195: Meet again four years later (3) His sharp eyes locked her firmly, and finally stared at her cheek, recalling the tragic scene many years ago unexpectedly in his mind...

She took the knife and slashed it across her face with determination.

She bled a lot, but even when she was in the most pain, she wouldn't let him get close.

However, now at such a close distance, he couldn't see any clues on her face. He was a little relieved, but he couldn't help but become more curious, how did she live in the past few years?

Xue Bing saw him staring at her face and immediately understood something.

She felt secretly bitter in her heart, he had not forgotten, how could she forget again?

That year, when she was eighteen years old, in her best youth, she did the most impulsive and incredible thing for this man.

That knife was cut into her flesh and blood.

At that time, she regarded Qin Feng as everything in her life, so she couldn't accept that he didn't love her, and she couldn't accept that the days she always thought were the happiest were actually just playing the role of a stand-in.

She couldn't accept it.

Later, countless psychiatrists treated her, and she gradually understood that her love was too pure, too overbearing, and too paranoid, but Qin Feng... found it difficult to give her the same love. Maybe he couldn't be entirely blamed.

, who allowed him to be born ten years earlier than her? Who allowed him to have such a complicated past before he met her?

She had to admit the fact: they were really not suitable! At least at that stage...

Inappropriate!

At that time, she wanted desperately and he gave desperately. She thought he had given her everything, but in the end she found that it was not!

It took her four years to understand that there are many things that she cannot rely on others to give, because others will never be as reliable as herself. Just like when she is with Qin Feng, she is always the one who worries about gains and losses. She can only get things through her own efforts.

, it is always yours and no one can take it away.

Love is not about hurting each other, let alone hurting yourself!

She must learn to be kind to herself, which may be her most profound realization in the past four years!

Therefore, even if Qin Feng is standing in front of her at this moment, she tells herself to hold her head high and keep a smile on her face.

Opportunities for others to harm themselves.

Qin Feng, do you understand?

She looked at him and smiled calmly under his gaze: "Sir, don't you think it is very rude to stare at a beautiful woman like this?"

Qin Feng still stared at her, raised his eyebrows, narrowed his eyes slightly, and a dangerous light burst out from his narrow eyes.

He spoke softly, his voice inexplicably hoarse, "I don't think so. I learned it from others. There used to be a girl who always stared at me like this. She thought I didn't know, but in fact I just pretended not to know.

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What are you talking about?

Xue Bing's eyelashes trembled, and she almost blushed, betraying her true emotions.

Of course she knew what he was talking about, wasn't it the days when she first came to him? At that time, she felt that he was also cold and didn't talk much, so she didn't dare to get too close and could only look at him secretly.

The ground is locked.

Unexpectedly, he actually knew everything!

Besides embarrassing, what else could she say?

She said nothing, and the slight ladylike smile on her face disappeared in an instant. No matter in the past or now, she always felt oppressed when standing in front of him, as if she was being eaten to death by him.

I hate this feeling of powerlessness!

She continued to pretend not to recognize him, glared at him, and walked away.

"Xue Bing, stop right here!"

Qin Feng let out a low groan, and when she walked past him, he grabbed her arm and caught her back.

Suddenly, he found that the most unpredictable thing in the world was tomorrow. Just like he had imagined what he would say to her when he saw her countless times, and thought of many versions, he still did not expect that they would meet again.

The meeting was at such a time, at such a place, especially with such an opening remarks...

Xue Bing was caught back by him and couldn't shake him off, so he frowned and started shouting: "What are you doing? Why are you like this? If you drag me again, I will call someone! It's inexplicable! Let me go or not!"

"Xue Bing..."

"You've got the wrong person! If you're mentally ill, go see a doctor. Who are you?"

Qin Feng's face quickly darkened, but he still stared at her motionless, as if he was squeezing the words out through his teeth, "Pretend, keep pretending...I'll watch!"

Xue Bing's heart beat wildly several times.

In front of him, there was always a feeling of nowhere to hide. He stared at him, as if his eyes were burning with raging anger that was about to burn her. She felt guilty and panicked, and didn't know how to escape, so she became anxious.

Then, he kicked him directly...

She was wearing high-barrel leather boots. Qin Feng didn't expect that she would actually kick her. His calf hurt, and the strength in his hands unknowingly relaxed a bit, and then he let her break away from him.

Xue Bing's first reaction was to run.

