My thoughts wandered for a while, and I appeared to be a little distracted.

Then, I adjusted my sleeping position from lying on my back to lying on my side.

Her eyes were still open, but her gaze was not directed at Bai Xiaoling, but at the wardrobe in the room.

This is distracting.

After a while, Bai Xiaoling said to him again:

"Brother, tell me honestly, do you have a girlfriend?"

"Why do you say that?" Yan Xin asked strangely.

"Because you don't want to say it," Bai Xiaoling said, "You don't want to say it because you want to hide it. You must be hiding it because you have a girlfriend. If you don't have a girlfriend, just say no, there is no need to go around in circles.

There are so many things to talk about."

"Why can't it be that I think it's embarrassing to not have a girlfriend, so I don't want to say it?" Yan Xin asked.

Although what Bai Xiaoling said was true, he still couldn't admit it.

If it was just Ai Lili or just Feng Xi, he wouldn't be afraid to admit it, and it wouldn't be a big deal if it was announced. Anyway, they are planning to be together in the future.

But now I have two girlfriends, and I don’t know who I will be with in the future, so I naturally have to hide it.

No matter how Bai Xiaoling suspected it, she just gritted her teeth and refused to admit it. No matter how suspicious she was, there was no evidence.

Bai Xiaoling had no choice but to ask again:

"Then tell me the truth, have you ever been in love? I'm not asking you if you have a girlfriend now, I'm asking you if you have ever had a girlfriend. I can answer this, right?"

Yan Xin hesitated for a while before replying: "Yeah."

"Well, you mean we talked about it, right?" Bai Xiaoling asked.

"Isn't this nonsense?" Yan Xin said.

Bai Xiaoling lowered her voice and asked: "Then how far have you discussed it? Have you gone to bed?"

Yan Xin was shocked and looked up at her:

"Why are you asking?"

Bai Xiaoling's face was already red. She didn't know whether she was excited or shy. She laughed and said, "Oh, I'm curious. Let me ask. Brother, just tell me if you have any."

Yan Xin shook his head quickly: "You're crazy girl, I won't answer questions like yours."

"Okay, let's not ask this anymore, let's change the question," Bai Xiaoling took a step back, "Then tell me, have you ever kissed?"

Yan Xin wanted to say no, but he couldn't believe it, so he couldn't deceive Bai Xiaoling.

Thinking that this matter was not a big problem, he reluctantly admitted: "I have..."

"Wow, it really happened!" Bai Xiaoling's eyes lit up, "Brother, tell me, what does it feel like to kiss?"

"When you find a boyfriend, you will naturally understand. What's the use of understanding this now?" Yan Xin criticized her harshly.

"I just want to know something about it," Bai Xiaoling said, "I'm an adult now. Isn't it necessary to understand these things?"

"It shouldn't be," Yan Xin said, "and even if you want to understand, you shouldn't come to me to understand. You should read those professional popular science books to understand."

"I can't read professional books," Bai Xiaoling said depressedly, "If I had that kind of ability, I should be studying in college now, not in the countryside."

This is also true.

Most people do not learn about this aspect through professional popular science books.

It's a novel video or something.

However, most of those things are exaggerated and far from reality, so many people have high expectations and end up feeling frustrated.

Many people even feel quite inferior because of this.

He said to Bai Xiaoling: "I can't explain to you what it feels like. This thing can only be experienced and cannot be described in words - maybe it can be described in words, but obviously, as a

I'm a bad student and don't have the ability to express myself like that, so you don't want to understand it from me."

"Is that so?" Bai Xiaoling was a little disappointed.

"Yes, that's it." Yan Xin said seriously.

He no longer cares whether Bai Xiaoling will be disappointed or not.

He felt that it was dangerous and immoral to talk about such a topic with this girl.

He wanted to end this topic.

If his physical condition were not suitable for getting up right now, he would have to get up quickly and go to work in the fields with his father - this way, even if Bai Xiaoling came over, it would be difficult to talk about such shameful topics in front of outsiders.

"You can only experience it yourself..."

Bai Xiaoling whispered, then looked at Yan Xin and said, "Brother, how about we kiss?"

When she said this, her face turned even redder.

Obviously she knew this was a shameful proposition.

But there was no hesitation in her eyes, there was some excitement and some aggression.

Yan Xin was startled: "What did you say? You are my sister!"

"I want to know what it feels like to kiss. You are my brother, so just help me." Bai Xiaoling said.

"We are brothers and sisters. How can any brother and sister do such a thing?" Yan Xin said.

At this time, the brother-sister relationship is the most powerful shield he can use.

He had never said anything like this before.

Bai Xiaoling blinked: "Brother, don't worry, I won't tell you."

"No!" Yan Xin decisively refused, "We are civilized people, we are not animals, we can't do that kind of thing - ugh - uh uh uh -"

Before he finished speaking, Bai Xiaoling swooped down and blocked his mouth with her own lips.

She actually wanted to force a kiss!

Yan Xin struggled, but couldn't get away for a while, and she succeeded.

There was only one thought in my mind: "It's over, I've become a beast!"

After all, Bai Xiaoling was just a girl. She just pressed on him and kissed him forcefully for a few seconds, and then he broke away.

Yan Xin sat up from the bed, covered his waist with a quilt, hid in a corner of the bed against the wall, and said:

"What are you doing? Do you know what you are doing?"

This bed is relatively large. He is hiding in this corner. Unless Bai Xiaoling jumps on the bed, she won't be able to pounce on him.

"I know, I just want to experience the feeling of kissing you." Bai Xiaoling said.

After finishing speaking, he stuck out his tongue and licked his lips, felt it carefully, and then said:

"It seems like it's not interesting."

Yan Xin also admitted that it was indeed quite boring.

The kiss was there, but it was just lips touching lips and there was no deeper communication.

It seems that Bai Xiaoling really doesn't understand anything.

Yan Xin despised this female gangster from the bottom of his heart.

However, he also has no idea of ​​popularizing science.

If this became popular knowledge, with this girl's temperament, she might chase him into a deeper verbal entanglement.

Bai Xiaoling looked a little disappointed and said to Yan Xin: "Kissing has no meaning at all. I don't know why there are always scenes like that in TV dramas."

"It's not interesting in the first place." Yan Xin said angrily.

Bai Xiaoling looked at him with some anxiety: "Brother, you won't be angry, right?"

Yan Xin said depressedly: "Is it because my expression is not obvious enough? Or my actions are not in place? I am not ordinary angry, I am very angry, okay!"

"But I have no other ideas, I just want to experience that feeling..."

Bai Xiaoling said pitifully.

Yan Xin rolled his eyes at her and did not speak to her.

He could only try his best to show that he was angry.

If you don't show your anger, it would be too dangerous. This girl will definitely take advantage of her.

Bai Xiaoling was a little worried, so she sat closer to him and said, "Brother, don't be angry with me, I'm scared."

"You know how to be afraid?" Yan Xin was curious.

"I'm afraid that if you are angry with me, it will affect my mother's marriage to our father..." Bai Xiaoling said.

Yan Xin looked up at the roof, and after a while he sighed: "Then don't do such things in the future."

I thought to myself: "It's not that I don't care, it's just that I don't want to affect my dad's happiness because of such things."
To be continued...