282: [Baby Chapter] Bamboo horses make green plums 19
(2: [Baby] Sweethearts and childhood sweethearts 19) She hesitated for a long time, and finally asked. She had not dared to ask for so long, what was Haiyu like when he was young? And him? His that
How is it when you and your daughter depend on each other for a long time?
In the past, she hated him and resented him, but she only remembered the hurt he had caused.
However, as time passed day by day, their feelings settled in the cracks of the years, and finally flowed into a river. She was now a wife and mother, and was no longer the willful and extreme little girl in the past, so there were some things that no one needed to teach.
She also gradually came to understand.
In fact, she was more wrong.
Qin Feng could tell what kind of mentality she had in asking that question, but things were in the past and he didn't want her to feel guilty about what had happened.
He hugged her tightly and comforted her: "It's all over anyway. You see my daughter is fine now, isn't that enough?"
"But...oh! That's not the case anyway! Tell me, I want to hear it! Now that I see my son, I know that a child cannot leave his mother when he is young, but for Haiyu...when she was young, I
I’ve never hugged her, never been by her side, and don’t even know she exists, so just tell me now!”
She was acting so coquettishly, her head moving back and forth in his arms, Qin Feng simply couldn't bear it.
He calmed down and thought for a while, then said slowly: "Haiyu is okay...she is very good. When she was little, I always hoped that she would grow up quickly, and then she could take off her baby clothes and put on beautiful ones."
I took her out in a small skirt. But there were times when it was annoying. When she was first brought to me, she was less than three months old. Like my son, she was easy to coax during the day, but cried at night..."
Xue Bing's heart tightened, "Are you crying a lot?"
"Well...sometimes I cry until my voice becomes hoarse and I can't stop coaxing her. Aunt Liu said that such a young child is like this without his mother around. After a while, he gets used to it. It should be...it must have been more than a month.
She gradually adapted to the environment at home and began to recognize me as her father, and then she gradually got better."
Xue Bing closed her eyes, put her ear against his chest, and hugged his waist tightly.
She didn't speak and was silent for a long time. When Qin Feng almost thought she had fallen asleep, she suddenly spoke again, "Do you blame me?" Her voice seemed to come from a very far away place.
Come on, even though it was so close, I couldn't even hear it clearly. I could only hear a heavier sigh from the bottom of my heart.
She felt sad when she thought of that scene.
Just imagine, if he is not around now, if she is left to face a crying child alone at night like this, how hesitant and helpless she would feel?
Weird?
Qin Feng also asked himself this, maybe because he blamed her for not even giving him a chance to explain. Why could she be so cruel, abandoning her daughter and him?
However, when he knew all the truth, the blame turned into heartache.
If he had to blame, he blamed himself. He knew clearly that she was sensitive, knew that she was worried about gains and losses, and clearly wanted her...but he couldn't give her a sense of security, nor could he give her the stability and sense of belonging she wanted. This was his
wrong!
However, they got married in the end, let’s let go of the past!
He hugged her waist, turned over and pressed her down, then buried his head in her hair to find her earlobe, gently sucked it in his mouth, and then said: "It's weird! How can you not be weird? It's weird.
For four years, you left me alone in an empty room..."
Xue Bing's body trembled.
It was obviously a very serious topic, but why did he suddenly give off an aura of ambiguity? She couldn't remember the last time they had such a close relationship. His sudden closeness made her body suddenly move.
I softened, and the problems I just talked to him were instantly forgotten.
However, she gritted her teeth and tried to push him away.
"What are you doing? Get up, your hair stinks so bad, don't rub it..."
Can she say that she hasn't washed her hair for more than ten days since giving birth?
This matter was ordered by Aunt Liu. Although many people no longer care about this, some concepts of the older generation are deeply ingrained. However, it is very necessary to be cautious during the confinement period.
Otherwise, it would be troublesome if the root cause of the disease was revealed, so Xue Bing still listened to her.
However, now she feels that she is in a complete embarrassment...
In addition to the huge growth in the waist and abdomen, the waist and abdomen have not slimmed down, and the calf was swollen during pregnancy. Although it is much better now, it still feels different from the past.
Women are born with a natural instinct to love beauty.
Of course Xue Bing is no exception. Although the two of them are still sleeping in the same bed, she really doesn't want him to see her in such a slovenly state. Even if she wants to get close, she has to wait until the confinement period is over to let her first.
After cleaning herself up, she, like all women, wants her man to see her most beautiful.
However, someone has said that no matter how beautiful your face is, it will age. Only if a man can still love you as before after seeing you at your ugliest and most casual appearance, then that is the lover who can stay with you until the end.
