It will be available at 12 noon tomorrow.

As usual, write a comment on the release.

As the days when it is released, the update has slowed down, and there is only one update from time to time.

Some book friends think I am saving manuscripts or suppressing the plot in order to put them on the shelves.

Actually, it’s not all, it’s just that because it’s about to be launched, I’m so stressful that I can’t breathe.

I thought I had adjusted my mentality, but in these last few days, I really couldn't stand it.

I began to panic, restless, afraid, worry, insomnia...

All kinds of messy things made my mind mess up, and sometimes I really couldn't write a word for a long time.

Just a few days ago, there was a big plot before, and if it was to be modified, at least a dozen chapters would need to be modified.

There are only a few chapters in this book, and it is completely impossible for me to start writing if I have to revise so many chapters.

Later, I asked the editor to persuade me and agreed to let it go first.

However, if there are any problems in the future, no matter how many chapters you have to change, they must be modified.

This incident made me more careful when writing the plot and work harder to restrain the standards.

If something goes wrong these days, the efforts of the past three months will be ruined and I guess it may collapse directly.

It is precisely because I worked harder to restrain the plot scale that the story gradually became a bit meaningful.

There are more and more negative reviews, and there are more and more comments about inexplicable criticism.

There is no way, I can only work hard to spend more time writing every chapter.

Sometimes, it is common to write a chapter several times.

Many chapters that you don’t look very good may be the result I got after revising them many times.

It is precisely because of this that I am tired of writing every chapter, which often only has one update in the past few days.

...

Of course, all explanations are just excuses.

Since it is a new beginning, you have more gratitude and less complaints.

No matter what, it will be on the shelves tomorrow.

I don't know how many people will subscribe.

Since I opened the book, I have never asked for any recommendations or rewards.

In my opinion, this kind of thing is meaningless when asked for it.

Only when readers are happy to give it is the most real and meaningful.

Fortunately, even though I have never spoken, many book friends still persist in voting for me, and many book friends also rewarded me.

I can't thank you one by one, I can only express my most sincere thanks to you here.

Thanks!

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This time, I wrote my own story.

From the beginning, I knew that many people wouldn't like it.

Because I am not a likable person, and the books I write are not likable books.

What's more, there are only a few people who are willing to click and take a look.

Naturally, who can match radio waves, will like them very much, and those who can’t match radio waves will definitely hate them very much.

So much so that every time I see a book friend saying that my book is popular, I feel a little amused and crying.

At my level, I am still far from it.

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My requirements are not high...

As long as it can make me not have to worry about not having enough food.

Don't worry about not being able to afford the rent.

There is no need to be speechless every time someone asks about salary.

I was satisfied. As for whether it could be achieved, I will see the final decision tomorrow.

Still the same sentence...

Tomorrow is the most important day for me and this book.

It is also the day I need you the most!

If possible, I hope you can come to Qidian to subscribe to a few times at 12 o'clock.

I hope...you are all here!
Chapter completed!