Qin Feng!

He... didn't he have a social life? Is this what he called socializing? In the obstetrics and gynecology department of the hospital, hugging her aunt?

She held her breath quickly, not even daring to take a breath.

Then, she turned around suddenly and kept hypnotizing herself. She must have seen it wrong, it must be an illusion. Qin Feng said that he was busy and had entertainment! So this must not be true, it must not be!

Xu Leyan was anxious inside.

What's more, for Qin Feng, who has a sharper vision than Xue Bing? Therefore, she did not see Qin Feng, but when she saw Xue Bing's face suddenly darkened, she also panicked.

"Xue Bing...what happened to Xue Bing?"

"Ah?" Xue Bing looked like he was frightened by her, and then hurriedly grabbed her hand and dragged her away, saying as he walked: "No, I'm fine! Let's go look elsewhere.

Right! It seems like it’s not here..."

"Oh, but...but, Xue Bing, why are your hands so cold?"

Xue Bing didn't answer her again.

She never knew that she would be so cowardly. She also wanted to deceive herself, but there was no way. In fact, her mind was very clear. It was not an illusion or a mistake. How could she admit that person was wrong?

Qin Feng!

But, what to do?

She actually feels scared! It stands to reason that Qin Feng has admitted his relationship with her, and she is now his legitimate woman. Regardless of his ex-girlfriend or first love, he must step aside.

If she had enough confidence, she should have rushed in and separated them at that time. She could point at Qin Feng's nose and scold him for why he had to cheat on her behind his back and have two boats; she could also scold her aunt for being so...

Shameless, hooking up with her boyfriend?

But she didn't dare!

She didn't dare to scold her aunt, because the position next to Qin Feng should have belonged to her, and she was just a latecomer; she didn't dare to scold Qin Feng, no matter whether he still loved his aunt or not, but that feeling must be

It's complicated! If she exposes everything rashly, will Qin Feng abandon her?

Yes, she is so cowardly, so useless, and she loves him so humbly!

She was so humble that she could only hide in the corner silently, watching him holding other women, but she didn't dare to call him. She even wanted to run away, as if she could just escape from him, as long as he didn't see him

She, then let him pretend that she doesn’t know yet and let them pretend that nothing happened!

It wasn't until many years later that she understood...

The reason why she is humble is because everything about her will depend on him, but true love should not be like this. Both parties in love should be equal. She can only break away from her dependence on him financially and in life.

, in order to have the same equal status as him as a matter of course.

Therefore, it is inevitable that they will separate later.

She and Xu Leyan walked around and finally found the operating room. Xiaoqian seemed to have been sent in for emergency treatment. Xu Huayang waited anxiously outside the operating room, rubbing his palms from time to time, standing up and wandering around twice, very anxious.

Xu Leyan stood far away and looked at her father.

After a long while, she turned around and said: "Xue Bing, why don't you go back first! You don't have to accompany me anymore. I'm sorry for letting you bump into our family's troubles every time. I will solve it myself...

"

Xue Bing thought about it. No matter what, it was someone else's family matter and she couldn't get involved.

In fact, she wanted to leave this place earlier, so she shook Xu Leyan's hand and said softly: "Okay, don't contradict your dad anymore, otherwise... he will be in a difficult situation."

"Well, I know, you should go back first! I will find you another day..."

"Okay, then I'm leaving."

It was just a simple goodbye, and I had clearly promised to see you another day.

However, Xue Bing never thought that this would be the last time she saw Xu Leyan!

Later, when she was confused and helpless, she tried to find her, but her phone number had become empty, the house she lived in had also changed owners, and her whole person seemed to have evaporated from the world.

No news.

She didn't know where she went, what happened, what happened to Xiaoqian, or what happened to the child in her belly...

Don’t even know!

Maybe, this is life!

Some things are destined to be fruitless, that's why some people say, don't live too soberly, being dazed is actually a kind of happiness!

However, after so many years, when she met Xu Leyan again by chance, she was still unwilling to accept it. It turned out that things are impermanent and people change, which turned out to be the cruelest words in the world.

In her memory, there once was a girl named Xu Leyan.

She is lively, cheerful, enthusiastic and generous. She once served as her love adviser. They were deskmates. They often bumped heads and whispered private words during class. They were born in the same year, same month and same day.