She was not afraid of him, but of herself. After all, she knew that her psychological defense was actually too fragile.

She just wanted to run, so much so that she even forgot that she was coming to the hospital. Instead, she ran directly out of the road, just like this, and when she wanted to leave, she didn't even see the shadow of the car.

It was inevitable that Qin Feng would be happy when he saw her, but besides being happy, there was also anger rising up.

Damn girl, I haven’t seen you for a few years. She has grown taller and has a bad temper. She actually dared to kick him and hit him so hard. Isn’t she just in need of treatment?

If she escapes from under his nose again this time, both he and his daughter will change their surname to Xue!

He chased after her, caught up with her in a few steps, and grabbed her again.

"Why are you running? Why don't you run for me again?!"

He indiscriminately grabbed her and started yelling at her. It was really irritating. After being separated for so long, had she ever carefully calculated how many days and hours there were in four years? He found her.

It's been so long, and now it's finally found, why can't you come into his arms obediently? Why did you run away?

Xue Bing was startled by his rough roar.

In the past days when the two of them were together, he doted on her most of the time, and she could act coquettishly, act shamelessly, and even be arrogant.

However, once he got angry, she was still afraid, and she was taught a lesson by him many times.

Seeing that he remained silent, Qin Feng forgot about his struggle. His tone finally softened and he asked, "What are you doing in the hospital?"

As he asked, he looked up and down to make sure that she looked very normal. However, Xue Bing felt uncomfortable when he looked at her and said angrily: "You don't have to worry about it!"

Qin Feng frowned, tried to control his anger, and talked to her calmly, "Where have you been in the past few years?"

When he asked this question, an indescribable sadness flashed across his brows involuntarily.

Xue Bing's heart trembled, and she immediately wanted to throw away his hand and continue to pretend to be stupid, "Where are you going? I don't know what you are talking about. Who are you? I don't know you, you are holding me

What are you doing? It’s inexplicable! Let me go!”

"Stop dreaming! Follow me!"

Qin Feng pulled her and wanted to go to the hospital. He could ask about other things another day, but one thing was urgent. Hai Yu was still in the hospital with Aunt Liu, and he had to arrest Xue Bing.

Let your daughter take a look and tell her that this is her mother. She is not a child without a mother!

Xue Bing didn't understand his intentions, but she knew she couldn't follow him, didn't want to get close to him, and didn't want to make the same mistake again.

She struggled desperately and shouted: "Hey! Where are you taking me? Why are you like this... let me go! Otherwise, if I really call someone, I will sue you for molesting a good girl!"

indecent?

Qin Feng pondered this word and raised the corner of his mouth.

As a qualified father, he now thinks of his daughter first in everything, and he hasn't thought of molesting her yet! But since she put it on the agenda first, he doesn't mind implementing it in advance.

I would like to emphasize one more point, the person he molested was not a good girl, she was already the mother of a child, yet he dared to call herself a girl, after all these years he has not learned how to write the word "shy".

Xue Bing's heart trembled when she saw the unpredictable and meaningful smile on the corner of his mouth.

I always felt... like I was naked in front of him.

Too dangerous!

"I really screamed..."

She raised her voice and tried to frighten him twice, but Qin Feng was not frightened, so he naturally didn't take her words to heart.

However, it turns out that he is a bit weak today!

Because, this early in the morning, even if she really encountered a gangster and wanted to ask for help, she would not necessarily call anyone. It was such a coincidence that today, as soon as she opened her mouth, she saw two police cars heading towards her in the distance.

Coming quickly this way.

Xue Bing's eyes lit up, and with a sense of luck and revenge, she reached out to stop the car and screamed: "Help! Someone is molesting!!"

Qin Feng was a little dumbfounded for a moment. He didn't expect that she was serious. However, this really can't be played like this.

He quickly grabbed her and dragged her inside. Xue Bing refused to give up and continued to struggle and yell... Then, she actually watched the police car whizzing past in front of her as if no one was there.

What's going on?

Are all the police these days so reckless?

She was so excited that she really wanted to take off her shoes and throw them at the car. Fortunately, before this idea could be put into practice, the second police car following behind stopped, and then a policeman in civilian clothes also stepped out.

The young police officer focused his gaze on them for a long time, and finally spoke sternly, "What's going on? Why are you messing around on the roadside so early in the morning?"
Chapter completed!