It is obviously not my own experience, but there is such a period in my memory, and it is something that I have to face with my identity...

For ordinary people, this may be very confusing. Optimists may find it a wonderful feeling, while pessimists may find it a headache.

But in fact, it is not that complicated for the current Levi's. He is just a little emotional. Chen Junhan is back. The Levi's who used to like her and even be a little attached to her is no longer alive and will never come back.

!And these... we can't tell Chen Junhan yet, because he is Levi's now.

The inner doubts and emotions did not affect the conversation and entertainment between Levis and Chen Guoru.

After a simple exchange, they reminisced about old times and let the three young people talk on the side.

The three people are different in age, but they can be regarded as growing up together for a few years, but now they have their own thoughts. Li Weiwen has never been so contradictory. One is Xiaojun, the sister who played with her when she was a child, and the other is Xiaojun, who played with her when she was young.

They are the Phoenix sisters who are getting along very well now. They only have one brother. If they fight over each other, who should they help?

But this girl was also quite happy, and she quickly made a decision to support Phoenix!

Because in her opinion, Chen Junhan was only fifteen years old when she left. She and her brother should have been playmates, or childhood sweethearts at most. Now it has been five years since she came back. She is in the United States again, and she is even more beautiful. Why?

Maybe she doesn’t have a boyfriend? Even if she doesn’t, he may not be able to fall in love with her brother. Of the brothers who have been flirting with each other in the past few years, only poor Phoenix is ​​so infatuated with her, right?

The clothes are not as good as new, and the people are not as good as old.

But after all, when Chen Junhan left, Li Weiwen was only eleven or twelve years old. Calculating three-thirds of her current age, the first third is too young to have many deep memories, and the rest is half, half, which is equal to her life.

I haven't seen Chen Junhan in the last half of the time, but I'm not as close as Phoenix, who was playing intimately just now.

"Sister Xiaojun, have you graduated from an American university?"

"I have been working for a long time." Chen Junhan replied with a smile.

Li Weiwen was speechless. But she remembered that she was very good at reading before, and she didn't think she was bragging. "You are now..."

"A daughter inherited her father's business, haha. According to my father's choice, I became a lawyer. Of course. I also like it myself. Maybe I was influenced by my father and Uncle Li since I was a child." When Chen Junhan spoke, he always had a warm smile.

It's easy for people to feel close to you.

"Haha, Uncle Chen is the only person who can educate me. Dad only makes people bored."

Li Weiwen first made a joke about her father, and was about to ask her if she had a boyfriend. She already heard Chen Junhan saying to Levi: "Brother Weiss, we haven't seen each other for a long time. Let's talk about you. People here."

It’s too much. Why don’t we go out and chat?” Before Levi could answer, Li Weiwen hurriedly said: “Okay, okay, let’s go to the deck to enjoy the breeze. Sister Xiaojun hasn’t seen the night view of Hong Kong for a long time, and I think it should be the same.

good."

"Okay." Chen Junhan agreed with a smile.

Levi's understood what Chen Junhan meant. He wanted to talk about the past between the two people. Wenwen was still young at the time and didn't understand many things. Now she is a brat and can't let her get involved. So he said: "We

Just go out and get some fresh air, you better stay here honestly."

While speaking, he glanced at her and motioned her to find Phoenix.

Li Weiwen had no intention of following. In her opinion, Phoenix had just been "assigned" by her brother to the deck to enjoy the sea breeze. Therefore, she just suggested that Chen Junhan go to the deck to watch the night view, just to let Phoenix catch him.

them.

"Okay, I won't go if you don't want me to. Sister Xiaojun, you should go to the deck to see the night view. As the saying goes - the moon is the brightness of my hometown, and the night is the tranquility of my hometown. I don't know when I will come back next time.

See how it cures homesickness.”

These words made Chen Junhan couldn't help laughing. Nostalgia is often a feeling that only older people have. Although she has wanted to go back to Hong Kong where she grew up in the past five years, she has been in a hurry, has to study, and has to litigate, so she has not.

How much time do you miss homesickness?

After saying hello to the adults, Levi's and Chen Junhan walked out of the banquet hall. In the corridor outside, they met a man and woman walking over. When the man saw Chen Junhan, his eyes lit up and he murmured: "Beauty.

…”

The voice was not loud, but Levi still heard it clearly and glanced at it. This young man who seemed to be about the same age as himself, although he seemed smooth, did not seem to be that simple.

There was also a beautiful woman standing next to the man. Compared with Chen Junhan's freshness and refinement, this beauty had the kind of mature charm that outshone all other beauties, just like a lotus and a peony. The mature beauty also kept smiling, and she should have heard what she heard next to her.

The male companion said it, but it didn't mean anything.

But the man quickly reacted and chuckled: "Of course, no matter how beautiful I am, I can't compare to you..."

Chen Junhan quickly passed by them, and Chen Junhan, who had not heard anything, had no reaction. Levi's noticed that the mature beauty seemed to be a female star who had retired from the entertainment industry, and her name seemed to be Yuan Yan or something. It was not in the memory.

It was very detailed and he couldn't be sure.

The two chatted casually, and slowly actually walked to the deck.

Levi's knew Phoenix wouldn't actually be on deck, so he didn't shy away from coming here.

When we came to the deck, there was no heater, and the sea breeze at night felt cold on people's bodies.

