308: [Xu Leyan Chapter] From now on, you are my only Yanyan Xu Leyan was wondering why she was silent again after calling her? She was about to ask him, when his left hand suddenly held her right hand.

, wrapped her hand in the warm palm and held it tightly.

Her heart trembled slightly.

There was a very brief thought of wanting to break free, but after this thought fleetingly passed, she had no intention of resisting at all, and even... couldn't help but hold his hand back.

I haven't felt this way in many years. Holding his hand, it felt like you wouldn't get lost even if you closed your eyes.

Song Yunzhe felt her response, and couldn't help but feel happy. She didn't know what a fierce ideological struggle he had just gone through before he had the courage to hold her hand. Although they had also done more intimate actions,

But I always feel that today is different, even the meaning of holding hands is different. I can't help but scream.

He thought that if he got her, she would be his.

The two hearts have been wandering for a long time, but now they are clasped between the ten fingers, as if they can't find the direction all of a sudden. From now on, they will be in the same boat, rain or shine, and will never be separated.

Xu Leyan didn't know if it was her imagination, but she always felt that his palms were sweating...

"Yanyan, from now on...will we all be like this?"

That's it! Never separate again, never give each other the blank stare and indifference, give them a way out and a future for each other.

Xu Leyan's hands stiffened.

She understood what he meant. Although she still had millions of doubts and uncertainties in her heart, the thorns that she had used to arm herself with before seemed to have been pulled out by him one by one after yesterday.

No matter how cold-hearted she was, she found that she was helpless in front of him.

So, she nodded and said softly: "...Yeah."

If this is the case from now on, how could it be bad?

However, her heart beat faster after nodding. Can this beauty really last forever? Why did she suddenly feel like she was in love? The feeling in her heart was a bit sweet and a bit astringent. She felt that she must be.

She blushed again and held hands with him, not even knowing where to look.

Song Yunzhe felt the same as her, so much so that he was speechless. From this moment until the two of them finished breakfast, he kept giggling.

Later, he indeed took her to the supermarket with him.

He is a person who is better at living than she is. Xu Leyan followed him and secretly thought while watching him choose ingredients. Unexpectedly, she was looking at it intently, but he suddenly turned his head...

Xu Leyan was startled and quickly looked away, still feeling a little uncomfortable.

Song Yunzhe smiled gently at her, with a hint of teasing in his tone, "What are you looking at?"

"I..." Xu Leyan was a little embarrassed, her eyes flicked to his face, and finally found a reason, "You, you haven't shaved!"

Song Yunzhe touched his chin and said with a smile: "Oh, I'll buy a razor later."

Last night, he probably stayed outside her house for most of the night, and then went out with her. Where did he have time to shave?

"Um... I've bought so much, is that enough?"

Xu Leyan saw that the cart was almost full, so she found a topic to talk about. The atmosphere between the two of them...how to put it! It was as if they were stuck with something sweet and couldn't separate.

They were two people who fell in love for the first time. It was obvious that his heartbeat was irregular when they saw him, but they didn't dare to look any further.

Song Yunzhe said: "Well, it's almost done... then go buy a razor with me."

After he finished speaking, he took her hand again, pushing the trolley with one hand and holding her with the other. She tried her best to hold back the laughter, but in the end she couldn't hold back the laughter that escaped from the corner of her mouth.

I have a feeling that I will follow him until the end of time.

After the two of them went to buy razors, he bought a bunch of toiletries, and then went to the clothing store upstairs to buy clothes, from head to toe, inside and out.

When he was paying, she finally couldn't help but pulled him and asked, "Why did you suddenly buy so many things?"

Song Yunzhe handed the card to the cashier, and signed the last word while answering her without looking up, "I have nothing to wear! I didn't take a shower or change my clothes last night. If I continue like this, don't you think I stink?"

Xu Leyan's mind was buzzing.

After thinking about it for a long time, she realized that this was not a question of whether she thought he was dirty, but something else...

Finally, the two returned home together. When Xu Leyan watched him put the things he had just purchased into her house, she finally understood what was wrong.

What is he doing?

He clearly looked like he planned to stay with her forever.

Wait! She was still a little confused. What was going on with them now? Has she promised him anything? She felt like she had agreed, but it was wrong!

She held it in for a long time, and finally couldn't help but ask: "What are you doing now? Why do you want to buy clothes? And these things, you... you won't go home?"

