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As soon as she heard Levi's words, Lin Xuemei had already guessed what he was going to say, and hurriedly reached out to cover his lips. She knew that in his eyes, she was probably just like a sister, and she was just like this before.
I think so, but at this moment, I really don’t want to hear him say it in person.
"Don't say...I know, I know everything, I don't think that way, I just..."
Lin Xuemei pressed her hot face against Levi's chest and tried her best to express her thoughts. "Brother Li... I'm very happy today. I don't know when I will be so happy in the future... Can you... treat me as a normal person?"
A girl?"
"..." Levis was silent for a moment and said directly: "I know what you are thinking, but that is not good. I have always regarded you as a normal girl. You are strong and confident. Why..."
"Brother Li, you are older than me, better than me, and more mature than me... I am not worthy of you in any aspect. I don't expect anything too much. I know you have a girlfriend, and I also know that you just see me as a little girl.
, but I...I really want you...to have me..."
For a girl like her, it is really not easy for her to say such words. This is not only because she has already said it, but also because she has been engaged in repeated ideological struggles before Levi's came out.
But now that I have spoken out, I have already given up. I thought that no matter what he thinks of me, I have already said it, so I simply continued: "Brother Li... Although you care about me very much, you can't understand that kind of life without a future."
I am so desperate that I no longer expect to have a good life in the future. With my current conditions, it is basically impossible to make a good boyfriend. I may find a disabled person with other problems in the future..."
Levi frowned.
Lin Xuemei seemed to know that he wanted to speak, so she rushed to finish: "Listen to me... I don't want this. I don't want my whole life to be gloomy like this. I am very happy today and have left many beautiful memories... I want
Being given to you by myself...let yourself leave the most brilliant memories...because I like you, but I am not worthy of you and cannot be with you. This is the best gift for me..."
After hearing this, Levi was silent for a while, and then burst out laughing!
Lin Xuemei was a little surprised when she heard Levi's laughter. Based on her understanding of Levi's, she would not have such a reaction.
"Why are you laughing?" She was slightly annoyed. This was trampling on her dignity!
"Silly girl. Medical science and technology is developing rapidly now. For things that cannot be cured now, there may be a cure in a few years. You are only seventeen years old. Normally, your life should be seventy years old. You are so pessimistic now.
What? If there is a treatment method in three or five years, and it is the best time of your life at that time, wouldn't it be ridiculous to think of your tragic sacrifice now? Wouldn't you regret your death? "
Levi made himself turn around a little. He looked into her eyes and said seriously. Lin Xuemei met his eyes and shook her head firmly: "No! I will never regret it! Even five years later, medicine can treat it ten years later."
Good on me. I won't regret it! Brother Li, the situation you mentioned is the best scenario. What I said is more realistic. Even if my luck is better, it will be better at most. It has been more than a year now.
, no hope at all..."
Her persistence made Levi hesitate. Her courage had reached its limit at this time. If she continued to persuade or refuse, she would soon be defeated. In her opinion, it was either discrimination against her or fear of trouble.
"May, you are still young. I will spend more time with you in the future. Let's wait until you are older to discuss this matter." At this point, Levi's made a move that shocked Lin Xuemei!
He suddenly grabbed one of her hands and guided it to her lower body!
"Ah..." Lin Xuemei was disappointed when she suddenly felt this action and couldn't help but be shocked.
"Do you feel it?" Levi smiled bitterly, "So, you don't have to feel inferior. It's not that you are unattractive to me. On the contrary, you are very charming and you don't have to worry about your future at all. Also, Brother Li promises you,
I will definitely help you find a cure within three years!"
He didn't dare to stay longer and take her hand away.
But Lin Xuemei was determined not to let go. Her face was red and her breathing was a lot tighter. She whispered: "Since Brother Li doesn't dislike me...why don't you help me realize this wish?" She squeezed her hand gently.
A little bit.