When she recalled her, the first thing she thought of was her hearty laughter. It was so good.

However, when she saw her again one day, she was actually wearing heavy makeup and revealing clothes, puffing away smoke while being in the arms of various men and being taken advantage of...

The sound "Yan Yan" was lingering on the edge of my mouth, but I couldn't say it out.

She knew that Yan Yan had had many boyfriends, but Yan Yan was still the purest girl in the world. What was it that forced her to be like this?

Where is her brother Yunzhe? Has he never come back?

Is it possible that he is already living happily in a corner of the earth and has simply forgotten that there is such a girl waiting for him? Has he really forgotten the promise he made when he was eighteen?

At that time, after years of baptism, Xue Bing finally understood that unsatisfactory things in the world are almost inevitable. Don't talk about how miserable you are, because there will always be someone worse than you in this world!

She should be content, at least, meeting Qin Feng, a man like her, is her lifetime blessing!

………

After coming out of the hospital, she was completely confused.

From the age of seventeen to eighteen, this year was really the happiest time in her life. People say that the age of seventeen is the rainy season, but for her, the sun shines every day. Could it be that as soon as her aunt comes back,

Is this life coming to an end?

She was alone and had nowhere to go, so she had no choice but to return home.

The college entrance examination is over and her performance is normal. Overall, she is satisfied. It should not be a problem to get into an ordinary university. She has been looking forward to the arrival of a new life.

As Qin Feng said, just stay in City A. He would still pick her up every day, sleep with her, and even take her with him on business trips.

That night, under the bright stars in the sky, he said it himself, we will always be together!

So, she took a deep breath and walked into the house in the best condition. At least, Qin Feng only allowed her to walk into this house, not her aunt, and now her aunt's physical condition was not very good and no one was taking care of her, so Qin Feng would not lose her

Just don't care, that's all, right?

She comforted herself over and over again.

Her cowardice and stubbornness made even herself feel sad, but she persisted cowardly, just because she would not give up even if there was only a glimmer of hope!

However, her idea coincided with Xue Ruotong's.

If we say that when she first came back, Xue Ruotong and Qin Feng had already felt a sense of unfamiliarity after being apart for a long time, which made her not know how to get close; and when she knew that Qin Feng was actually with Xue Bing,

At that time, she was hesitant, painful, struggling, and at a loss. Then, at this moment...

At least when she fainted in the hospital and woke up, she saw Qin Feng standing by her side. She had to admit that what Qin Ming said had a certain effect on her heart.

She had sacrificed enough for him.

As for the separation that year, she has been asking herself, if it wasn't because her mother was seriously ill and needed surgery money, if it was just for Qin Feng, just to ask Qin Ming to return the land deed of Phoenix Mountain to him, and she didn't want to see him so depressed

Decadent, will she be willing to marry Qin Ming?

However, this kind of hypothetical question has never been able to give a definite answer.

She never thought that she was a selfish woman, so after she married another woman, she actually really hoped that Qin Feng could get out of the shadow of that relationship and get her own happiness.

However, it was Qin Feng who gave her such a promise.

He said that as long as she wanted to come back, she could come back to him...

As a result, she fell into a vicious circle of contradictions. If she was not selfish, why wasn't she feeling complacent in her heart when she heard such words?

After all, there is a man who loves her so much.

Over the years, she had never minded watching the women around Qin Feng come and go, because she knew that he was not serious, and those women were just for him to comfort his soul after losing her.

But why should there be a Xue Bing?

Qin Feng's feelings were true, she could see it, but was he really going to give up? If there was one person who had to give up? Why did it have to be her?

She has nothing left, the only thing she can hold on to now is this man!

Even if he loves Xue Bing now! What about before? Didn't they love each other that much? And it was the most unforgettable first love. She didn't believe that when he faced her, there was no wave in his heart.

Although she doesn't want to hurt Xue Bing, does it mean that because she is Xue Bing's elder, she has to bear the harm alone and give in silently?

How can there be so much truth in feelings?

That's right! She still loves him, and they are unmarried and the girl is unmarried. She has lost to fate for so many years, and now she wants to fight for herself.
Chapter completed!