Chapter 2497 It’s not the first time
For him, the digestive period should be the most comfortable period.
Since he came over, his emotional fluctuations in life have not been much, and his intense emotions have disappeared very quickly. The digestive period is very close to his usual state. He can easily adapt and will not feel uncomfortable.
When the hunger period comes, his heart will slowly become restless. He is eager to do something crazy and exciting to him. No matter what that matter is, it doesn't matter.
Before dinner started tonight, he had the urge to "make trouble" in his heart, and he has not calmed down until now.
Under that feeling of desire, his heartbeat seemed to be a little faster than usual. In this way, he would not fall into fatigue and always feel the restlessness in his heart.
The duration of the hunger period depends on when he lets himself 'eat'.
Once the 'eating' starts, it will take a certain level to stop. If there is a slight stagnation during this period, he will feel a more serious dissatisfaction.
Just like when I was drinking last night, only when I saw people getting drunk one after another could he remain psychologically satisfied. If I didn’t fool Amuro Tou in the end, he would definitely feel more dissatisfied, and I guess he wouldn’t be able to sleep well.
It is not wrong for humans to pursue spiritual satisfaction, but the spiritual food required by the sin of binge eating must mostly work in the short term, either harming others or oneself. He must be cautious.
Furthermore, who can guarantee that his appetite will not grow bigger and bigger?
Gambling, alcoholism, and substance abuse, symbolizing the crime of gluttony, are all addictive behaviors that are prone to escalation and becoming increasingly serious.
There may be the synergistic effect of the sin of greed or other original sins, and there may be reasons for the increased physical resistance, but there may also be the motivation brought by the spirit of constant desire for stimulation and satisfaction.
He was not in a hurry to let himself enter the meal period tonight. One reason was that he had to bully the children if he wanted to cause trouble. The other was that he was worried that he would enter the meal period too often, which would make his appetite wider.
Finally, he decided to try it out to see if he could just get through the hunger period...
"Brother Chi, are you okay?" Conan's face appeared in front of Chi Feichi. "After you arrived at the Sekiko family, you didn't seem to want to pay much attention to the things around you. Even Miss Naose's kidnapping didn't seem to pay much attention to it."
Mitsuhiko also followed the head to care, "Brother Chi, are you feeling uncomfortable in your body?"
"Do you still feel that you are not interested in many things?" Haibara Ai also surrounded Chi Feichi and observed Chi Feichi's face in the dim light.
"If you feel uncomfortable, you must tell us in time." Azumi said hurriedly.
Chi Feichi looked at the four faces in front of him, feeling that his attitude of not being involved in his affairs tonight could not be denied, so he quickly looked away, "It's not the first time."
Haibara Ai: "…"
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Although this is not the first time, mental illness is not something that can be "just get used to it", right?
"Then..." Conan calmed down and tried to prevent his thinking from being deviated. "Then do you want to take medicine? Haibara should have medicine."
"No," Chi Feichi closed his eyes and suppressed his restlessness in his heart that he wanted to make trouble. "It's very troublesome to take medicine and stop taking medicine."
"This decision was as expected," Haibara Ai thought that he could not make Chi Feichi more disgusted with taking medicine, so he did not persuade him again. "Then wait until he wakes up tomorrow. If the situation improves tomorrow, then you don't need to take medicine. But if the situation worsens tomorrow, I believe you can also contact Dr. Fukuyama in time or take medicine to control it yourself, right? Brother Feichi?"
"Of course." Chi Feichi answered very decisively.
Haibara Ai thought of Chi Feichi's behavior of taking the medicine on time last time and taking medicine on time. He felt that his brother should have a proper position. He nodded and greeted the other three, "Then let's sleep too."
Mitsuhiko, Arimi lay down obediently and pulled the blanket to cover it.
Conan waited for the other three to go to bed, reached out and turned off the camping lights before lying next to Chi Feichi.
In the darkness, Chi Feichi's calm voice suddenly came out.
"Conan, I found a problem."
Conan felt a chill behind him and wrapped his blanket tightly, "What, what?"
Chi Feichi opened his eyes and adapted to the dim environment after the lights were turned off. "Sometimes you forget to take off your glasses when you sleep."
Conan was stunned for a moment, raised his hand to touch his glasses, took them off, and placed them next to the pillow, "Yes... I forget sometimes."
Chi Feichi did not continue the topic, "Do you want to listen to bedtime stories?"
Conan: "…"
The topic is jumping too fast.
"Brother Fei Chi, you can't fall asleep anymore, right?" Haibara Ai saw through the essence.
Chi Feichi didn't hide it, "somewhat."
His heartbeat was faster than usual and faster than humans. Although it was not very fast, it also made it difficult for him to fall asleep.
"Then let's listen to the story!" Azumi said expectantly.
Mitsuhiko was also looking forward to it, "It doesn't matter what story Brother Chi tells..."
Conan immediately warned, "Apart from horror stories, everything else is fine."
Haibara Ai: "…"
Isn’t it that Brother Fei Chi is suspected of insomnia?
Forget it, just tell the story. If you want Brother Fei Chi to tell a story, maybe Brother Fei Chi can fall asleep.
"Then I'll tell you one..." Chi Feichi thought of a story in "Crayon Shin-chief", "The story of ordinary Taro, a long time ago, in an ordinary place, lived a man named ordinary Taro..."
After running all day during the day, the child's energy was exhausted. He lay in a dark and warm environment, listening to the male voice with no tone of turbulence telling a story that does not require thinking and does not cause too many emotional fluctuations, and his eyelids began to become heavy.
Mitsuhiko: "What a strange name."
Ayumi: "Shh..."
Chi Feichi: "One day, Pingfantaro heard that a ghost had been bullying the people in the town..."
Conan raised his spirits a little, "Didn't he agree not to tell horror stories?"
"It's not a horror story," Chi Feichi said. "Ping Fantaro has heard such a legend, but he is just an ordinary child. He grew up like this. He got married and spent his ordinary life. It's really gratifying."
quiet.
Ayumi and Mitsuhiko's breathing slowed down and they were already asleep.
Although Conan's eyelids were heavy, he still laughed in his heart and the child slept fast. He asked with his heart, "This is too ordinary, how can he say it is gratifying?"
"Sometimes people think about living an ordinary life, but it is not so easy to do. There are so many accidents, hardships, and pains in life. It is a good thing worthy of congratulations," Chi Feichi paused, "but people are also restless. When life is calm and unchanging, people will feel pain again. At that time, even suffering will become the spiritual food for the person to confirm that he is still alive..."
"That's right," Conan also expressed his life emotion, "As everyone said, people always envy another kind of life."
When Ai Haibara heard the two of them start talking about their feelings about life, he closed his eyes speechlessly.
Let's talk about these two people slowly, she can't hold on anymore.
"What kind of life does Brother Chi like?" Conan asked curiously.
“It’s tormenting to be plain.”
"I'm the same. Although there may be a lot of setbacks and troubles, I still like a challenging life. If life remains unchanged, I will definitely be crazy..."
Not long after, Conan fell asleep deeply.
Even Fei Chi didn't have the force to hold on, and he slept soundly on Chi Fei Chi's chest.
Chi Feichi closed his eyes and linked Fang Ark with his left eye, frantically brushing up Umbrella's recent status report and recent programming knowledge.
The restlessness in his heart was like a child who was clamoring for hunger, and what he was doing now was to regard work and study as the only food and stuff it roughly into the stinky little man's mouth.
Aren't you hungry?
Chapter completed!