189: As soon as the baby arrives (1) he will know that he is the first in her heart.

However, when he looked at the note name on the screen, he was shocked. There were four words on it, and they were all embedded in his heart...

Husband Qin Feng!

His heart beat violently, and then he began to regret it again.

Since Xue Bing left, he found that the thing he did most was regret, regretting why he didn't pay attention to so many things and why he didn't do so many things.

If it had been in the past, and he had seen her storing his name like this, and actually adding the word "husband" after the name, his most likely reaction would have been to laugh or cry, because he had always been curious about her thinking structure.

, I often have the urge to pry her head open to see what is stuffed inside.

She just...wanted to marry him so much?

I should, I really want to!

At that time, she had humbly begged him, should we get married? She was really thoughtful and had all the money ready. At that time, he was still a little confused, but now he began to hate himself for his hesitation. If he had not hesitated,

, if you agree to her, what will happen now?

But, didn’t he put the ring on her hand afterwards?

Why is the situation still like this today?

Now when he saw the name she called him, he just felt sad. He quickly reached out to cover his eyes. After a long while, he lowered his hand. There was some moisture between his fingers. He quickly took away his mobile phone.

come over.

When I turned on the screen, I saw a photo of her sitting in the bathtub playing with bubbles.

At that time, she was simple and happy...

But, does she know? In his mobile phone, the shortcut key 1 is also her, it has always been her! It’s just that it’s much easier for him to save her name, just like he usually likes to call her, Xue Bing

Xue Bing...

These two words are the most beautiful words in his heart!

This time, he did not hesitate and resolutely added two words at the end...

Xue Bing’s wife!

…………

The next day, a courier was sent to my home.

When Qin Feng returned home at night, he was still in a daze when Aunt Liu handed the express to him, because it was a letter from Xue Bing. You could tell from the cover of the express that it was a college admission notice.

Book.

He was stunned all the time, and only after looking at it for a long time did he have the courage to open it.

At that moment, he felt that everything was dark in front of him, and he didn't know how he suppressed the urge to go crazy.

Admission notice from A University!

He still remembered that the night before she left him, she had said that she wanted to go to G University. Later, he gave her a heart-wrenching love affair. Afterwards, he still could not clearly understand her decision until

At this moment, I realized that she still didn't want to leave, and she decided to stay with him.

Now that the admission notice has arrived, her people don’t know where they are?

When people are in pain, they always feel that every minute is like a year, but no matter how difficult the life is, there are only 24 hours in a day and 365 days in a year. Time will not stop because of anyone.

The year Xue Bing disappeared, Qin Feng went to University A to handle the procedures for her to defer her admission for one year.

Xue Bing just disappeared. No body has been found in the sea, so no one knows the outcome. Qin Feng finally donated a laboratory building to A University and provided all the facilities and experimental equipment in the laboratory building.

Finally, the school agreed to retain Xue Bing's student status, and she could come back one year later when the new class of students enrolls.

He knew that she still wanted to go to this university.

So, he tried every means he could think of to fulfill her wish, and he wanted to give her everything she wanted.

Time flies to the autumn of the second year.

It was the beginning of a new school year. When the school of University A called Qin Feng to ask about Xue Bing's situation, he still couldn't answer. He found the admission notice again, and he still kept it well for her.

No wrinkles at all.

But Xue Bing, why don’t you come back and take a look?

Xue Bing, do you know that your favorite Snowball gave birth to two cute dog babies, one male and one female. I kept them both at home. Without you to take care of them, the dog babies are smaller than Snowball.

I was much more naughty when I was little. I would tear up the pillows at home every day, making them a mess with feathers flying all over the sky...

Xue Bing, do you know that I met your former teacher Xu some time ago. When she heard about your experience, she was very sad and regretful. You really have a good teacher who not only loves you but also enlightens me. I often

Invite her for afternoon tea. Even your teacher said that I am worthy of your trust for life. If you don’t believe me, ask her yourself...

Xue Bing, do you know that I am actually starting to hate you...

Yes! Qin Feng really felt that he was beginning to hate her. He felt helpless and distressed to resent the woman named Xue Bing. Why was he so cruel? Why couldn't he come back?

