Chapter 132 I lost my favorite person(1/2)
Zhang Mingyang didn't know what kind of mood Xu Duanran had when he said these three words "I know".
He had never seen Xu Duanran's expression so calm.
"It's Xia Xingruo, I guess. I guessed it when I saw her last time in your company." Xu Duanran's tone was still calm, as if he was just stating an insignificant matter.
Zhang Mingyang has been ready to confess for a long time. Even if he doesn't make it today, he will have a showdown sooner or later.
He had imagined countless Xu Duanran's reactions.
For example, angry and accusing him of why he wants to find a girlfriend.
For example, being indifferent and not caring at all that he has a girlfriend.
For example, if you feel sad, run away from him crying, and never pay attention to him again.
for example.....
But he never expected that Xu Duanran would react like this.
Calm, just calm, unexpectedly calm.
"Zhang Mingyang, how long have we known each other?" Xu Duanran suddenly changed the topic and asked such a question.
Before Zhang Mingyang could answer, she continued: "I am seventeen years old this year, so we have known each other for seventeen years. We have known each other since the day I was born."
"How long have you and Xia Xingruo known each other? Two months, or three months?"
From Xu Duanran's perspective, the relationship between Zhang Mingyang and Xia Xingruo develops very strangely.
He had always liked her for three months, so why suddenly, when Xia Xingruo appeared, he immediately changed his mind.
"This is different."
Zhang Mingyang couldn't explain to her that Xia Xingruo was his first true love and the two had been together for a long time.
Although he and Xu Duanran have known each other for a long time, they have never developed a relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend.
"Of course this is different." Xu Duanran endured the grievance and said what he said against his will: "You and Xia Xingruo are just boyfriend and girlfriend, but our relationship should be the closest in the world."
She tried her best to stay calm, and every word she spoke next was like a steel knife piercing her heart: "Friends and boyfriends will break up, but we will never separate."
Xu Duanran described a lie and then made himself believe the lie 100%.
Yes, boyfriends and girlfriends will break up.
They have only known each other for a few months, and the bad guy is still new to her. Once the new feeling wears off, they will definitely break up.
Zhang Mingyang took a deep breath. He knew that saying this would definitely hurt Xu Duanran, but he still said it: "I love her very much, and we will never break up."
If Xu Duanran cried now, Zhang Mingyang might feel better.
But rarely, Xu Duanran showed a smile.
She seldom smiled, and her expression was always cold. She kept strangers away. This was once the strongest protective layer on her body, but now she took the initiative to step out of the protective layer and smiled at Zhang Mingyang.
Let the sharp knife of language pierce her heart.
"Are you really willing to give up on me?" Xu Duanran asked.
When the person who took the initiative left, she realized that she was the one who was unwilling to give up and the one who couldn't live without him.
Zhang Mingyang said no more.
Seeing this scene in front of me, it is impossible to say that I was not touched at all.
He remembered that during the summer vacation, Xu Duanran also cried and said, "Can you please don't leave me alone?"
However, I never thought about leaving you. It was obviously you who left me first.
Xu Duanran didn't wait for Zhang Mingyang's response. The two just looked at each other silently. The box was very quiet, so quiet that they could hear each other's breathing.
No response, in her opinion, was the best response.
This proves that Zhang Mingyang still has hesitation in his heart. Besides Xia Xingruo, there is still a place in his heart that belongs to her.
What Xu Duanran needs is not an accurate answer.
Feeling that the corners of his eyes were wet and his nose was sour, Xu Duanran closed his eyes, recovered his emotions, and continued: "I understand, just like you said, I am your sister. We are not related by blood, but we are the best in this world.
The best siblings."
Xu Duanran didn't know the tone in which she said these words.
At this moment, she seemed to be deaf. She could only feel her mouth opening and closing, but could not hear any sound.
As long as you can stay with him, it doesn't matter what your identity is.
"I don't deserve this." Zhang Mingyang shook his head.
Anyone can tell Xu Duanran's duplicity.
In this life, he wanted to make up for the regrets of the previous life and be with Xia Xingruo.
