Losing moral character after drinking

While Yan Xin was drunk, Aili asked some questions that had been accumulating in her mind for a long time.

The conclusion drawn is not particularly bad, nor is it particularly good.

She had eliminated Feng Xi as a competitor. It seemed that Yan Xin had a negative view of that girl.

Maybe the original cooperation was just because of the girl's business talent, and it was just a pure investment.

What made her a little disappointed was that Yan Xin didn't like her very much and was actually afraid of getting married and living together with her.

Although it can be attributed to the psychological shadow left on him when he was a child, it is still not good to have such a fear.

But there was nothing Ellie could do to eliminate the fear in his heart.

In terms of emotions, she is not a master, and is even worse than ordinary people, because she has no experience in emotions at all, whether it is friendship or love.

Moreover, she didn’t know what a normal family was like. She only knew that her own family was abnormal.

In this aspect, she is even worse than Yan Xin.

After more than ten minutes of asking and answering questions like this, Yan Xin felt that his brain had turned into a ball of mush, becoming more and more confused. He said to Ellie apologetically:

"Sister Lily, I'm very sleepy now, so I won't accompany you. I'll go back to sleep first."

Ai Lili said, "Then you go back to sleep."

Yan Xin stood up, but he had lost his sense of balance. He almost fell to the ground after taking a step. Fortunately, he held on to the chair next to him, otherwise it would have been a disaster.

Ellie had no choice but to help him walk to the bedroom.

There are only a dozen steps from the dining room to the bedroom, but it is not that easy to walk there while supporting a person.

Yan Xin's center of gravity was unstable and he put an arm around her neck, with most of his weight hanging on her body.

In order to prevent Yan Xin from falling, she had to put one hand around Yan Xin's waist.

As he helped Yan Xin to the bedside, he could feel his body heating up.

Putting Yan Xin down on the bed, Yan Xin said thank you and put his feet on the bed.

Ai Lili yelled to slow down, took off the shoes on his feet, and then let him put him on the bed.

Yan Xin lay on the bed and couldn't move. He didn't know whether he had fallen asleep or was too lazy to move.

Ai Lili shook her head, feeling a little helpless, and helped him pull the quilt away and covered him.

Then, turn on the air conditioner and heating.

It was winter now and the temperature was not that high. Drunk people could easily get cold and catch a cold accidentally, so she had to take precautions.

After doing this, he closed the door and put away the dishes.

In fact, she also has some bosses, but they are not as serious as Yan Xin. It does not affect her work, but at most affects her thinking.

When I was clearing away the dishes, I thought about the person I liked lying on the bed next door, drunk and easily manipulated.

Suddenly some other ideas came to mind.

Yan Xin obviously liked her, so why didn't he dare to take the initiative in this relationship? He already gave her the answer when he was drunk. He was afraid of marriage and didn't dare to take responsibility, so he didn't dare to have an overly ambiguous relationship with her.

But thinking about it on the other hand, does it mean that if there is an ambiguous relationship between two people, he will bear the responsibility?

Once this idea comes up, it is difficult to suppress it.

While washing the dishes, I thought: "If I can take the initiative..."

If he can take the initiative and pierce that layer of window paper, will the relationship between the two people be able to take a further step, and he will have to take responsibility for himself?

This idea is quite tempting.

There was no hesitation in my heart.

Because she knew that while breaking through this layer of window paper, she had to break something else.

Although it is broken, it does not mean that it cannot be repaired, but there is really no way to recover what has been lost.

However, this hesitation is not worth mentioning under the strong temptation.

If she hadn't been drinking, she wouldn't have had such a bold idea.

Alcohol triggered the thoughts hidden in her heart.

She likes the man lying in the next bed.

She wants to be with that person.

And they are together for life.

She didn't know how she could live her life without this person's company.

During the few months when the two were separated, she thought about this person every day, which also made her sure of this - she could not live without this person in her life.

Under the influence of alcohol, her heart was on fire at this moment.

A person in his mid-twenties has both psychological and physical desires.

I finally made up my mind to take this opportunity and use the excuse of being drunk to take the initiative to pierce the window paper.

If Yan Xin is not happy, he recommends red wine.

The more I thought about it, the more I realized it was a perfect decision.

Thinking of what to do next, everyone became excited.

The dishes and chopsticks haven't been washed yet, and her arms are already trembling slightly.

After washing the dishes, he hurriedly wiped his hands, then opened the door and entered Yan Xin's bedroom.

The air conditioner is on in the bedroom and it's quite warm.

At this time, Yan Xin was already asleep, but most of the quilt had been kicked away by him, and most of his body was exposed.

If the air conditioner is not turned on and you sleep like this for an afternoon in this winter, you may catch a cold.

At this moment, Yan Xin's face was flushed, and he looked like he was allergic to alcohol.

Ai Lili's face was also quite red, but not as red as Yan Xin's.

She moved closer to the bed and looked at Yan Xin's face. After looking at it for a while, she couldn't help but reach out and touch it.

I had never dared to have that kind of intimate behavior before.

If she hadn't drank more than half a bottle of red wine, she wouldn't have acted like she did now.

Touching Yan Xin's face with her hand and feeling the warmth of his body, Ai Lili felt as if she had been burned, so she retracted her hand.

But soon, it was placed on Yan Xin's face again.

Then, slowly slide down.

Ellie's face is getting redder and redder.

There is a feeling of fever.

At this moment she felt like she had become a bad woman.

At this moment she longed to do something bad.

When his hand moved to Yan Xin's neck, feeling the warmth transmitted from the flesh, the last trace of reserve in Aili's body disappeared...

Yan Xin drank so much that he fell asleep quickly after lying on the bed.

In a daze, he felt as if someone was touching him, but that touch did not cause him any physical aversion, but instead gave him a very comfortable feeling.

In a daze, he seemed to have returned to his previous life, thinking that the woman who touched his body was his wife Feng Xi in his previous life.

I even had this thought: "It seems too big..."

I can't tell the difference between my previous life and this life, and I can't tell between a dream and reality.

Anyway, I was just so dazed and felt quite comfortable.

I had a lot of dreams.

Different faces, different figures, and different angles flashed through the dream.

Among those faces, there were people I knew in real life, people seen in film and television works, and even the faces of some highly respected teachers in the island country flashed past, matching the corresponding angles.

It was a fancy dream.

In other words, it is a dream composed of many dreams.

He couldn't remember exactly what happened in the dream. He only remembered that it was quite confusing.

Even when he woke up, he found a woman lying next to him, with half of her body pressed against him and an arm around his neck, making his breathing a little uncomfortable.

The touch from his skin told him that it was a woman, and that neither of them was wearing clothes.

At the beginning, my mind was still in a daze, thinking that Feng Xi had sneaked in again?

——On National Day, he encountered two such things, which left a deep impression on him, so the first thing he thought of was Feng Xi.

But those two times, although his hands were quite dishonest, at least both of them were wearing clothes.
To be continued...