Chapter 210 I will devote myself tonight. Li Yan looked at her, not knowing what to do. Her initiative was actually helpless passivity! She had no relatives or friends to rely on, so finding someone to marry was helpless and also

It's inevitable. It's better than falling into the dust.

For Huang Ying, this may be the best first choice for her, but she doesn't want to be underestimated by Li Yan. If she hadn't asked again and again, she might not have come out.

Thinking of this, Li Yan grabbed her hand and said seriously: "Of course I am willing! If you marry a stranger quietly like this, you will really hurt yourself and also hurt yourself."

If you kill your mother, your brother, and even me, you will be hurt!"

Huang Ying looked at her blankly. She was really hesitating these days. She had a relatively passive personality. She couldn't help but try calling Li Yan today. She thought it was a test of God's will. If Li Yan

If the contact person doesn't see it, or sometimes forgets to call him back, she may never look for him again.

Looking at Huang Ying in front of him, Li Yan already had some concerns in his heart. He had already seen through her character. She would rather come back and sacrifice herself than receive a favor in vain. Either he borrowed another person like last time.

She can accept any form of help and a little effort; otherwise, she can only agree to it, thus cutting off her thoughts of finding other solutions.

"Huang Ying. That's all I have! I'm several years older than you. Marrying you now will inevitably lead to the suspicion of taking advantage of others, so we can't let it go. As for being a supporter, it's too ugly. Even if I'm your secret for the time being,

Boyfriend! I will fulfill my responsibility and help you solve everything when you need all kinds of help. When the environment gets better in the future and you meet someone you really like, our relationship will end and I will not make it public.

I won't pester you. Li Yan came up with a delaying strategy.

Huang Ying bit her lips tightly, then nodded and agreed, with a trace of tears in her eyes. Although this was her own choice and the best choice, she would be happier if she married him. Now the secret man and woman

A friend is different from a foster lover, that is, the Dharma is different, but the actual nature is the same.

"Well!" She shook her head vigorously and said: "Don't get me wrong, I don't feel wronged, I am happy. Do I have any shame in doing this?" If you are not willing to accept it, I may really find a stranger to marry, even if it is not

I will go on a blind date with someone I found on the Internet. Thank you!"

Li Yan straightened his face and said seriously: "Let me talk first. Since you volunteered to be my girlfriend regardless of your status, Xiao Yi is not as polite as usual. There are some things I need to clarify with you first!"

Huang Ying's body trembled slightly, but she just hesitated for a moment, and immediately spoke in unison, and then sat down next to Li Yan. Under his surprise, she leaned closer to him. She said softly: "Don't worry, I'm here of my own free will."

If you are willing to treat me as your girlfriend, of course I will also fulfill my responsibilities as a girlfriend. If you want me, I will be willing to give it to you at any time."

Looking at the delicate girl leaning on his arms, Li Yan was speechless, wow! Now he really became a landlord and bully taking advantage of the situation. Huai Yan was speechless.

"Listen to me! I don't mean this. What I want to be clear about is that since you promised me, even if it is a contract, even if it is verbal, if there is no cancellation between us, you should just listen to me.

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"I don't have many requests. I don't have to take care of you in everything. I only have one request! No matter what difficulties you have, you must come to me as soon as possible. You can't wait until you have no choice but to come to me when you are desperate! Otherwise, I will feel that you don't respect me.

I, I will be angry." Li Yan said seriously.

After hearing this, Huang Ying looked up at him in shock, originally worried that he would look at her "sincerity" first. To a man, a woman's body is the most sincere thing.

But I didn’t expect that the question he raised seriously was actually for himself!

This made her a little excited, and she was indeed right about him! Although he was mediocre in the company and didn't want to make progress, he was really good to her, and he was indeed a rare good man!

In the past, she only had a relationship with Li Yan as a colleague and a friend. It was only the first time that Li Yan sent her to the hospital and accompanied him to visit his mother. Her mother often asked Li Yan if he was chasing her. After a long time, she herself also

She began to think too much. Especially the conversation at the beach that shocked her soul and changed her attitude left a deep impression on her, and the hype of helping brought her real huge help.

Therefore, she was very grateful to Li Yan. This gratitude was not even weaker than the gratitude to Mr. He Zhengyuan of Mortal Fund. From then on, gratitude started again and turned into attention. Because Li Yan arrived at Wen Qianyi's office, she saw

Without seeing his shortcomings and paying attention to him, he can appreciate his long-term stay. After evolution, it has become a special kind of love with low self-esteem and gratitude.

Before his mother left, he was willing to visit and talk to her alone for a while. Although he didn't tell her in detail, Huang Ying estimated that her mother entrusted him as her boyfriend. After that, she almost treated him as her boyfriend.