If you choose one, you are destined to give up the other. He and Xu Duanran can have any relationship, but they can never be boyfriend and girlfriend.
The eldest lady is so good. In the future, she will meet someone who likes her and she also likes her. One day, she will gradually forget the love and unwillingness she felt when she was young.
Do you really want to see Xu Duanran with someone else?
There was a weak voice in his heart, and he wanted to suppress it, but the voice became louder and louder.
"As long as I like it." Xu Duanran didn't talk to him about anything worthwhile or not.
Is there anything worth it? Her heart tells her that she can't live without Zhang Mingyang, and she likes Zhang Mingyang.
In the past, it was Zhang Mingyang who made Xu Duanran happy, took care of her emotions, and adjusted the atmosphere between the two.
Zhang Mingyang always has a smile on his face and is positive and sunny. He is very good at doing these things.
But this time the roles of the two reversed.
Xu Duanran stood up from the stool with a smile. Zhang Mingyang was still sitting on the stool, his eyes empty and his face full of confusion.
"Okay, do you still have work in the afternoon? I'll go home and take care of Youyou, so I won't disturb you." After finishing speaking, she winked in a playful manner: "Brother."
It was probably the first time he had done this kind of thing, and it was also the first time he had called him brother. Xu Duanran's expression and movements were very unnatural.
Zhang Mingyang finally came to his senses. He cheered up and said, "Let's go. Let me know before you come to the University of Technology next time and I will pick you up."
"Know it."
Zhang Mingyang put on his coat and wanted to go out to check out, but Xu Duanran, who said he was going home, stood in front of him and stood still.
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! "Don't wear such a short skirt next time you go out, the temperature will soon drop in Linjiang." Zhang Mingyang warned like a real brother: "Go back
Take good care of Youyou and call me if anything happens."
"Yes." Xu Duanran agreed softly, but his body remained motionless.
The two were in a stalemate for a while, and then she said, "Can you hug me?"
Zhang Mingyang hesitated for a moment, then opened his arms and hugged him.
With Wen Yu in his arms, he clearly felt that Xu Duanran's body seemed to tremble.
He didn't use any force, but her body pressed against her tightly after feeling the warmth. Xu Duanran leaned on Zhang Mingyang's shoulder, sniffing the fragrance of his body, and never felt so at ease.
"Okay, let's go back." After a long time, Zhang Mingyang patted Xu Duanran on the back, indicating that it was time for them to leave.
Xu Duanran knew that she was no longer qualified to covet the warmth around her, so she took the initiative to let go and took her small bag.
After leaving the warmth, she felt that the surroundings were so cold for the first time, and she subconsciously shrank her neck.
She wanted to return to the warm embrace, but she couldn't, at least not yet.
Zhang Mingyang noticed that Xu Duanran seemed a little cold, so he took the initiative to take off his coat and put it on Xu Duanran's body.
"Wear more clothes next time."
"Um."
Feeling the warmth again, Xu Duanran felt slightly relieved.
The two left the restaurant together. Zhang Mingyang helped Xu Duanran take a taxi. When he saw her sitting in the car, he left with confidence.
Outside, Zhang Mingyang could stand in front of thousands of people and talk eloquently, but just now in the restaurant, he didn't know what to say.
Perhaps being brother and sister is the best ending for him and Xu Duanran.
After Xu Duanran got in the car, he still looked at Zhang Mingyang's retreating figure through the car window, until the car turned a corner and he could no longer see that reassuring figure.
She leaned on the back seat, and the emotions she had been suppressing suddenly hit her heart like a flood.
The physical pain was also constantly irritating her. She rolled up her sleeves, and her fingernails scratched a shocking blood mark on her white and tender skin.
I obviously didn't want to cry, but tears fell from my eyes as if they were free.
Xu Duanran stretched out his arm and wiped it several times, but still couldn't stop crying.
She thought she could easily say, "I will be your sister" today.
But after she finished speaking, her heart hurt very much, and every breath hurt terribly.
She likes the sun, but she hides in the shade when it is bright. She likes the spring breeze, but she closes the windows in spring. She likes Zhang Mingyang, but she chooses to escape when he likes her the most.
To be continued...