160: Whose is that child? Looking back now, he only feels full of powerlessness.

The scene at Lu Zhai that day suddenly came to mind. He remembered every word Qin Ming said to him clearly. He said that Xue Ruotong found out she was pregnant not long after she married him, but he forced her to abort the child.

He said that he did not want to help others raise the child. He also said that he should ask Xue Ruotong who the child was...

This matter stuck in his heart like a thorn, and every breath hurt.

However, he actually wanted to escape. During this period, he did not ask Xue Ruotong for confirmation. He did not even dare to see her because he was afraid that he could not face it. He thought that as long as he didn't ask, he could treat the whole thing as a thing of the past.

, some things make no sense at all if they are made too clear.

However, the facts before him reminded him that nothing had passed.

Since there was no way to escape, he had to face it. He took a breath, broke away her hand around her waist, and slowly turned around to look at her. He also wanted to find out whose child that child belonged to?

"That child..."

Just as he opened his mouth, Xue Ruotong rushed over again, this time directly into his arms.

Qin Feng was caught off guard, and Xue Ruotong seemed to have guessed what he was going to ask. She buried her head in his chest and cried even more sadly, "I don't know, I don't know..."

"Tongtong..."

"I don't know! It's that beast Qin Ming, he's not a human! Feng, it wasn't my will, it was him who raped me, it was him... On the second day after we came back from camping, he forced me. Afterwards, I wanted to go

I sued him and even thought about dying. He was the one who coerced me. He said that as long as I left you and married him, he would bear the cost of my mother’s surgery. I had no choice... I couldn’t leave my mother alone.

I dare not tell you this thing. If you knew it, you would definitely go to him and fight to the death, but at that time you..."

She couldn't say any more and cried bitterly in his arms.

These unbearable things have always been the deepest scars in her heart, and he also believed that if there was no way out, she would not be willing to peel them off bit by bit in front of him and let them drip with blood.

Storms gathered in Qin Feng's eyes, and the pain in his heart was unstoppable.

He clenched his fists tightly and let his nails dig into his palms, but even so, he could not offset the pain in his heart.

Suddenly, he remembered what Qin Ming said to him that time.

Yes! He also felt that he was useless. She was obviously his woman, but when she needed him most, he couldn't help her at all. So, could he understand the whole thing like this?

In fact, Xue Ruotong has always been an innocent outsider.

The cause of all these things stems from his wise and powerful father. It was Qin Boxiong who was not professional in his feelings and was only interested in profit, which caused the grudge between him and Qin Ming. Xue Ruotong just happened to be his girlfriend at the time.

What Qin Ming said was that he wanted to steal his things.

Therefore, he could even do such things as rape. Therefore, Xue Ruotong was right. She had no choice but to compromise for the sake of her mother. She did not even dare to tell him. If he had known such a thing at that time,

If something happens, he will definitely fight Qin Ming.

But, at that time, could he survive?

Therefore, even if he knew it, it would not help. It would only worsen the relationship between him and his family. He must have been the one who lost in the fight with Qin Ming!

Back then, Xue Ruotong might have really done her best for his own good. It was indeed him who owed her and caused her to suffer all this. If it hadn't been for meeting him, her life might not have been so rough.

He slowly loosened his fist, finally raised his hand to touch her back, and hugged her gently.

It was he who had harmed her, and... that innocent child back then!

Perhaps, it has become a confusing matter at all. Even Xue Ruotong himself does not know who the child belongs to, but it may also be Qin Ming's, right? However, he was so cruel to force her to abort it. I heard that it was Qin Ming's child.

, it had been several months at that time...

Qin Ming!!!

Why do you hate him so much? Not only is he a beast, he is worse than a beast!

He will not let him go. One day he will personally ask Qin Ming for his own account and Xue Ruotong's account, he will!

He patted her back gently, and still only had those three words, "I'm sorry..."

Xue Ruotong raised her head from his arms and looked at him with tearful eyes. She cried and begged him, "Don't say sorry to me. We also loved each other in the beginning. From the beginning to the end, you are the only one I love!"

Now don't be so cruel to me, okay? Try again. You could love me back then, and you can love me now too.

It will definitely work! Xue Bing...Xue Bing is still so young and beautiful. She will go to college soon. She will meet many outstanding boys and there will be people who are more suitable for her. She has everything...but

I, I have nothing left, Feng, can you just give it a try? Don’t leave me alone, we can still go back to the past..."