Positioned as a boyfriend, I just felt that Li Yan didn't have that heart, and was more sympathetic to himself, so he didn't show anything. Today's real pressure

There is that man whom I found from the Internet, who proposes marriage, triggers the marriage, and facilitates the divorce.

"I promise you," Huang Ying leaned on him again, willingly.

When she said this sentence, she felt a sense of relief. After her mother fell ill, she had to bear a huge pressure in life. If it weren't for her young shoulders, she would have shared the pressure with her mother from now on. Instead, she would be carefree and grow up in the greenhouse.

The girl who got up must have been crushed.

For a long time, she has been looking forward to a mature man who will come to her like an angel. When she encounters danger, difficulty, and trouble, he will protect her like a father; when she encounters frustration, confusion, and depression,

, will comfort and accompany her like a lover.”

Li Yan is many years older than her. In fact, in her opinion, this is not a problem at all. On the contrary, for Huang Yinglai, who lacked father's love growing up, although she has no Electra complex, a mature boyfriend is exactly what she subconsciously desires.

Now hearing his serious advice made her feel like she was being cared for and protected, taking away all the burdens for her.

It has just been confirmed that your girlfriend's "supportive" relationship is secret, which makes both of you feel uncomfortable. They just sit like this without saying anything. Li Yan is thinking about how he can help her in the future. He can help her for a while, but he can't help him forever.

You can't really support her. Her problem is financial. It can be solved by helping her find a job that makes more money. Or help her find a real boyfriend who has a certain financial foundation and can get along with her.

But he didn't worry too much. Because Huang Ying had just graduated and she still had a few more years to live. In a few years, she would have accumulated more work experience and her income would increase, while her brother would have one less person after graduation.

Expenses, one more point of income. Furthermore, her mother's follow-up treatment and other expenses. In a year or two, in the long run. Either recovery, or "it will not always be very expensive."

Then just "support" her for two years like this now! Then it won't be a problem. If she gets upset, just treat it as a loan to her. Of course, if you borrow money directly now, she will definitely not accept an unknown amount of money.

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After a while of silence, Huang Ying got up and gave Li Yan some tea, then cleared the table.

Originally, Li Yan should have said goodbye after dinner, but now the relationship between the two has changed a lot. Even if he doesn't really regard her as his lover, if he slaps his butt and leaves immediately, I believe Huang Ying will still feel the same.

It won't feel good.

Therefore, he stayed and watched cable TV with her for a while.

While watching TV, Li Yan was sitting on the sofa. After Huang Ying packed everything, she sat next to him. Later, she probably felt that she didn't look like a girlfriend, it was too alienated, and she consciously leaned against Li Yan.

However, Li Yan showed his calm demeanor and did not take advantage of the opportunity.

The TV was just a reasonable thing to distract everyone's attention, just to avoid embarrassment. Neither of them paid attention to the specific content inside.

After working with her for a while, although there was no exchange of words, Huang Ying believed that Huang Ying would no longer feel ignored. Li Yan was ready to leave. "It's so fast."

This is a sigh of relief that it is getting late. This is usually a subtext for letting people go or saying goodbye. On normal days, Huang Ying would understand it. But today is different. This is the first day she is "kept".

She is not used to being someone else's girlfriend, let alone someone who knows how to please and serve a man's lover. She doesn't know what to do, but there is one thing she is very sensitive to, and that is having sexual relations!

Although she had no experience, at that time Li Yan "sold himself for retail, and supported him for wholesale." In other words, the most important thing was the relationship! Although Li Yan didn't make this request immediately just now, it might be because he was too familiar with it.

, she still has to be reserved, but she can’t help but have this consciousness!

So, when she heard Li Yan's words, Huang Ying felt that he was hinting: It's past nine. It's getting late, so it's time to rest and sleep."

She hurriedly stood up, brushed her messy hair behind her ears, and then said obediently: "Wait a moment, I'll boil water."

Boil water? Li Yan thought she was going to boil water to make tea, but just as he was about to use it, he saw her walking towards the bathroom. Only then did he realize that she was boiling water to take a bath!

She boiled water to take a bath without waiting for me to leave. But she did it in front of me. Doesn't this mean that she is actually "

She was ready to wash herself off and let him take a bath. She was ready to dedicate herself tonight and fulfill her duties as a new lover!

Understanding this did not make Li Yan feel any desire, excitement, or even feel a little heavy. It was not that Huang Ying was unattractive, but that he had never thought about taking advantage of her, he just wanted to help her. At the same time,

I feel heartbroken that she had to give up Puyan due to the pressure of life.

"Huang Ying, I want a mother!"

"Ah?" Huang Ying, who had already turned on the water heater to boil water, hurriedly ran out.
Chapter completed!