When she came out, Chen Junhan didn't have a coat, shawl or anything with her. She was just wearing a long skirt. It was inevitably a bit cold. However, Hong Kong's winter is not that cold no matter how cold it is. After living in the United States for five years, she has the ability to withstand the cold.

Already stronger than the average person.

Levi took off his coat and put it on her shoulders.

"Thank you, brother Weiss."

"Haha. This is what it should be."

After saying that, Levi fell silent. It had been a few months since it was almost a year ago, and this was the first time he watched the night view at the beach like this. The nostalgia that Wenwen mentioned just now lingered in his heart, and he also

I feel a little nostalgic for my hometown in the 26th century - although they are all in China, the time and space are different and the feeling is different.

But...unknowingly, he already felt integrated into this city. More importantly, although he lost a lot and his life was not as convenient as in the future, he also gained everything he said he would not have in the future - relatives.

, relatives and home.

Six months ago, if there was a chance to go back, he would not hesitate. But now, it may be difficult to decide.

His silence fell in the eyes of Chen Junhan. They grew up together. Chen Junhan is the best at observing Levi's, and she is also the person who knows Levi's best.

Now that people are around her, she feels a strange feeling.

This was not because of what happened back then. He was deliberately pretending to be indifferent. There must be other reasons for his silence. This feeling of living together was something she had never experienced before, even when they were thousands of miles apart in the United States.

None of them feel this way.

"you've changed."

Hearing Chen Junhan's sweet voice in the sea breeze, Levi was slightly startled, and suddenly remembered that she knew the "real Levi" better than Li Bingjian and his wife, better than Li Weiwen, and even better than the girlfriends who had slept with Levi.

"Haha, people always change. When they grow up, they can no longer be the same as children. Just like you, you have become more beautiful and mature, and your temperament and charm are completely different from before. Although you still call me brother Weiss.

, but it no longer feels like before." Although Levis did not experience it personally, his keen sense and analysis allowed him to clearly understand it.

Levi's words made Chen Junhan silent. Yes, people will grow. Five years is enough for anyone to change. And his changes in the past few years...

She is no longer a fifteen-year-old girl. She has become a lawyer in the United States. Now it is difficult for her to call her "Brother Weiss". She can still call her out. It is just a habit, but it is definitely not as natural as it was back then.

.

"What happened in the past..." Chen Junhan, who is more mature than his peers, understands the problems between two people. Now that they have come back and met, they still have to make it clear in person as soon as possible, otherwise it will not be good for others or themselves.

Levis waited for her to say, but he didn't say much. He changed because of her stimulation. After the fall, even if the real Levis was here, he should be calm. "Ha... I was still young at that time and didn't understand anything.

, I just regard brother Weiss as my brother. As for that meeting... Let's put it this way, I didn't hate you at the time, I didn't hate you, it was just an emergency body protection reaction... I was also confused at the time. I only found out about it later.

In the past few years, boys have chased me, and when they want to get close to me, my reaction is still the same, either hitting them in the face or nose, it’s all instinctive reaction anyway.”

Chen Junhan gave a wry smile and continued: "I read some books on psychology and couldn't find a reasonable answer. I also saw a psychiatrist. The doctor said that this is a subconscious body protection reaction. Maybe

It was because I was exposed to legal books at a young age that I became more subconsciously wary than the average person. Until now...I have not had a boyfriend..."

Levi was slightly surprised, and sighed inwardly, if it was for this reason, then my predecessor was too unfair. When she grows up and slowly changes, maybe it will be a matter of course. Why should it be like this?

"There is no treatment?"

Chen Junhan shook his head, "The doctor said... Only when I meet someone I really like and can naturally let go of my physical and mental guard can I eliminate this subconscious overreaction."

"Oh, that should be fine. One day you will meet the person you like." Levis said calmly.

Regarding his calmness, Chen Junhan couldn't help but take another look, and then said softly: "Brother Weiss...I'm sorry, Xiaojun's unintentional mistake in the past made you...Although you have ignored me all these years, I still

I learned about your situation from your father. Others said you were proud of being admitted to the University of Hong Kong, but I know that you became like that because of my relationship. I'm really sorry."

She still has no love for Levi, but only has feelings for her brother, but she sincerely doesn't want him to get hurt.

Levi's shook his head, "I can't blame you. Although I was several years older than you, I was not as mature as you and was very attached to you. Many times, it was because of your comfort and enlightenment that I was not too extreme.

Thoughts and extreme behaviors appeared. After all, they were just suppressed. Later, they were just a trigger. The key is because you left. You lost your psychological attachment, and you were unable to control all kinds of irritable moods."

Chen Junhan was a little surprised. He didn't expect Levi's to face himself so calmly and analyze his psychology. It seems that five years have really made him mature a lot. He has truly passed that stage and achieved nirvana.

Rebirth.

"I just heard from my aunt that you have been working in the police force this year. You have performed very well in the serious crime team. You also have a regular girlfriend. It seems that you have really grown up. Xiaojun wishes Brother Weiss the best."

Chen Junhan said sincerely.

"You are getting older and tired of playing. You should always find something to do. You see, you are younger than me and have already become a lawyer. As for my girlfriend, let nature take its course. It may be fixed. We may separate at any time. I have taken everything lightly.

It's over." Levi's looked at the harbor.

"Um."

Chen Junhan looked at his profile. In the night, he could vaguely feel the vicissitudes of life that were not commensurate with his age, and he really had a sense of indifference that could see through everything.
To be continued...