She held his arm tightly and burst into tears. For a long time, he couldn't help but cry.

Qin Feng raised his head and sighed helplessly. He also knew that maybe Xue Ruotong really needed him more than Xue Bing now, but to a certain extent, love is not just a simple matter of needing and being needed.

You can't control falling in love with someone; and once you don't love someone, you can't force it.

He already owed Xue Ruotong so much. He had missed it once and could not do it a second time. If he had not met Xue Bing, maybe he would still be with her. After all, in the past many years, she had been far away from him.

The woman who is closest to his heart, but now, he can't control it, not even Xue Ruotong!

He was cruel, but finally held her shoulders and pushed her away from his arms.

He looked at her and said word by word: "Listen to me, Xue Bing, she is mine! I... will not give up on her!"

This last sentence was spoken after careful consideration. In fact, he originally wanted to say, I won't let her leave me, I can't live without her!

Xue Ruotong froze. If she had a glimmer of hope before, then at this moment, her heart had been cut into pieces by his blade-like words.

He was clearly reminding her——

He and Xue Bing didn't have a simple relationship just by holding hands and kissing each other. He said that Xue Bing was his, and he wouldn't even give up Xue Bing for her!

Taking advantage of her dazed moment, he said again: "Tongtong, I'm really sorry. I owe you. As long as you need me, I will do my best to compensate you. Whatever you want, I will do my best to compensate you."

Everything is fine, except for feelings! At first

I'm serious about you...! But the past is the past. You can blame me for not keeping my promise, but I can't lie to you, otherwise it will be unfair to you, me, and Xue Bing! You are strong

One thing, take good care of yourself!”

"No, don't..."

The moment he was about to rush out of the door, she held him tightly, crying, shaking her head and begging. She had never done anything so disrespectful to her dignity before, but she had no choice. She had already begged him.

Once you let go, it means complete loss.

She doesn't want it!

If he was gone, what would she have left?

There was also a faint pain in Qin Feng's eyes, but in the end, he opened her fingers one by one, and the only thing he could say was the useless sorry.

He wants to go back.

He has been delayed here long enough. He wants to see Xue Bing and know where she is and what she is doing. Is she scared? He is going to see her soon. He can't wait!

So he became even more sure. All he could think about was Xue Bing, so he couldn't try with Xue Ruotong to see if he could go back to the past. He had betrayed a woman in his life, and he was already tormented by the life-threatening guilt.

He had to live or die, and he didn't want to betray Xue Bing again, and he didn't want to see her sad.

Therefore, he must be cruel.

He pushed her away, letting the door close in front of him, and letting Xue Ruotong's cry disappear from his ears.

Tongtong, I’m sorry!

As soon as he left Xue Ruotong's room, he immediately hurried to the elevator, then took out his mobile phone to make a call. After such a long time, it was already dark. He was a little surprised that there were no text messages or missed calls.

According to Xue Bing's temperament, she should call him!

His mind was a little confused and he hurriedly dialed Xue Bing's number...

After dialing the number, no one answered the call after the long ringtone. He immediately became anxious. Why didn't he answer the phone? Where did she go?

He no longer thought about it, quickly called home again, and then breathed a sigh of relief.

Aunt Liu said that Xue Bing was at home! She had gone back a long time ago... He always felt that Aunt Liu was talking in a squeaky tone, so he didn't ask any more questions and went home immediately.

As night fell, the rumbling thunder stopped, but the rain became even heavier and there seemed to be no sign of stopping.

He still drove the car very fast. He had never felt like this before, and he felt like he was returning home.

However, when he drove the car into the door of his house, he was immediately heartbroken by the scene in front of him. Regardless of the heavy rain outside, Xue Bing sat under the eaves and wiped her tears. Aunt Liu was also beside her, seeming to be persuading her anxiously.

She, but, she was just indifferent.

This was not the first time. She always had to sit stubbornly on the doorstep and wait for him to come back.

Even if it rains today, it is no exception!

He didn't drive the car to the garage, but drove directly to the door, got out of the car immediately, and ran back under the eaves in the heavy rain without even having time to close the car door.

Then, he cried out heartbrokenly, "Xue Bing...".
Chapter completed!