Levis grabbed her hand and said, "You are too young now and too easily excited. You will be the one who gets hurt in the end. I am not a gentleman, so be it! Three years, after three years, I will definitely find a way to
Once you are cured, you can choose to live a normal life again. You will be a little older by then. If you are still willing to do so at that time, I will not be polite."
"I don't want... you are just delaying the fight. Besides, I want to give it to you now because I want to give myself a beautiful dream and beautiful memories. If it is really like what you said, by then, I will give it to you.
It seems that I am repaying my kindness..." Lin Xuemei neither let go nor let go.
Levi's couldn't help scratching his head. He was not afraid of the most powerful terrorists, but he never thought that he would be defeated by such a little girl. Come on, it's too beastly. May is not only young, but also physically weak.
It’s inconvenient; if you don’t do it, it would be too hypocritical. People have already said so...
"Uh... I know you like me, and I like you too. But you don't have to do this if you like me. We can talk about our ideals, the future and so on..." Before he could speak, he stopped himself, just because of her.
I have lost the confidence and conditions to talk about ideals and life, so I think like this!
"I don't care..." Lin Xuemei held on tightly and kept clinging to him. One thing she knew very well was that once it passed, there would definitely be no such opportunity in the future. Even if she went out to eat and came back, it would be impossible.
. She couldn't speak again, and he would definitely be prepared in advance.
Most of the time, she is a pure and gentle girl, but in her character, she also has a stubborn and strong side. Whether it is insisting on speaking Cantonese well and integrating with local classmates, or after having inconvenience in her legs, she would rather work hard than refuse her parents to change her.
Lots of care.
The girl's delicate breasts pressed up against her, which directly made Levi's even more proud. Looking at Lin Xuemei's shy look, he sighed secretly. If he refused any more, he would be worse than a beast! Comfort her first, she is just a little girl, very
It's easy to deal with. You can deal with her without the real one, and maybe you can fool her.
Thinking of this, he took the initiative, lowered his head and kissed Lin Xuemei's forehead, and then moved it to her lips.
Lin Xuemei only felt that her mind was blank, and the happiness she was looking forward to was about to begin!
At this moment, she did not have the fear and nervousness that she had for the first time. On the contrary, she kept reminding herself to calm down and remember every detail as much as possible. All of this will be something she can remember when she sits in the flower shop in the future.
Great memories of our stay!
Different from Phoenix's mature temptation, Lin Xuemei's whole body feels like a green bud. Her age in the blooming and rainy season gives her a different kind of youthful atmosphere. This is something that young boyfriends of the same age do not understand.
The waste of natural resources is a unique enjoyment for those with rich experience.
Levis has only had one woman this year, Phoenix, but he has had a lot of experience in the past. Therefore, the phrase "youthful and beautiful" is also quite attractive to him.
With his skills, within a few minutes, Lin Xuemei had already fallen softly on the bed, and he had already climbed up and began to use his hands and mouth to take care of her whole body.
Lin Xuemei, who was inexperienced, did not expect it to be such a wonderful feeling. She bit her lips tightly, and finally bit the pillow, letting her body convulse.
The combined use of hands and mouth and visual stimulation made Levi's already as strong as steel, but he still hesitated and did not take off his underwear. He couldn't bear to touch the tenderness of youth.
After Lin Xuemei was pushed to the top, she was in a daze for more than ten seconds. She never thought she would feel so happy, but she also understood that this was only one-sided. Although it was a wonderful experience, it was not what she wanted.
That kind of.
It was already like this, her face couldn't be redder, and she didn't care about being shy anymore. She touched it and touched the place where she had touched it. This time, she tried to reach in and make direct contact.
arrive…
With this grip, Levi's also gave up his insistence, took the initiative himself, and then separated the already overflowing area a little. Amid Lin Xuemei's nervousness and anticipation, the smooth moisture, firmness and tenderness made Levi's let out a soft sigh!
Chapter completed!