"Where's the smell? I don't smell it...".
Xue Bing was about to push him away when he suddenly said this in her ear again, kissing her passionately from her ear to her neck, nibbling gently.
She squeaked softly, and the hand that originally wanted to push him gradually became weak. He kissed so hard and breathed so hot. Of course he knew what kind of message it conveyed, but now, they... can't.
!
"husband……"
She called him softly, but he ignored her.
Xue Bing was a little anxious, gritted her teeth and pushed hard on his shoulder, shouting: "Qin Feng..." He was pushed away by her, and he saw her face was flushed, panting lightly, and turned to him
Said, "The doctor said no..."
"I know!"
He answered smoothly, and tightened his hold on her waist, smiling a little evilly, "I just want to kiss you and hug you. Now it's so fleshy and comfortable to hold you, it feels good!"
"You...don't you dislike it?"
"What nonsense are you talking about again? Why should I dislike it? Well... don't mention the past things. Anyway, it's enough for us to be together well now, right? Just treat the past as a lesson... Also, the matter about my son is also
That’s it, you take him with you during the day, and if there’s nothing special at night, leave him alone. Boys are too spoiled and will have no future when they grow up.”
Okay! Regarding his last sentence, Xue Bing couldn't agree even if he didn't agree.
The two talked intermittently, and soon fell asleep hugging each other. Of course, it didn't take long before dawn came up. The little guy was the most punctual alarm clock. Every time at this time, he started crying for food again...
…
Xue Bing feels that she is now just like the giant panda in the zoo, a key protected object.
Everyone wanted to worship her like a Bodhisattva. Li Huairen came to see her once a day, teasing her grandson, which was a must. Aunt Liu often praised her and sent her Dabu Decoction. Although Qin Boxiong did not show up, she also
People often send large and small packages of things...
For this father, Qin Feng stopped treating him as his father many years ago.
Until one day, Xue Bing opened the clothes and toys sent by Qin Boxiong to Haiyu and his youngest son, and suddenly muttered, "I think your father is quite pitiful now..."
Qin Feng was startled.
Is it pitiful?
Maybe... can you say that? About a year ago, Haiyu was secretly kidnapped by Wen Hong, but Qin Boxiong brought him back. After all, he couldn't bear it and solved the bankruptcy crisis for the Qin family with a check. Now,
The company should be improving, right? This is Qin Boxiong's lifelong effort, but so what?
Qin Ming was still in prison, but he had severed ties with him long ago and had no contact with him anymore.
Now that Qin Boxiong is getting older, how many more years can he live? In his later years, if he does not have children and grandchildren around him, what will happen even if he has wealth?
The desolate evening scene can be considered a kind of pity!
When he was still young and vigorous, he only had hatred in his heart. When he became a father himself and tried to experience that feeling from a father's perspective, he suddenly seemed to understand that there should not be an overnight feud between father and son.
.
My mother has passed away for so many years, and it is meaningless to hate and blame anyone!
Two nights ago, when he was telling Haiyu a story before going to bed, he told his daughter that forgiveness and tolerance are the most precious qualities in the world. When you forgive others, you are actually letting yourself go.
He now has a successful career and a happy family. Not only does he have a beautiful wife by his side at all times, but he also has two children...
How could he bear to let God down if he was so favored by him? If his mother had a soul in heaven, she would be smiling, right? Then why should he care about those grudges? Nothing more than this.
He hugged Xue Bing, kissed her forehead, and said happily: "Baby, it's great to have you!"
Xue Bing had a puzzled look on his face, but he didn't know that it was his unintentional emotion that opened the knot in his heart. However, the relationship between Qin Feng and Qin Boxiong had cooled down for many years, and they didn't want to be like other normal fathers and sons.
It's really difficult to make love warmly, and both parties may find it awkward.
Qin Feng still didn't say anything. He just called Qin Boxiong when he was free. He said in a neutral tone that it was time for his son to choose a name. He hoped that his grandfather could give him a name before he was full moon.
Qin Boxiong was so shocked that he almost dropped the phone, but his heart was trembling with joy, even though he couldn't say a word.
The next day, when Qin Boxiong sent someone to bring supplements to his daughter-in-law, he also asked someone to bring a note to Qin Feng. There was only one powerful word on it: Rui!
So, the little guy's name came up, it was Qin Hairui.
The word in the middle, of course, is after my sister Haiyu, and the word "Rui" at the back was given by my grandfather. There are thousands of words, but they are all without words.
Chapter completed!