Song Yunzhe's figure stiffened.

Since some facts must be faced, it is better not to hide it from her anymore and tell everything to avoid the two of them being suspicious of each other and feeling uneasy.

He turned around, pretending to be indifferent, shrugged and said: "I'm homeless, you have to take me in!"

Xu Leyan looked at him, her eyes widened, her lips moved, and she expected something, but she still wanted to ask more clearly, "What do you mean? How come you are homeless?"

"My mother kicked me out..."

Xu Leyan's heart suddenly froze, as if she had been hit hard by a hammer. She twitched the corners of her mouth, smiled self-deprecatingly, and asked, "Is it because of me?"

Song Yunzhe was silent.

He didn't want to deceive her, but he really didn't want to admit it.

Xu Leyan smiled sadly, "It doesn't matter! I knew it a long time ago, it's nothing... You came out of the house last night? Then you go back! Don't let your family worry, what your mother said was just a moment of anger, and so did she

For your own good, it will be fine if you go back and apologize. Go back..."

Her voice became lower and lower.

In fact, she had tried hard to keep her expression normal and her smile to look more real, but she still couldn't help it, her voice became deeper and deeper, and in the end she felt as if her throat was being choked.

Yes, I can no longer make a sound.

Song Yunzhe looked at her quietly, how could he not see that she was pretending to be strong?

"Do you really want me to go back? Look at you...you obviously don't want to..."

He slowly walked up to her, stretched out his hand and caressed her face slowly. She raised her head and saw the sudden look in his eyes. Suddenly she couldn't hold herself any longer and collapsed.

She immediately threw herself into his arms and buried her face in his chest.

Then, he said slowly: "I don't want to, but I still have to tell you, go back! I don't want you to fall out with your family because of me. I already know your intentions, but I'm not worth it.

…”

Song Yunzhe was about to hug her. After all, this was a rare initiative for her.

However, after hearing her words, he changed his mind and pushed her away resolutely. He tightened her arm, looked into her eyes, and said seriously: "Don't talk about yourself like that, is it worth it?"

What I should consider, don’t say it’s for my own good. If you really do it for my own good, don’t hurt my heart, we can just be together and be together well, okay?”

"But……"

"No buts!"

"Listen to what I have to say... In fact, I don't think your mother did anything wrong about some things. It's reasonable for her not to accept me. I don't blame her at all, but you... I really don't want to do it because of you.

I will make you and your family unhappy, so you won't be happy either..."

Song Yunzhe stared at her deeply and said: "I won't lie to you! My mother didn't give me a way out. She even said that she had never given birth to my son. If I went out, I would not go back. However, I still came out to find her.

You know, do you know why?"

Xu Leyan looked at him, speechless.

He added: "She is just angry. When the anger subsides, she will not disown me. I will not disown my parents because of you, but I know better...the relationship between parents and children cannot be broken off immediately."

Yes, but you are different. If I let go, I will really lose you forever..."

Xu Leyan's eyelashes trembled and she burst into tears.

If you let go, you will lose it forever...

How could she not know?

But, what can be done? She knows very well that she cannot be accepted by her elders. This is her own sin, and she cannot blame anyone. Since she has begun to fall, what qualifications do she have to ask for happiness?

When Song Yunzhe saw her tears, his heart suddenly broke.

He hurriedly hugged her into his arms and comforted her softly: "Yanyan, don't cry. Listen to me. My mother...she may not be able to accept it for a while. You also know that people of the previous generation think

It's still quite old-fashioned, but I don't care, really... I know it's not your fault, from now on, you are just my Yanyan, let's forget the past and start over, okay?"

Xu Leyan choked up and said: "But your family... I have no face to face them myself. You can obviously choose a better one..."

"Don't say such silly things again! Don't worry... they are my biological parents no matter what. I will not abandon them, and they will not abandon me. What we should do now is to work hard together and face each other.

Yes, as time goes by, they will naturally see our determination and stop obstructing us. If they have the opportunity to contact you and get to know you, and know that you have endured so much hardship and had so many alternatives, those prejudices will naturally be eliminated.

Now...you just need to tell me now, do you want to be with me? Do you want to?"

How could you not want to?

He had always given her hope, but Xu Leyan really couldn't find a reason to refuse, so she lay in his arms and nodded vigorously.
Chapter completed!