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The original owner's words can be said to be a heart-killing sentence.

These days, Wen Yiqian is really tired, so tired that it is unreasonable.

Logically speaking, with his current state, dealing with emergencies and facing perversions is much easier than before.

He should be more relaxed and comfortable, more free and comfortable.

But in fact, Wen Yiqian was more tiring than before.

This kind of fatigue is not physical fatigue, but mental fatigue.

As the other party said, after that time, he thought he had seen his true heart, and then he kept his composure and tried to maintain that state.

But in fact, that was only part of his character, not the whole of his character.

For example, no one can be a perfect person, even a kind-hearted person will have an "evil" side.

This is the multifaceted nature of human character.

If one day a kind person sees his "evil" side and regards that as his true self.

Then, every day, even every moment, try to maintain this "evil", which will of course be tiring.

Because he is kind in nature, how could he suddenly become a complete evil person?

This is the case with Wen Yiqian, and he saw his "evil" side.

But he regarded this side of his personality as his true self, abandoned his original personality and habits, began to hypnotize himself, and disguised himself as he always looked like this.

It's like Wen Yiqian has been in performance mode these days.

It turns out that if you come once or twice a day, it will be enough to be tired.

Now they are performing all the time, and anyone who comes here will be so tired that they can't hold on.

As time goes by, his heart becomes more and more depressed, his spirit becomes more and more tense, and his emotions become more and more depressed, and he is more and more likely to be affected by other people's mood.

Sometimes, he even feels disgusted with his actions and thoughts.

So much so that after these days, Wen Yiqian's performance has been relaxed for a moment, and his original kindness and sensuality will be revealed.

He may be a good man with a dark mind, but he is definitely not a pervert with a dark mentality.

More importantly, Wen Yiqian has been trying to disguise himself, and he is extremely tired and can no longer feel the joy of living.

He tried very hard to find fun in it, wanted to enjoy this kind of life, and wanted to hypnotize himself, but he couldn't do it.

Feelings come from the heart.

If you are not happy, that is unhappy.

Tired, that is tired.

It feels like this kind of thing is something he can't disguise no matter how much he hypnotizes himself.

Wen Yiqian's eyes were full of confusion, and she sighed, covered her face with her hands, closed her eyes, and gently rubbed it.

He can no longer see himself clearly now.

It can even be said that even he himself doesn't know what kind of personality he has.

After wearing the mask for a long time, it sticks to the face and is branded in my heart, and I don’t know how to take it off.

"Can you tell me what kind of person I am?" Wen Yiqian buried his face between his knees and said in a muffled voice.

The original owner glanced at Wen Yiqian and did not wait for the answer he wanted, and was not in a hurry.

"Just follow your heart." He looked up at the sky and whispered, "Your brain may lie to you, but your heart will not.

It’s very simple to do what you want to do and do what you like to do!”

"It's not that simple..." Wen Yiqian's face was completely buried between his knees, with a little choking in his voice, "I just want to live a little more relaxed life, I just want to lie down and have a good rest, I just want to have a few friends who can tell the truth, I just want to live a few days of ordinary people's life..."

At the end of the day, he was already in tears.

It's only been a month since I traveled through time.

Wen Yiqian can no longer remember how many perverted criminals he met.

Anyway, he only knows that no matter who he meets now, he will subconsciously speculate on the other party with the worst thoughts.

It’s like there is no good person in this world, and he needs to intrigue with everyone he meets.

Every day, you have to face various dangers and absorb the negative energy conveyed by various perverted criminals.

When Wen Yiqian wrote articles in the past, he felt so depressed that he couldn't stand it when he read some perverted criminal cases.

Sometimes, a crazy criminal case can make him depressed for several days.

Nowadays, we have to face all kinds of perverted crimes in person every day.

He not only has to face the pervert with explosive negative energy himself, but also has to accept the impact of the other party's three views.

What's even more terrifying is that he must constantly speculate on the other party's psychology and bring in the other party's ideas in order to solve the situation.

If it were other ordinary people, they would probably go crazy for one or two days at most.

Of course, the premise is that these people can live for one or two days in this world.

Wen Yiqian has not been crazy until so many psychologically perverted baptisms. In fact, it is a miracle.

In the past, after solving the trouble, I could at least have a good rest, relax a little, and grit my teeth and pass.

But this time, Wen Yiqian was extremely tired, and the suppressed emotions in his heart were released and he completely collapsed.

For him, what happened to Zheng Wenjun was like the last straw that overwhelmed the camel.

He really couldn't understand why these people could clearly enjoy the normal life he had always dreamed of, so why did they have to do it?

Just forget it, why do you have to let him pay?

The more Wen Yiqian thought about it, the more aggrieved he felt. It was so sad, and tears were so pitiful.

Even if others saw this scene, even if they didn't know anything, they could feel his sadness and fatigue.

The original owner looked at it, his eyes a little complicated, but he didn't say anything.

No matter who else is, he will not be touched.

His heart had long lost its warmth and would not sympathize with anyone.

Only Wen Yiqian, a guy who lives in the same body as him, caused a stir in his heart.

These days, he has watched Wen Yiqian resolve crises with his own eyes, grow up little by little, and crawl back from the brink of death again and again.

He was like the most loyal audience, watching all this silently.

Wen Yiqian is like the protagonist in a TV series to him. He has no contact with him, but he seems to be extremely familiar with him.

Like a friend, but more like a mirror.

Everyone can see themselves in the mirror, and the original owner is no exception.

It is precisely because of this that he can more truly experience the other person's sadness and sadness.

Wen Yiqian didn't care about the other person beside him. He cried silently for a long time, as if he wanted to vent his sadness, grievance and sadness in his heart.

Fortunately, he is not the kind of taciturn and stubborn person.

There is so much negative energy in my heart. If I keep gritting my teeth and holding on, sooner or later, one day, it will turn him into a completely perverted and madman.

It is indeed a good thing for Wen Yiqian to vent his catharsis as soon as possible, at least he will not be psychologically distorted by this.
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