do you regret it?"
Xie Yuan said: "I have it, but I think that nothing will change after I go home. I really can't stay. Once I endure the regret, I will pass again. Later, I endure it and got used to it. I haven't been home for many years..."
Mrs. Guan showed a pity on her face again, and asked:
"Then do your parents know your current situation?...What do they say?"
After hearing her words, Xie Yuan thought about it, poured the sewage in the basin and said:
"I probably got it. I haven't written a letter to them, maybe I'm waiting for me to go home."
Mrs. Guan chased her, and felt that Xie Yuan was so beautiful when he held a basin and poured water. He couldn't help but look at it again and asked with his face raised, "Then... then don't you want to go home?"
Xie Yuan was stunned for a moment, Danfeng's eyes flashed, thinking about what his parents used to say, thinking about the result of her defeat now.
When she thought that they might be happy because of her failure, she would be glad that she finally returned home. She would say, look, we have told you that you didn’t listen and insisted on making trouble. She couldn’t help but feel sad.
Xie Yuandanfeng's eyes drooped half apart, concealing the coldness in his heart, and said coldly:
"In no mood."
"Will you continue to be a general in Wei State in the future?...Is they promised that you could be a general?...It is also possible that the Beiyi people are barbaric and uncivilized, unlike ours, which may be possible, right?"
Xie Yuan suddenly frowned, surprised by the contradiction in Mrs. Guan’s words.
Is barbaric or not civilized, but I can tolerate her being a female general... Is the word barbaric good or bad?
Mrs. Guan saw Xie Yuan not speaking, and Xie Yuan also looked at her like this. The two looked at each other for a long time. Xie Yuan said:
"I have no idea."
If Wei really could let her be a female general, would she continue to go? For why? Will she attack Song for Wei?
She doesn't want to.
Although Song State had already disappointed her.
But Fang Bo and Lunzi, many of the people who exist in her memory, were all soldiers from the State of Song, ordinary people who just wanted to have a full meal and live a peaceful life.
She had seen each other and knew that they were not just a number on the battlefield, but a living person.
Then how could she change the wings and take the soldiers to kill them?
The most important thing is, why?
She once thought that being a general could realize his ambitions and value, and protect many people from invasion by soldiers and bandits. Perhaps one day, he could unify the entire territory and eliminate the wars, so that there would be no orphans like Yifei and Xunya in the world.
But reality slapped her hard.
Since entering the court from the border in the past few years, in addition to fighting for power and profit, she has worked hard and exhausted for the stability of the Liu family. What is the thing she does related to what she originally wanted?
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But... it was a bit far-fetched to say that he was a good person... it was very far-fetched. She didn't know what expression was on her face.
At this time, Chen Liuzhen appeared around the corner and waved at her with a serious expression, saying:
"A Yuan... Zhang Qing is here, and she said there is something important to tell you."
Chapter completed!