Xue Bing, why can't you come back?

Qin Feng counted the days carefully, waiting day after day, for a whole year, he never gave up looking for Xue Bing's whereabouts, but there was still no news about Xue Bing.

This year, his life has not changed much.

He still goes to work normally on weekdays, but only Aunt Liu and Lei Zhen who live with him know that if it is not very necessary, his evening entertainment is almost zero.

He would go home early and sometimes stay all night in the room where Xue Bing lived. Sometimes, he would sit on the steps at the door and sit all night.

Aunt Liu often sighs behind her back, but doesn't know what to say.

Lei Zhen was not one to persuade people. Sometimes, he really wanted to tell Qin Feng not to wait, because no one knew better than her. If there were no other factors, the chance of Xue Bing and Qi Tianlei's survival was almost

No!

After the car exploded, they were all stunned for a moment.

Later, Lei Zhen personally jumped into the sea to look for it. However, it had been raining for so long, the water level had risen a lot, the current was so fast, and there were waves coming from time to time. He thought he was very skilled, had good health, and had good water skills.

They waited one after another, but they were forced to go ashore before they could hold on for a few minutes.

Because without any protective measures, even he himself is very likely to be washed away by the waves very quickly.

So, what about Xue Bing and Qi Tianlei? Needless to say, this goes without saying!

What's more, everyone knows that Xue Bing bled a lot after she cut her face. When she was taken away by Qi Tianlei, she almost fainted due to excessive bleeding. What does this mean?

Everyone wants it, including Qin Feng!

However, he seems to have been unwilling to accept this fact. Everyone can see that he is still waiting stubbornly. Only he knows that there will be times when he can no longer wait.

Only through personal experience can we know that waiting is the most painful thing.

If you have to wait, then give him a time limit! He can wait for one year, three years, five years, or ten years, but the person he is waiting for may not come back.

He also gradually realized that maybe after waiting for a lifetime, she would never come back!

The few times he would come home late at night, it would be to drink with Lu Chenxuan to drown his sorrows. He used to think that Lu Chenxuan was so miserable. What could be better than having an unsatisfactory marriage and facing someone he didn't love all day long?

Are women's lives more miserable?

However, compared with him now, Lu Chenxuan is still much better.

Even if we can't meet each other, even if we can't be together, at least we can still know that the person we love is living peacefully somewhere in this world.

But he couldn't even guarantee peace.

When he thought about her and felt convulsed and numb all over, the only thing he could do was to look at the mobile phone she left behind. In her mobile phone, apart from the words "Qin Feng's husband", which shocked him enough,

There is also an audio recording and copious photos.

That recording recorded a children's song he sang for the first time since he was sensible.

Little rabbit, be good and open the door...

That time, in order to coax her to open the door and let him into the room, he had to resort to this trick. Whenever he felt so heartbroken that he almost suffocated, he would take it out and listen to it, and her voice at that time was extremely joyful.

She said: Qin Feng, your singing... is really not very good, hehe, hehehe...

Only by hearing her laughter could he survive the most painful moment and slowly recover.

There was also the photo album in her mobile phone. If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, he wouldn't have believed that he had been secretly photographed by her so many times without feeling anything.

The photos inside are all of him!

There was the way he was eating breakfast, the way he opened the door to get in the car, and the way she huddled in his arms and slept with him for the first time...

There are so many things, until that person disappears, I regret why I didn't discover her preciousness earlier.

He drank some wine with Lu Chenxuan in the evening. When he got home, it was already very late. Aunt Liu and Lei Zhen had already rested. He entered the door and didn't even turn on the light. He lay tiredly on the sofa alone, letting everything go.

The endless darkness overwhelmed him.

Every night when he came home late, Aunt Liu couldn't sleep well.

This night was no exception. I woke up when I heard the slightest noise. I came out in my pajamas and turned on the light. Sure enough, I saw Qin Feng leaning on the sofa dejectedly, smelling of alcohol.

Aunt Liu frowned, why is such a big person so troublesome?
To be continued...